another day...another loss
Big fight with jem...not good...hurting pretty bad...tried to kill self...still crying...singing...hurting...dying...

dead rose red

another wasted morning...
plagued by insomnia, woe is me..i can't sleep as usual...i must remind myself to lay off the coffee right before bed..not that it matters...sheer boredom would keep me up...which explains why i am here...well...enough said for now...here i am: the freak