July 18,2003. The day my life had meaning again.
My love. I have lost contact with you after your surgery, I just want you to know im trying to find you even though you don't want me to see you like that. I need to know your ok. I just want to say, that since we met that day in 2003 we both couldn't wait till the next day to see one another. We are meant to be as we have both well discussed. In you I find everything on this earth I was put here for. Your the reason I breathe, you are the reason I continue. You made me want to live my life again and living it with you is the only way I can see it now and I am so lost without you and have no idea how you are, but I will find you BABy. If not will die trying. I know you can't remember but in time I pray it will come back. Every moment with you, every laugh on the phone everynight, every tear shed, even every moment of silence I cherish. I cherish you and the love you have given me and the strength in which you love me. I adore you my lilone, and I respect you and your love for me and the life we will have . We both have come along way and I know I helped you to see the same thing and become strong again, but that's the beautiful thing we have always helped each other and become strong together, never letting each other fall. I miss your lil accent and the I love you moreeeeeeeeee's and everything I am praying will return. I need you my love and I miss you so much more than I could ever type here. You're my life, my wife, my best friend, my sub...but most of all you are me and I am you now. I would give anything for one laugh, one joke, one smart comment from you babygirl, I would take your place if I could..but your alive and well as far as I know I just hope and pray your memory returns. There is a saying about alien life I know I've told you...If there isn't it would be an aweful waste of space. Well us without each other it would be an aweful waste of true love. God I love you sweetie and I will wait forever for you. Please come home soon to my arms where God intented for us to be. I love you you are my everything. Forever in eternity your husband and best friend...Master
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