Tuesday 03-11-03 10:42PM
Weidtman- so what u doing up?
Sam- avoiding bed
Weidtman- y no one to sleep wit
Weidtman- I come join u if u want
Sam- ooh yey
Sam- i dunno, u may bite me when i least expect it
Sam- lol
Sam- on second thought...
Sam- ok
Weidtman- maby but if i did u know you would like it
Sam- lol
Weidtman- dot dot dot
Sam- semi-colon, semi-colon, semi-colon
Weidtman- no not cool
Sam- i know but i tried
Weidtman- aw woman if u tired go to sleep
Sam- no... that means it'll be day too quickly and i don't want it to
be day
Weidtman- but ifu stay up it will be day ither way
Sam- yes but this way, it'll be longer until day
Weidtman- but then the day will seem so much longer cause tured
Weidtman- tired
Weidtman- *****
Sam- dammit... i hate it when ur right
Weidtman- so do i
Sam- no u dont
Sam- liar
Sam- LIAR
Monday 03-10-03 3:13PM
Weidtman-You used to wear those pink thinks
things too
Nancy- Well thats cause I use to let my
mom do my cloth shoping.
Nancy- I use to be all in to backstreet
boys too
Weidtman- Heh Heh
Nancy- I should stop saying stuff your
probally just wrighting this all down
Weidman-Yea Yea I Am heh heh.
Nancy- Now I listen like good music and
stuff
Forever Sorry
It is truly horrible
knowing that the one you love most has now become the one you hate, and
knowing the end will never come. We had our fun before our time was done.
It seemed like forever when it was all said and done. Upon my arms the
scars undone. The terror inside controls the mind. The loss within which
kills the kin. Visions upon your lighted skin. As tears roll down my crimson
skin. The world I loved with all its views. Has turned to darkness because
of you. The love I feel cannot be undone. The sun is clear and the moon
has shunned. The voices inside have started to run. The coldness here
beneath the sun. For all ive said for all ive done but for you my love
its all undone.
Odd
look
in amazment
i have gone insane
im loosing it alll
nothing left to gain
stealing your skin
gonna eat it all
consumed by fear
thrown up against the wall
cultavate your mind
where having so much fun
having so much fun
so much fun
look now at you
looking so pitifull
flying aroung
ill fling you there
then over here
going fucken crazy
nothing there
nothing here
can you hear them fucken cry
no you ony see them die
cause you only run for cover
dont need your shit
dont leave your shit with me
just a waste of time
over
over
dont leave this shit with me
see the air you breath tonight
it isint there when your sick alright
who are you to dissagree
everybody wants something
i just want to use you
you just want me to abuse you
cause you know youll never dissagree
nobody wants something
rythem and blues always seems to win
open up and let them in
in the end there always win
Gain
You look in amazment
Have I gone Insane
Have I lost it All
Only a Few Things To Gain
Like Stealing your skin
And Eating your Brain
Consumed by fear
Thrown Up against The wall
Cultavating your Mind
Were Having so much Fun
Having so much Fun
So Much fun
As I Stare at you Now
Lying on the Ground
Listen to them Now
You dont hear Them cry
You only See them Die
Close your Eyes and try
You Heart aches Anyway
Odly you Felt Fine tonight
Who are you to Dissagree
Nobodys want Nothing
I want to Use You
You Want me To Abuse you
Nothings Gonna Change
You Cant Go away
And Im just gonna Stay Here
And always Be The same
Cause In the end I'll always Win
Altered
Stew
I hear the voices in my head
We'll be having fun o when im dead
O round and round
And Still You'll cry
Plenty of sarcarism before you die
Now you go here we go
The knife is running nice
and deep
Bring it all the way down
Let it fall
On to the ground
And you're on the ground now with it too
The time has come for them
to cry
The time has been, now you die
They won't cry
O why o why
That's it I can't take it anymore
Now I go, there you go
So now its time for them
to plea
No place for them to even o
Now there sick
And really bummed
Pass the poison around my room
Before
you go
Before you go
Help me please
There's nothing I can do
Dreams are screaming in my head
Help me get rid of them
Before you go away
They seem to rest inside
Before they enter the home
I can't escape this dome
Before you go
Before you leave me all alone
Dreams are screaming in my head
When spiders come and go
The altered seem to stay
The weirded just go away
And the pain will never stray
Before you go
Go so far away
Good
and Gone
All you wanted to say
It's hard to get away
When you're chained to the wall
In your home
Nothing will go
The end just goes and goes
Anger makes them tears
So when you finally say
There's nothing there today
The ends not that far away
This is when we all stray
Fuck you
And join this time
When they're dead and gone
Time wont be so long
Before you're on the throne
238
A man stood ther long
dark hair and a beard to share.
Submerged in the shadows she could not see.
He began to speak as she began to weep.
She took a step to the rear but felt another soon appear.
A hand he placed upon her hair.
She went to scream but did not dare.
He held her tight as she began to tear.
The pain she felt a pain so dear.
Her eyes got weak and her legs got numb.
She cryed no more.
She new she was done.
Her time was up she could not run.
He released his grip and scooped her up.
She stared at him.
Rembering then.
Im not the same he said again.
I never was, I never am.
D-Day
The day of destruction will
strike another
Another, another it soon shall come
I watch the ravens never more
I sit and stare at the tree thats there
Destrouction today, maybe, maybe
The time shall come and it will be done
Another shall follow when im done
The day the day its almost done
Hole
Im in a hole and cant get
out why cant i get out. Each time im almost there the sky cracks open
and out it comes the hand of god, here it comes. It strikes me down back
into the ground! I wake up to see it's leaving me. What has happned im
in the ground;deeper, deeper in the ground! Every time I try and try to
get out of the ground. I've tried to go around even down it never works
im still in here. Down in the ground is where i stay. I watch the world
from this hole. When i get out ---- I dought, I dought
Speaking
to the Television
Speaking to the Television
Thinking it will change
Forgeting about it all
Throwing down the bowl
Screaming in anger
Lingering on danger
Engraed from your anger
Screaming cause theres danger
Realizing not the danger
Walking to it all
Television has no danger
Nothing there at all
Worries in your mind
You begin to think in rhyme
Laughfing all the time
Forgot about it all
Think it has changed
Spoken to the television
Clatter
And The Hatter
Sit and watch the masses
gather
Think about horrid clatter
Louder the clatter
Madder the hatter
Which increases the clatter
To enraged the hatter
Which ends the clatter
But not the hatter
Which hatted the clatter
Caused by the scatter
Enraged was the hatter
Do to the scatter
Started by the hatter
Who hated the clatter
The clatter from the hatter
Who caused the scatter
Was too much for the hatter
Who climbed up the latter
Watching the scatter
Who then ran the hatter
Off from the latter
Ending in a clatter
From the splatter
Of the hatter
Mind
Watch it from my
mind
You see them all in line
Hear it from my mind
Not a sound from the mind
Smell it from my mind
Burning flesh all around
Feel it from my heart
Bet you wish you dident start
Body
In my mind ther first appeared
Stripping me from my fears
Upon my soul
They left there toll
Taking me away from the whole
Through my veins
They spread amd spread
While my body they did
not care
They ripped and teared
And left me there
As you watched
You ran so scared
For my voice
It witheres away
Until today im back again
My pain I'll share
With you in the end
Pain
You know my pain
I live in vien
You called my name
Its still the same
I watch you now
Your still around
My hate for you
Its dulls the pain
You know I love you
But you dont want me anymore
I sit in pain
Im not the same
Ive nothing left
Im not the best
I feel no pain
Its all the same
Im not like the rest
Ive killed the best
Ive done my time
Im set to rest
Where
There
I sit in the darkness
and watch them there
Wishing i could be there
but where where is there
There is not over here
so i ask you where
but you reply there
there over there
i reply with where
you say there
there right there
Where where i ask you where
yet you still reply
there dont you see it
its right over there
I do not see it
its not over there
you point for me
i still dont see
I turn to ask
where where
but all I see
Is a note saying
You went there
Vison
Television
Is not a vision
leaves you with a hated vision
sit in prizon
Learn the mission
leaves you with a altered vision
On the moon
Lost the air
leaves you with a prety vision
Have a vision
Loose your decision
Leaves you with out your vision
Face
of Confusion
What is after when.
When is before why.
Why is after what.
What is before where followed by when
But before who which is before when
But why is where before when who wants to be before who
But after what who wants to know who put him there
And what he is doing there
And where is there
And when he got here
And why you look so confused
Anti-Matter
Anti-Matter it has no splatter
nor a clatter of any matter.
It will not tatter nor shatter
nor will it matter if its not a matter.
It cant end it a splatter
nor a riki-tiki tatter.
Ca-Bling Ca-Blatter why does
it matter
never will you have to here it clatter.
Slush-Squish pitter and patter
you wish you could here it splatter.
Its not a matter it does not
matter
for all it could be is Anti-Matter
Sitting
here
Just sitting here
so bored its deadly
not knowing what to do
do you know whats its like
living in a premant iminagation
avoiding reality
lost in your own mind
wandering endlessly
while all along
your going insane
Tick
Tock
Watch
Tick Tock
Listen to them
Tick Tock Tick Tock
Watch How They Are There
Tick Tock Tick Tock Tick Tock
Sit And Stare At The Faceless Clock
Tick Tock Tick Tock Tick Tock Tick Tock
Foolishness Cultivates The Mind Into A Deep Morbid Sickness
Tick Tock Tick Tock Tick Tock Tick Tock
The Blood Now Flows Into Your mind
Tick Tock Tick Tock Tick Tock
You Weep A Faint Cry
Tick Tock Tick Tock
As You Die
Tick Tock
Watching
Stupid
People
Stupid people all around
While I sit upon the ground
Water leaves the dying earth
As fire reigns and grows in gerth
Skin is melted while blood appears
On my face not a single tear
Building for all
Build a body
To do all
Build a wall
To keep out all
Build a pen
To wright down all
Bulid a door
To allow in all
Build a lock
To secure it all
Build a key
To release it all
Build a window
To view it all
Build a mind
To understand all
Build a roof
To protect from all
Build a vehicle
To transport all
Build a floor
To walk on all
Build a will
To overcome all
Jail
While im here
I have to say
I wish today
would go away
I can not rest
I can not be
Will you go away from me
I want to say
I will not pray
While the rest are all away
Im locked away
Im in a cell
What ive done I will not tell
Im here to say
I wont die now
A rebel with and without a cause, you
belong to the clan of the Brujah. This clan is the muscle of the Camarilla
and are always up for fights. However, you are difficult to control...especially
since you tend to frenzy easier than most vampires. You are /the/ clan
not to piss off or expect a missing limb.
The Brujah
The Brujah are inheritors of a majestic and ancient legacy, which is
unfortunate. Tonight's Brujah seem less like a clan and more like a mob.
Punks, terrorists, revolutionaries, criminals, gangbangers and the like
make up the Brujah; the clan seems to be united in nothing save its contempt
for the institutions of vampire and mortal society. Well, this is not
entirely true; Clan Brujah are among the most savage vampires, and the
most trivial slight or annoyance may trigger a howling Brujah frenzy.
The Brujah's disunity keeps the clan tenuously in the Camarilla, but Brujah
thugs routinely defect to the anarchs, the better to strike against their
hated elders. Even the "tamer" Brujah annoy the elders and princes
routinely through acts of defiance and rebellion. Despite their recalcitrance,
however, Brujah are valued as warriors; they are perhaps the most dangerous
vampires in a straightforward battle. To anger a Brujah is nigh suicidal
- and Brujah are notorious for their tempers.
You are Goth
You're in the Goth box.
Your Heart is Black
Bondage
Brown Eyes
You're A Villian!
You evil person, you.
You have a dark side to you.
Your destiny is world destruction/domination.
Your soul came from the Bowls of HELL! You're a demon
preying on the mortals of Earth.
Back to Hell With You!
You're dark, twisted and gorgeous,
Angelina Jolie.
Schizoid
You are a dark goddess!
Freezer.
You feel nothing and wish to feel nothing
so you find peace in the way you think,
however, your emotions are more nuetral than balanced. Coldness and tolerance
can be the
ways of a passive heart.
You are a Gimlet
Im Going to Hell
You kill and eat little children,
and probably molest their corpses.
Completely Fucked Form
of Hello Kitty
Nihilist Bear
I hate you so bad" happy bunny.
You hate everyone and eveything and your
not ashamed of it.
You are agressive to others only
U ARE A FREAK!
Your a Tomboy
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