BLAH!!!
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: We Don't Belong By Like Yesterday
so...yeah...I havn't blogged in forever!!! I've been getting realy bored latly. Me and Brian have seen each other out of school in about a month. so yeah that sucks. I had an emotional break down in school today. I just started crying on Brian's shoulder. I'm glad it wasn't an emotional explosion because I would have started throwing stuff and yelling. It's odd I know. Well yesterday me and Julie went to Stephanies house and we hung out. This weekend we are going to send the night at her house. So it's gonna be cool. We are gonna start our own table at lunch, and you can only sit there by invitation only. So its gonna b cool. I hate school right now just cuz we have stupid S.T.A.R. testing or some crap this whole week. It really blows. But nutriton is long so its all good. WOW it's almost summer. Can u belive it? Its not a good thing for me cuz Brian is going away to boot-camp. Its gonna be boring but oh well as long as I dont have to stay home all summer I think I'll survive. I don't feel that great so I'm going to stop typing right....NOW!

I hate being...SICK!!!
Mood:  special
Now Playing: Look At Your Son Now-The F-Ups
Im...sick. Yes yes I know how can i be sick!! NEways, Monday was two months for me and my love. He got me a gold braclet. I really like it,even thought I'm a silver person. I still love it cuz its from him and its beautiful. Now I feel all bad cuz I didnt get him nething...Now I wanna give him something next month...I'm not gonna say what I think I might get him...he could be reading this...I now know what I am going to give/make for him...Thanks for the help Cori...neways...today...at school...we had... p..s..a..t..testing...it sucked balls...very boring...very..we had a longer lunch tho so its all cool...well...I'm bored...I miss Lisa...Hey Adema has a new music video with the new singer...the singer sucks...the band sucks now...they are not good anymore without marky c...*tear*...I hate being here...In perris.. In this house..I miss Brian..Its only been 6hours.. but yet I miss him...I don't wanna wait till I can move out...but yet I have too...only a little bit more then 2 years away and Ill be out of here...I just think most people in general (noone that reading this) annoy me...who knows maybe I just haven't me the right kind of people yet..well I'm gonna go now I can hardly breathe throught my nose...I hope I don't get worse...or die, that would suck..

My first blog!!!
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: Kennedy By Kill Hannah
Soo.. My first blog, what to write...I'm really bored right now. I want to go back to school. School is only 14 hours away. MAyb i can sleep for 14 hours...no I dont think I can. well not alot has gone on in my life but yet alot has. It seems that lately my life has gotten pretty boring beside my best friend Lisa, and my love Brian. It feels like I dont really have anyone besides them that I can really trust, or have fun around. It seems like everyone else has changed alot lately. It seems like most of my friends have become preppy little bitches. Some of my old friends sre becoming better ones so I guess thats alright...Im just glad i still have Brian and Lisa without them I would probably go crazy. And without me they would probably go crazy so its all good. So yeah...Life Kinda sucks right now but it sometimes doesn't...I cant wait till the 28th. The Leadership Classes are going to Knotts so Brian, Me, Cori, Angela, Cassie, and maybe Lindsay get to go...It should be fun...I'm really tired right now... I got to see Sin City yesterday with Brian. Its a really good movie... lots of blood and violence... after we took a walk over to starbucks, which was Brians first time ever stepping foot in a starbucks, then we hung out on a bench, talked some, then headed back to the theater and then went home. You know what I hate commercials and pop-up adds...I just thought you should know that... This week is going to be a very slow one...Well I guess I'll stop typing now...maybe I will blog again when I'm not as tired...Bye