WOO HOOO!!! this is the old news section... i'll add stuff here and there... with none other than old news... soo... without further ado.... (lol) here it is:
12-17-02
hey everyone... i'm sorry guys... i did it... i wuz so upset... and stil am... yeah.. i hide it... but who cares.. no one.. if ur readin this u should just turn back and walk away right now... bcuz u dont want to see whats next... i hate life... life sux... (sorry nessa if ur readin this.. i'm gunna quote from ur site a little) i'm sick of everyone givin each other shit about their lives.. so what? ur life sux... and u dont like someone.. DONT TAKE IT OUT ON THEM! I'M SICK OF ALL YOU WHO PICK A FIGHT WITH SOMEONE JUST CUZ U DONT LIKE THEM! SO FUCKING WHAT? GIVE IT A FUCKING REST!!!! I'M SO FUCKING SICK OF THSI MOTHERFUCKING SHIT... ERIC IF I EVER MEET YOU I'M GUNNA FUCKING KILL UR ASS FOR PUTTIN CASEY THRU THIS FUCKING SHIT I SWEAR TO GOD IF ITS THE LAST THING I DO I'LL KILL U AND MAKE SHURE U NEVER HURT ANYONE AGAIN! on a lighter note... everyones gettin sick.. becky's not doin good... katie has a cold/flu... tina has the flu... casey's depressed... emily's paranormalism (i dont know how to express it) is gettin worse... and so is mine.. i'm also very violent lately... i'm sorry if some of you read that... but its true... and i cant stand this.. thats why i cut again... i'm so sick of this... i could really end it right here... eric if ur out there... ur gunna die.... just wait
With All Due Respect,
XxJeStErxX
11-28-02
hey everyone... as some and most of you know... today is my half-birthday... dont ask if u dont know... just go with it.. i also need to announce... i am never cutting again... for all of your and my sake.. i love you all.
11-13-02
hey... read this......
Me ^-_-^Tony^-_-^
he thinks its all good
he thinks he'll be fine
he dont know
she knows him
knows him well
she knows what he's doin'
hopin he'd tell
pickin up the pin, he starts at the top
pickin up the phone, she starts to dial
the phone starts to ring
and he dont hear it
she knows what he's doin, she can feel it
the second ring, he notices the call
crossin her fingers, he answers the call
his voice is weak, her's is strong
she asks wuts goin on
he answers simply i'm cuttin i'm sick of this shit
she tries to comfort
his worried cry
but hes too intent
on the pain in his mind's eye
he thinks its all good
he thinks he'll be fine
little does he know
he aint got much time
she's on her way
over to his place
he pushes the pin down
an expression of pain
on his face
he starts to pull back
and sees the blood come
he pulls some more
across his thumb
she gets to the door
and rings the bell
he drops the pin
and down it fell
he opens the door
and sees her there
standing there disapointed
tension ringing in the air
she questions why
and he simply says
he missed her too much
to stand there and take it
so he cut, but he stalled
to buy himself some time
but in the end
he just lowered his head
a tear at his eye
l8er
10-31-02
hey everyone.... HAPPY HALLOWEEN..... something big's changed.... i've dedided to date.... IM me, e-mail, watever.... i'll explain.... later....
10-22-02
i know.... its been awhile.... but i'm back.... and i've been thru a lot..... things r different now.... very different...... those of u who know me.... know..... well..... i love you all..... live life to the fullest.... dont EVER give up....
http://www.animelyrics.com/game/kingdomhearts/
(Game) Kingdom Hearts: Simple and Clean (N/A)
English Theme Song
You're giving me too many things
Lately you're all I need
You smiled at me and said,
Don't get me wrong I love you
But does that mean I have to meet your father?
When we are older you'll understand
What I meant when I said "No,
I don't think life is quite that simple"
* When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go
The daily things that keep us all busy
Are confusing me
That's when you came to me and said,
Wish I could prove I love you
But does that mean I have to walk on water?
When we are older you'll understand
It's enough when I say so
And maybe some things are that simple
repeat *
** Hold me
Whatever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on
Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all
Nothing's like before
repeat *
repeat **
repeat **
Contributed by Allen "Sailor Bacon" Tyner
http://www.AnimeLyrics.com/
this song describes how i feel about a lot of things.....
i hope u all realize how i'm changing.... how i've turned around.... i want u all to know i love you.... i'll never forget any of you.....
July 19th... I've finally realized something... that from now on i'm not going to care about what ppl say and think about me negatively... and i'll appreciate the compliments... i'm going to be myself... and never let myself down... later ya'll...
^-_-^ push me to my evil side... its fun... not for u...
I've changed my life around.... i want to be famous... i'm going to be chasing my dream... to be in a band... be the greatest.... and show my true potential... hope to see you all at the top!
^-_-^ ToNy ^-_-^
