Welcome To My Little World
Hey guys and welcome to my little world, here you will find some of my poems, some quotes, and some pics of me and my friends.
Well it has been a while since I updated as to what's going on. Not much really. I lost my brother and grandfather in October. It has been a rough past year or so. I hope everyone had happy holidays. Thank you for coming to check out my website. I am now very glad that I did decide to put it up. I hope you enjoy and look at the updates those of you who have been here before...
This is one poem that my friend Vic and I wrote, we like to write together alot. i hear your words everytime he speaks, the similartiy so strong, that
it
drives me mad, trying to forget you, he's making it impossible, wanting
all
of these memories to just fade, wishing for the day that the death of
this
heartache would come to me, i want to no longer see your face when I
close
my eyes, to want to be in your arms, longing for your touch, you have
brought
me nothing but pain, no smiles, only tears to my eyes, how many times I
ve
wished for death because of what you have done to me, you will never
know how
much I loved you, because you never gave me a chance to let you know, i
was
willing to give up everything for you, but that wasn't good enough. So
good
bye, i guess is all that is left to say, for you have left me here, you
have
made it known that you no longer want me....
This is one of my poems, I wrote it with my friend Victor, it's called A Seasons Change
As the winter passes, there is only one thing on my mind ,How I've longed for the sun's face to shine again upon my frozen door, these tears I cry, I await the day they vanish, How I crave the day, the blistering sun burns it all away, the happiness, we shared, the longing we had to be together, longing to love maybe?or joy?There was always so much, but now there is so little,the way that time has toren us apart, so crule, so unfair ,The seconds pound by as the gears grind in my head ,pondering, why we chose to do the things we did, things we did that cannot be undone, the way the seasons change our life,the way the spring melts away the winter, the way the summer slowly fades back into the fall, will the seasons of life continue for me?ill my summer ever come?or will my fall quickly vainsh back into the winter, which I long to be over.
Here is another poem that we have written together still untitled. If you guys want to see more of this email me at acidrain_dragon@yahoo.com.
I can smell the rain in the air, hear the thunder, as I watch the lightning crash into the ground, the sizzle in the air still caressing my skin, bringing the only thing I can still feel, pain, suffering, the only emotions left in this body, a body that was once so full of life, what does it mean to live if the only pleasure I have left is my most painful memories, memories that once brought me so much joy, the same ones that now leave me broken down, bent, broken, battered, and dead inside, my heart made of cold steal, a wall build up so high, that no one will ever get in, I have made an impervious fortress, impervious to even me, one that hides even the slightest glimpse into my eyes, my heart, my soul, I pitty, the mind, the heart, the soul of the one who tries, for they will find a machine, not a soul, a machine who was trained to no longer love...
This is a song bye VNV Nation It's called distance, the words are very strong and beautiful.
The paths that I once travled are all but gone. Only embers now smolder where bridges once burned, I feel alive and yet I fear what may happen now, I know I can't return. Oh hear me say again Oh let me not return, damn the illusions of redemption, and the hopes that held me here I will appose all that were before me with this rage inside I'll defey what I would become. This solitude and anger that battle inside me will always guide me to the answers even though I may not see, they are the bonds that hold me tighter, they are the chains that weigh on me, I know one day I will be gone. Can I start again? Erase this pain, by casting dobut into the water asking judgement of the see, though fortune may guide the fools, I have no wish to be free til I am gone...
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Just some random quotes
- Im just an above average guy in a below average worldVictor Kayser, hes so goth hes dead
- Satisfaction is the death of all desire, Beja Handly said this to me god only knows who wrote it
- I can feel my thoughts touch every second that I've spent waiting for you, circumstances afford me no second chance to tell you how much I've missed you- Beloved by VNV Nation
- I've never had any complaints about the blue ones- Hunter S. Thompson WHere the buffalo roam
- Through my eyes stare into me I bare my heart for all to see with my face turned to the sun they're ever standing still. Standing bye VNV Nation
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