Forgotten Hopes

Hey You Rotting In Your Alcoholic Shell

Banging On The Walls Of Your Intoxicated Mind

Do You Ever Wonder Why You Were Left Alone

As Your Heart Grew Colder And Finally Turned To Stone

Did I Punish You For Dreaming?

Did I Break Your Heart And Leave You Crying?

Don't You Ever Dream Of Escaping...

Pathetic Oblivion

Forgotten Hopes Buried In Your Soul's Lonely Grave

Pathetic Oblivion

Remember How You Were Before You Locked Your Heart Away

Did I Punish You For Dreaming?

Did I Break Your Heart And Leave You Crying?

Do You Ever Dream Of Escaping...

Don't You Ever Dream Of Escaping?

I Tried To Murder The Lonely,

Contemplate Our Mortality.

Into Infinity,

Frozen Memory

Wipe The Tears From Yesterday,

A Time For Change, Take The Pain Away.

Angel, My Destiny,

Can You Feel Me? A Dying Wish

I Bear The Seed Of Ruin

A Golden Age Turned To Stone

Elysium..... To Dust

For This, A Tragic Journey

A Vision Of A Dying Embrace

Scattered Earth

Silence.....

Where Echonia Wept

I Sank Into The Silent Desert

Fallen Am I,

In The Solitude Of A Broken Promise

I Cried Alone

My Emptyrean Is A Scar

From The Memory Of Her Beautiful Life

Forever Was Her Name

Fulfilment Lost In A Lifetime Of Regret

Ornate Peace Would Cover Me

As I Would Die Now.....

For One Last Wish Alone

I Gave You My Soul

You Left Me Dying

(Freezing In The Cold Wind That Screams Through

The Silence, In The Barren Wastes Of My Heart)

Within The Walls

Of My Mind..... Alone,

The Winter Serenade

Fell Silent To Me And I Lust

Wandering Aimlessly Through Dead Filled Fields

Rewards Are Just. Who Knows What Absence Yields?

By The Golden Beauty Of Dusk

And The Sun Low In Our Sky

By The Haunting Shadows Of Trees

And Graves, Mesmerized Am I.

Searching Deep Inside Trying To Reach My Dreams

I See A Face Stare Back At Me ... Oh, So Serene.

By The Golden Beauty Of Dusk

And The Sun Low In Our Sky

By The Haunting Shadows Of Trees

And Graves, Mesmerized Am I.

Those Whispering Shades ... Sad, Silent Glades

Pain Is A Far Away Land,

Misery, A Lifetime's Journey ...

And I Lust For Death Crestfallen

I Cry A Tear Of Hope But It Is Lost In Helplessness

The Darkness Eats Away At The Very Embers Of My Soul

For The Deepest Love I Had Has Dissolved Before My Eyes

My Sorrow Is Bleak, I Beg For Deliverance

Lord, In Your Mercy, Hear My Prayer

All Emotion Is Consumed By An Inner Silence

All Grief Is Unassuaged By Disconsulate Tears

I Want For Nothing, I Live For Nothing

I Am Waiting To Die But I Am Afraid Of Dying

Lord, In Your Mercy, Hear My Prayer

Crestfallen Emotion

Wallowing In Guilt

And Drowning For Evermore

Falling Deeper Into Fear

My Inner Self Is Now

A Sleeper Of Stone

Help Me. The Sweet Suffering

As A Shadow Is Cast Overhead

I Rejoice In The Coming Of The Gloom

Lifting My Eyes To View What, To Me, Is Beauty

I Decipher What Is Read In The Cloud

The Verse Is Shouting Out And Ringing In My Ears

The Claps Of Thunder, Scared? No, Me I Revere

In The Enchantment Of Mother Nature

Her Caress It Soothes And Brings Me Joy

Kneeling To The Rainfall

Wind's Whispers Beckoning

Inhaling The Sweet Scent

Elation Is Overwhelming

The Way Is Dim But Somehow I Find It

One By One The Victims Of Life Are Dwindling

Me, Take Me ... Grief No More If Death Will Save Me

Take Me, Save Me, Show Me Salvation

Lead Me ... A Sacred Path, Reinstate Creation

Show Me Joy, Grief, Pride

And Show Me Your Envy

The Way Is Dim But Somehow I Find It Sweet Tears

In Each Others Arms

We Cried Together

And Your Tears Tasted Sweet

All Is Not Lost

And Never To Be Forgotten

Like A Shiver Down My Spine

The Lonely Nights Keep Falling

And I Still Want You

She's Passed Away But Dreaming

Her Soul's Awake And Screaming

The Weeping Willow Is Weeping

And Beneath Our Hearts ...

All Joy Is Sleeping

Our Bliss Is Carried Away ... Sweet Tears Empty

Empty Vessel Under The Sun Wipe The Dust

From My Face Another Morning Black Sunday

Coming Down Again Empty Vessel Empty Veins

Empty Bottle Wish For Rain That Pain Again

Wash The Blood Off My Face The Pulse From

My Brain And I Feel That Pain Again

Im Looking Over My Shoulder Cos Millions

Will Whisper Im Killing Myself Again Maybe

Im Dying Faster But Nothing Ever Last I

Remember A Night From My Past When I Was

Stabbed In The Back And Its All Coming

Back And I Feel That Pain Again

I Abhor You I Condemn You Cos This Pain

Will Never End You Got Away Without A

Scratch And Now Youre Walking On A Lucky

Path I Have To Laugh But Youd Better Watch

Your Back

Theres Pathetic Opposition Theyre The

Cause Of My Condition Ill Be Coming Back

For Them Ive A Solution For This Sad

Situation Nothing Left But To Kill Myself

Again Because Im So Empty Fragile Dreams

Tonight Your Soul Sleeps, But One Day You Will Feel Real Pain,

Maybe Then You Will See Mee As I Am,

A Fragile Wreck On A Storm Of Emotion

Countless Times I Trusted You,

I Let You Back In,

Knowing... Yearning... You Know

I Should Have Run... But I Stayed

Maybe I Always Knew,

My Fragile Dreams Would Be Broken For You.

Today I Introduced Myself,

To My Own Feelings,

In Silent Agony, After All These Years,

They Spoke To Me... After All These Years

Maybe I Always Knew... Eternity

As I Turn Away From A Life So Grey,

Where Have All The Flowers Gone?

Just What Went Wrong?

Innocence, Insanity, Irony

Stone Cold Reality

Oh Lord Come And Save Me

Do You Think We're Forever?

I've Been In Tears

Hope Has Dies In Me

But Now I'mm Here, I Don't Wish To Leave

Trapped In Time

A Miracle Of Hope And Change

A Swirling Mass, No Mercy Now

If The Truth Hurts Prepare For Pain

Do You Think We're Forever?

The Unseen, The Eternal River Of Understanding

Persevering, Dying Escape

Forever Tempting Fate

Take Me Back

A Flood Of Tears Bonding My Soul With My Mind

A Dream Of Love, Reality Closing In Behind

As I Close My Eyes, The Vision Dies

As I Bid My Last Farewell To Mankind

The Unseen, The Eternal... Eternity 2

So Little Time

Your Crystal Eyes Gaze Into Mine

A Burning Flame

Forever Dreaing, Dreaming A Lie

Trapped Inside Internal Eyes

Caressed By Innocence, A Sanctuary For Your Mind

Born Alone Beneath Pale Sardonic Skies

One Love, One Life, One Sorrow

I Won't Reproach Myself This Time

A Condemned Mman, Granted A Sweet Reprieve

A Turn Of Fate, A Genial Twist Of The Knife

Undying Affection For Life Radiance

Inside...

The Dark Is Fading Away

I Don't Want To Be Alone Anymore

Inside...

The Light Of Dawn Is Here Once More

The Light...

Darkness Is Slipping Away

Of Dawn...

I Don't Want To Be Alone

Is Here...

Won't You Stay?

Not A Word Passed Your Lips

Just A Golden Kiss

As I Whispered Silently

"Help Me Through This" The Beloved

Another Day Unfolds, Still I Exist

Never Felt So Cold, I Never Knew I Was Turning Away

Though I Can't Explain, I Only Love You Now That Your Missed

As I Stand In The Rain, Leave Me To Go Through This

I Don't Think I Could Face Another Sleepless Night

If Only I Could Trace That Elusive Light

In A Dreammland Flight To Your Agonizing Eyes

A Never Ending Flight, My Silent Cries

Still I Close My Eyes And My Mind Becomes Clear

Still I Dream, And There You Are...

How Still You Lie And How Your Eyes Bring Back The Fear

Still I Can't Facen What's Going On In Here...

Everything That I've Evet Felt Has Gone,

At Last My Spirit Breathes

I See No Point In Going On

So Goodbye... It's Time For Me To Leave Mine Is Yours To Drown In

We Smothered In Life

Listen, Listen, Listen

The Written Word Will Devour You

And Burn Your Mind

I'm Burning Your Mind

I Am Entering Your Soul

My Promise To Love And Caress You

Mirrors Desting And Breathes The Universe

Before Tomb.....

(Regression)

Taste Me

Let The Angels Wings Close

And Shield You

I Bleed For You

In The Shadows And The Recesses

You'll Find Dark

Yearn (Me)

From The Dark All Is Revealed

Light Sheds Through

Bleed With Me

We Will Share The Light And Dark

Together And More Kingdom

There Is A Whole Mountain

And A River Runs Through It

If You Split My Mountain Wide

You Would Find Many Rivers

Among Flocks Of Non-White Doves

And Non-Temptable Mortals

The Kingdom Is Much More Real

And The Beauty Is Endless

Only When Tightened Beyond Recall

Is Your Necklace A Blessing

Leave Your Pearls In The Sea

You Are Not Worthy Of Such A Treasure

My Hand On Your Heart, I Know There Is A Beating

In This Oh So Bleak Landscape

There Are Many Mountains

But Not So Much Water.

My Kingdom Eternal Rise Of The Sun

An Unstoppable End

The World Turns Every Day

An Ending With No End

So, For This Time Of Morning

I Can No Longer Cry

Even Though The Story Goes On

The Script Is Being Written

Start Shape Our Destiny

Believe In Angels, They Believe In You

Oh, Spread Your Wings, There Is More Than This Darkness

Open Your Eyes, The Horizon Has No End

You Can See Forever, You Can Know All Time

You Can Live Forever...

Every Dusk Can Blind, As A Sunrise On A Day

Every Sunset There Is, Lifts The Eternal Sunrise

And The Sunrise Ends When The Sun Dies...

And Every Ending Has An Eternal Beginning... Sleepless

And I Often Sigh

I Often Wonder Why

I'm Still Here And I Still Cry

And I Often Cry

I Often Spill A Tear

Over Those Not Here

But Still They Are So Near

Please Ease My Burden

And I Still Remember

A Memory And I Weep

In My Broken Sleep

The Scars They Cut So Deep

Please Ease My Burden

Please Ease My Pain

Surely Without War There Would Be No Loss

Hence No Mourning, No Grief, No Pain, No Misery

No Sleepless Nights Missing The Dead ... Oh, No More

No More War Lost Control

Life Has Betrayed Me Once Again,

I Accept That Some Things Will Never Change.

I've Let Your Tiny Minds Magnify My Agony,

And It's Left Me With A Chem'cal Dependency For Sanity.

Yes, I Am Falling... How Much Longer Till I Hit The Ground?

I Can't Tell You Why I'm Breaking Down.

Do You Wonder Why I Prefer To Be Alone?

Have I Really Lost Control?

I'm Coming To En End,

I've Realised What I Could Have Been.

I Can't Sleep So I Take A Breath And Hide Behind My

Bravest Mask,

I Admit I've Lost Control Re-Connect

The Fragments Of Connection Died

Some Things Just Won't Fade With Time

Hide Behind A Transparent Eye

You Can't See Me But I Can You...

Betray Without A Moment's Thought

Regret Nothing But Getting Caught

Your Time Has Come And Here I Stand

Why Should I Hold Out My Hand To You...

I Could Never Turn To You

Silenced By That Look In Your Eye

Feel I'm Slipping Back Again

Black Cold Night I Toss And Turn I'm Sinking, Feel So ...Drained

Shroud Me, Blind Me, Sick, Weak, Empty, Drag Me ...Into Pain

I Tried So Hard, Don't Drown Me, Bound To Me,

Self Indulgently ...Crazed

Black As Coal, My Sunken Soul, Will It Ever Be ...Saved?

Come On And Twist That Knife Again

Well I'd Like To See You Fucking Try

Never Going Back Again

An Answer Won't Come From Me

Confront Your Own Worst Enemy

What Does Your Mirror See

Is It Time To Face Up To Me? Alternative

It's Killing You, You're Killing Me,

I'm Clinging On To My Sanity,

All I Need Is A Short Term Remedy,

Come And Hide Me From This Terrible Reality...

Dreaded Memories Flood Back To Me,

But There's Still A Wilful Mind Behind These Cold,

Psychotic Eyes,

Now I Tread This Path So Differently,

I've Opened My Mind And Darkened My Entire Life.

I'll Dance With The Angels To Celebrate The Holocaust,

And Far Beyond My Far Gone Pride,

Is Knowing That We'll Soon Be Gone,

Knowing That I'll Soon Be Gone... Regret

As I Drift Away... Far Away From You,

I Feel All Alone In A Crowded Room,

Thinking To Myself

"There's No Escape From This

Fear

Regret

Loneliness..."

Visions Of Love And Hate

A Collage Behind My Eyes

Remnants Of Dying Laughter

Echoes Of Silent Cries

I Wish I Didn't Know Now That

I Never Knew Then...

Flashback

Memories Punish Me Again.

Sometimes I Remember All The Pain

That I Have Seen.

Sometimes I Wonder What Might

Have Been...

Visions Of Love And Hate

A Collage Behind My Eyes

Remnants Of Dying Laughter

Echoes Of Silent Cries

And Sometimes I Despair

At Who I've Become

I Have To Come To Terms

With What I've Done

The Bittersweet Taste Of Fate

We Can't Outrun The Past

Destined To Find An Answer

A Strength I Never Lost

I Know There Is A Way,

My Future Is Not Set,

For The Tide Has Turned

But Still I Never Learned To Live

Without Regret. Make It Right

I Know That I Want You

I Know That I Need You

But I Can't Pretend That

This'll Make It Right

You Whisper Your Name

But I Can't Hear You

Don't Leave Me Behind

Lend Me Your Hand

I Can Feel Them

I Think They're Closing In

Don't Leave Me Behind

Lend Me Your Hand

Let Me Feel You

By My Side

Be Where I Can Hear You

I Long To Feel One Last Goodbye

How I Needed You

How I Grieve Now You're Gone

In My Dreams I See You

I Awake So Alone

I Know You Didn't Want To Leave

Your Heart Yearned To Stay

But The Strength I Always Loved In You

Finally Gave Way

Somehow I Knew You Would Leave Me This Way

Somehow I Knew You Could Never Stay

And In The Early Morning Light

After A Silent Peaceful Night

You Took My Heart Away

And I Grieve

In My Dreams I Can See You

I Can Tell You How I Feel

In My Dreams I Can Hold You

And It Feels So Real

I Still Feel The Pain

I Still Feel Your Love

I Still Feel The Pain

I Still Feel Your Love

Somehow I Knew You Could Never, Never Stay

And Somehow I Knew You Would Leave Me

And In The Early Morning Light

After A Peaceful Night

You Took My Heart Away

I Wished, I Wished You Could Have Stayed Parisienne Moonlight

I Feel I Know You

I Don't Know How

I Don't Know Why

I See You Feel For Me

You Cried With Me

You Would Die For Me

I Know I Need You

I Want You

To Be Free Of All The Pain

You Have Inside

You Cannot Hide

I Know You Tried

To Be Who You Couldn't Be

You Tried To See Inside Of Me And Now I'm Leaving You

I Don't Want To Go

Away From You

Please Try To Understand

Take My Hand

Be Free Of All The Pain

You Hold Inside

You Cannot Hide

I Know You Tried

To Feel...

To Feel... Emotional Winter

Speak To Me

For I Have Seen

Your Waning Smile

Your Scars Concealed

So Far From Home, Do You Know You're Not Alone

Sleep Tonight

Sweet Summerlight

Scattered Yesterdays, The Past Is Far Away

How Fast Time Passed By

The Transience Of Life

Those Wasted Moments Won't Return

And We Will Never Feel Again

Beyond My Dreams

Ever With Me

You Flash Before My Eyes, A Final Fading Sigh

But The Sun Will (Always) Rise

And Tears Will Dry

Of All That Is To Come, The Dream Has Just Begun

And Time Is Speeding By

The Transience Of Life

Those Wasted Moments Wont Return

And We Will Never Feel Again Anyone, Anywhere

No One Seems To Care Anymore

(As) I Wander Through This Night All Alone

No One Feels The Pain I Have Inside

Looking At This World Through My Eyes

No One Really Cares Where I Go

Searching To Feel Warmth Forever More

The Wheels Of Life They Turn Without Me

How You Are Gone... Eternally

No...

Don't Leave Me Here

The Dream Carries (Me) On

Inside

I Know...

Its Not Too Late

Lost Moments Blown Away

Tonight

Mankind, With Your Heresy

Can't You See That This Is Killing Me

There's No One In This Life

To Be Here With Me At My Side

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