My name is Csilla Jara. I live in NYC with my boyfriend Vito and my cat Kelvin. Ive lived in new york city all my life. My parents actually live about 4 blocks away. It's more convenient then you think =)
I just moved to my own apartment with Vito this May when i came back from school. It's a small place but nice and cozy. There are two rooms with no door, just a kitchen inbetween. I guess we get on eachothers nerves a lot because of it.
I go to school at the University at Buffalo. I am taking a semester off to get myself together, then hopefully I am going back. I guess it depends on how well things work out here in nyc. I don't have a major. i would have had to pick this year. At first i wanted to be a Biology major so i could be a doctor, but that didnt really fit into my lifestyle. since then ive thought about majoring in English, Music, Psychology...and now i have decided that i want to do photography. Thats what i am most interested in right now. I like black and white photography the most. And i love taking pictures of beautiful seductive, erotic things.
I am 19 years old and a girl who sometimes wishes she was a boy. I am bisexual and polyamorous. I love to read and write and be sexual. =) I'm very open to prettmuch everything. I am pro-choice, against the death penalty, and strongly believe in true love.
Buffalo
My first year at Buffalo was hard. I didnt fit in...i was the "freak" among all the "preps" Its hard to be a goth chick in an abercrombie school hehe. I was depressed and alone and i had no friends. My roomates were nice. I had 3 of them...Heather, Carissa and Faye. we partied a lot and got drunk. Most of the time i was too depressed to go to class. I have clinical depression and possibly anxiety disorder...so it was hard for me to keep up with everyday life. After a suicide attempt during the middle of the year i was forced to go to therapy. My therapist was great and i learned a lot from her. They started me on medication and i went twice a week.
Then last year i came back and i was feeling better. This was the year that changed a lot of my life. I became really good friends with people on my floor, and i made two of my best friends in the whole world, Josh and Andrea. We hung out for a little bit the beginning of the year, and then September 11th, we were brought together. Since then we;ve been inseperable. But once again i wasnt going to classes or anything and i was getting depressed again.
csilla jara
2002
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