Part 1: As I speak to your picture
By ^0^After Midnight^0^
It’s been 3 years since the accident and believe in me when I say that I have never forgotten you Paige, its like you never left. Maybe I’m going crazy maybe its just the light reflecting in a mirror somewhere in the corner of my eye but I swear, I swear I see you sometimes. They say that the people we love are always with us, guiding us, watching us, when they leave for another world. To say the least I’m not a religious man but I do believe that you are an angel, you always were an angel Paige.
For a long time I felt so bitter, so responsible and blamed myself until it beat me into the ground, I felt so guilty. Somehow it must have hurt you to see me alone so you magically put 1 plus 1 and I fell in love with Amir but I am still hopelessly devoted to you.
I don’t know if can hear me, I know you’re a little deaf in one ear from listening to music to loud in head phones. I remember how much that bugged me when you did that but now I’m going crazy without the muted buzz of Nine Inch Nails in the back of my mind. If you can hear me, as I speak to your picture, your smile and the sparkle in you eyes as you hold me. I love you Paige. Forever.
Gazing at the roof smiling at the artful legacy you left me, thousands of tiny glow-in-the-dark stickers placed in a universe above our heads. Amir lies next to me, his tiny body comforting against me, I love him and I never want to lose him, you are both in my dreams.
I small breeze passes my cheek, the windows are closed and I already know its you. I felt that same breeze at your funeral I didn’t know it then but you were comforting me. It was a dark but beautiful day, just as you are dark but beautiful, I felt a small hand on my back and for one second I thought I was you. Returned to me I spun around and kissed you like I were to lose you once again but when I opened my eyes, you weren’t there and I had just kissed Amir. I didn’t mean to he stood there in shock, I saw his eyes were as blue as the sky as blue as yours were and then as magically as it had happened they faded back to his real almond brown. He didn’t remember a thing and forgot about it so this is how I know. This is how I know that you are still with me, kissing Amir was your way of showing me that I didn’t have to be alone anymore that you will live through Amir and with me. Forever.
“Child Morpheus
Take me to your sweet euphoria
Child Morpheus
Hold me in my dreams
Tranquil angel falling with no fear of landing
Child Morpheus
Close my eyes for me”
-Inkubus Sukkubus
Still Here
Part 3: Final – Last Kiss
By ^0^After Midnight^0^
“Jay, please… please make love to me” Amir moaned under me as I threw away my shirt, the cold tingling on my back tells me you’re there. Tonight is the night it happened, the accident and I know this I when you’re closest to me. I straddle Amir’s waist and wait for his gasping plea as I feel your energy physically press behind me; we’re all ready here.
I proceed to finger and spit lube Amir as I feel something fingerlike penetrate me, it even feels like your hand but wrapped in a white hot field of sensual energy. Amir writhes under me now bucking against my 3 fingers, suddenly he absolutely screams as I sense a fourth finger join mine inside Amir. I almost feel Paige’s breath on my faces as his invisible licks ravish my neck like volts of electricity. As I look down at Amir I see the wide eyed panic on his face but he is too overtaken by lust and want from the supernatural touch of Paige’s hand now I have left his entry.
I feel him push against me from behind, Amir is ready for me now thanks to Paige. Paige’s hands rub against my back, a silent plea to let him enter me and I nod my head as I press into Amir he enters me.
Instantly I feel possessed by him, he penetrated my mind and kissed ever nerve in my body as I entered Amir I heard him scream like I have never heard in my life it was so primitive and animal like. My own throat was consumed by screams, my head electrified it felt like every mind blowing sensation in my cock is radiating throughout my whole body.
Every vein in my body throbbed with a new found life, Amir was drenched in sweat and bucked up against me like his life depended on it, his hair stuck to his face and his eyes had rolled back.
I felt release see sawing on the edge and I strain to make it last a second longer as I feel my screaming overtake my breathing and my vision start to blur and then I see him smiling at me, holding me and kissing me. He has truly left me now, this is our last kiss. I feel the tensing inside Amir and in myself with a final banshee like screech we are released and cum in unison.
Amir faints and now I no longer can feel him in the room.
His cool breath disappears, he knows that I belong with Amir. But I will never forget you Paige. I love you.
Forever.