Fun in da sun!
Ok, I know this is skipping a head like a whole lot, but anywho. So my sophomore year at college, I spent Spring Break in cancun. It was sooo awesome. The late nights, the parties ... I was in heaven. Also, the guys and the chicas were mucho hotties. So I went around having wild, unprotected sex(just kidding! I was on the shot and I tried to use a condom whenever possible, except when we were in the water, I mean it's not like it would actually do anything then, anyway, you know?). I had the time of my life there! I still have so many fond memories of that. Hehe, like in this picture where I'm all smiling and shit! Hahaha. I was so happy back then ... and so sexy, too!
Oooh la-la!
Me in my teeny yellow bikini ... Hahaha. I was sooo sexy that spring break, that I just couldn't resist bleaching my hair! I know it was only two weeks in paradise, but still ... I wanted to completely change my looks, my personality, my life. I wanted to blend in, to be one of those people that everyone loved. And I was, too. I was just so damn sexy, guys were drooling all over me, some gurls were envying me, and all the other gurls were hitting on me! Damn, it was soo great. That was the best spring break ever, sophomore year. I still think of it fondly sometimes. It was such a good memory. Hahaha. One of the last "good" memories that come to mind. If you want to know more about when good memories go bad, scroll down and read below.
Smile! You're on Candid Camera!
Anyway, so at the end of Spring Break I made another one of those drastic changes that I always seem to do and cut off all my hair and dyed it black. Yikes! This was from my last night there! I was so sad that I was leaving, but so happy at all the fun I'd had! Damn, sometimes I wish I could go back to those simple, uncomplicated days ... BD. Yes, you know what I mean. Before Daphne.
Before Daphne came into my life, everything was perfect. I knew exactly what I wanted from my future, and I was determined to go for it no matter what. I also knew exactly what I wanted from my relationships--fun, fun, and more fun, leave the commitment crap at the door!
But once I met Daphne, everything changed. And that's one of the reasons that this pic is so significant to me. I had just made one of those complete renovations that I always do (and only a few weeks after another one, too! Yikes!), and this picture was taken just a few hours before I met Daphne for the first time. She was in cancun, too. And her thing was, she went to AU, too! So I was like, damn, how come I've never noticed a hottie like you on campus? Well, the thing is we had never had any classes together or anything, and we ran in completely different circles of friends. But the thing was, as soon as I saw her, I couldn't look away. I just had this feeling that she was "the one" and I couldn't lose it. It was kinda scary. So, we hung out that night, although we didn't sleep together or anything. Then we went back to school. But this time, we stayed in touch. I was unaware until we were about to go home for the summer that she was a lesbian ... and on May 6, 1999 we slept together for the first time and officially became "a couple." And then the next three years of my life were a living hell. But more on that later!
