Hi, its been a while. But I have been updating the site. I have had this site for a LONG time now. I have been pondering on a new site. But more of a Community site. Also, pls visit PoetrySoup.com. I reccomend anyone insterested in Poetry. Pls. Visit. I have been a member for quite a while. Ok, on the the actual journal entry. I have been doing well, I have gotten my license back. But I am still waiting to get a new car. Me and Anna are doing great, better than ever. She has brought such a smile to my face and made the world inspire me again. I thank her for that. School is fine, I think I have 3 quarters left, then I graduate. :D I don't know exactly what I'll do when I graduate yet. I will travel, that much I know. Pls enjoy the site. And visit again soon.

Well, I'm almost through with rebuilding the site. I ran into a few problems and had to find a different way to do it. So i did. :D i still haven't gotten the pics page up and runnin like i want it yet tho. But pls feel free to look around and enjoy the new additions and changes. I'm also thinking of adding a biography.....you guys know how i like to find new ways to express myself.

Hey, Updates, updates, updates. I'm basically rebuilding the whole site. It needs a new look. Hopefully i'll have some new stuff to add to the collection. I've changed the name of the site tho. You didn't ever know it had one did you? lol Bt it's "The Inpiration Station" and if you look around at the new images you'll see why. Well, i've been a better mood for a little while. As you know I've been writing some poetry, which I post on this site. And soon I'll record some more of my music, and add it also. Just have to be patient. These things take time. But I'm suppose to be gettin the rest of the Loser Makes Good on here. Just keep checking in.

Hey, Ya, I've been kinna busy, entering myself in a couple of poetry contests. Working on some new ones. Kinna wierd tho, cause, i made them to be songs. But they work as poems too. So i think i'mma just do both. Never too late to pick up on an old hobby. But ya i met this guy on the internet who is in band. and he went to college for lyrics and shit. so he reviews my lyrics and helps me out, along with margie, shes an english major in Texas, I would have a picture but i don't think she would like that. She needs to send me some more poems tho. :D But ya, uhm? check out the new poems if u aint seen em. Look out for more, and keep looking at the Ghostwell portion cause i got to record them one day.;)

Well, I been lookin on the internet. Trien to up my lyrical skills. Thats comin along, but still not so good. But hell, I was disgusted with the first ones I came up with. Guess you got to practice at everything. But, I been meaning to go to Alison's and use her piano to make up some piano parts for the cd. Just haven't gotten around to it yet. Maybe I should call first. Oh, ya, BIG news, I think i figured out what I am goin to to do when I graduate from college. The Peace Corps. :) I don't know how all the rest of you feel about that, but I think it would be awesome. See the world, help people that REALLY need it, live in the rainforest, and theres like so many colleges who will give you a scholarship when u get out for whatever you want. I just don't really understand the way things work now-a-days. Everyone is completely and utterly consumed by thier work. And thats not nessecarily bad, but 80% of the people in this country don't like thier jobs. I just think traveling around the world, helpin people that have it the worse off, but still seem to have a shine in thier eyes that no-one back home seems to know about is more of a silent dream that an actual way of life. Just amazes me. Might get a little lonely. But hell, maybe, one day I'll find me a nice, caring, patient, lady-friend and get married. Then I can talk her into goin in the peace corps with me. :D But then again I'll always have a little foriegn child to keep me company. :) I dunno, maybe if I made my way to the rain forest and enjoyed every minute of it. I might not leave.....

Hey guys. Hows it goin? Well, I been doin alright but not so great. uhm? I'm so freakin tired, I been goin to school all week and its starting to catch up. I'mma put in an application at the school to try to get a job up here. :) hopefully, I'll get the job. But I've burnt my right hand in 3 or 4 places over the past couple days. I haven't been in the best of moods. I been working on my new songs, and they are coming along nicely. I will add them soon. But guys I think Its time for a nap.

Well, things are pretty normal right now. Well, kinna, Terry's little bitch ass is trien' to hang out with sage and them again so thats means I gotta put up with his ass, till i kick it at least. hehehe Uhm? I cused Heather out, shes went nuts, addicted to ecstacey, sleeping around, sleepin with terry. *gag* Ya, uh? me and anna were kinna talkin but I don't think thats gonna work out. We're a little too different I think. But anyway, I really don't have anything to do. I'm in class and its raining and I'm tired and I needed something to type. And I've already written the emails for today. I got off of probation like last friday, I get my license back in like June, and hopefully I'mma get a new car. :) but anyway guys, take it easy. Don't do anyhting I wouldn't do. And keep the love in your hearts.

Hey guys. Well, lets see. I'm goin to school Mon. threw Friday. 8:15 to 11:50, so thats not so bad. Uhm? i finally got some Ghostwell on here, and added a new site section for the music. I also added some newer Loser Makes Good songs and deleted some old pictures, you know, bad memory's and such. I should be getting my license back in May sometime, but we're gonna have to to see. Well, what can i say, things don't change much around this place. Please be patient, more Loser Makes Good/Ghostwell/Art will be coming soon.

Hey everybody, I don't have very many updates this go around. Cept the finished Cd Concept #2. I been workin on a couple of songs but I haven't gotten them to a point where I feel like they are up to par. So, those of you who actually listen to them, you have to wait. I am sorry. But i haven't been doin much. Goin to school, workin on computers. workin on my songs. But man, Ried, Sages little brother. I fixed thier computer and it took 2 DAYS for him to kill it again, But its alright that little bastard isn't gettin back on it when i fix it again. I don't care who says something about it. I mean damn, he's death to computers. But anyway, me and sages cousin have been seein each other. And shes cool, I mean I'm not gonna do her wrong but i hope she doesn't expect a seroius relationship either. Soon, i'll be done with college and i'll move away. I mean there is always a chance for something great, but never a reason to get your hopes up. :) well, I will see you guys later.

And once again I am in class and have finished my work WAY ahead of schedule. So I started making and testing the links for the new art that has been added (if it is not added yet, it because i am not at home and have no scanner.....check back in a few hours.)I went to Panama City on Friday. Had an awesome time. Met some cool people, made some new friends, and hopefully I'll get pics of them up soon. I've been working on the concept for my CD cover. And another soon to be tattoo of mine. But as always, I'm updating, updating, updating, so don't forget to come back. Soon I'll have more of my CD concepts up and put up a poll so you can vote on your favorite. (got to get the peoples opinion) And hopefully, one day I'll figure out how to add a playable version of my songs on here so you guys can hear them if you haven't already. Also to keep up with what new ones I have. And when i figure it out i WILL add a Loser Makes Good section, for all you Loser Makes Good junkies. :D

Well, this time I am still sitting in class, its 8:20 and I have done all of my work yet again. I have not really been up to much. Sitting around playing the X-box and messing with computers. Cannot ever seem to get away from the computers. Anyway, I have not any new news, except I sent Michelle an email and I ‘m pretty sure she will let me borrow my old drawing book and I’ll scan up the older ones. So, I will have a lot on here. :D But as always I am the same old hopelessly romantic, broken hearted, lonely, Levi. The world is out to get me dude, I swear to God. I just wish that things were different, and I know they will be, but patience is a hard virtue to master. Also, a broken heart is never really healed, just ignored. I wish I could just forget it all together. Not even, forget it, just something to hold and smile at. Something to keep me from driving myself mad when I dream and I have no control over my mind. Comfort is the key, and I have not had good nights sleep in too long. I wish I could take so much back, and turn back so much time. Tch, I always told myself I would never regret what I have done, and that’s y I did it. But how can u not regret letting the best thing you have ever had go for a dream. A dream that after u give u all for, it crashes your entire world down around you. But its alright I guess, I mean; now I know that my dream was dreamt in vain for far too long. But my heart is still breaking. And my sleep in broken nightly to the sound of shaking. But I refuse to fall. I will not let myself be brought down by someone else. And I will always show the best to everyone who asks for it.

Hey, I'm at school. Not supposed to be on the net. But hell, i've already finished the first two chapters in this computer book. I mean...come on, i have my own website, and these people are trien to teach me Microsoft Word? tch..tch..tch. You underestimate me ECTC. :) But i'm not really doin anything. Haven't been either. Things have been really boring since i got arrested. I'm just happy i didn't get kicked out of school over it. I still gotta go to court tho. I doubt people even come and look at my site anymore. I mean garsh what else am i supposed to put up. If u have any suggestions pls, let them be heard in the guestbook. One idea i have is puttin the "Loser Makes Good" on here and u guys can vote on which u like the best. But then again, not many people come here anymore. But still i should have it where u can listen to them. *wonders* ........Well, my birthday is comin up. My moms is pissed off. So, i don't know about this whole new car thing. Hope I still get it. *plays the jepordy music* It is 9:00 and we don't get out till ten. I aint got that much to say so, u guys take it easy. Keep visiting the site. And I hope u all have a nice day and morrow.

Hey, I know its been a while for a new journal entry. I haven't been in the best spirits for a while. (if u can't tell) Well, i guess i'll update the journal so u'll know whats goin on. Lets see...I went after the person who i care about most...and got my heart torn into little pieces in front of me....uhm? i got into tech school...but then i got arrested...:(. My mom is pissed off and i'm as lonely as ever. Well, update done.

Hey, guys. Things are not the greatest at the moment. I'm just so tired of everyday being a lonely, lonely day. I've had them for too long. I really don't know what else to say. I'm a lonely broken hearted guy right now.

Hey guys, Updates, Updates, and more updates. I added a bunch of pics to the site and some new information and such just browse through. Sign the guestbook dammit!

I'm so far gone, that deep down inside i think its fine by me. I hate to say it but thats how i feel. I've been half happy for so long, but its gotten to the point where i just don't care. When you've been let down and torn apart so many times before it eventaully gets to the point where you become numb. I just wish it was a comfortable numb. I wish i could just tear everything apart and start over. But i can't. So i'm suck here. In the repetative mood. Always half caught in the world and yet still half stuck here. But ne way thats all the peak into Casper's head your gonna get for today. John wrote me an email today. He fucking met Mike Turner, that bastard! Well i'm gone check out the Art section. Theres updates.

Damn, how is it possible that everyone says that there are like hundreds of girls that woul give all kinds of shit to go out with me, but i can't seem to find one? I mean its been like almost a year since i've had a gf, and before that i was like 2. I mean fuck, what the hell!? i don't get it. I just think its wierd, (actaully it kinna pisses me off drom time to time) how someone can be like i love you and you a great person and act as though your the greatest thing since like sliced bread. But then, nopw not a chance in hell. Anybody who reads this i wouldn't be the next person to do that to me. Cause i am gonna be one pissed off mother fucker. Adn for all those who don't know what the fuck is going on. i've just a lot of bottled up tension, years of it.

Hey, I've added a couple of new things to the site. Some new poems, a few new pics. Just look around and enjoy. I got two Syberina Huskey puppies this morning. I had to finish building the fence though. (very bad location for dogs) But my birthday was pretty good. Didn't hardly anybody show up for the party but hell, the ones that really mattered were there. Well, I'm gonna go. Enjoy the updates.

Hey guys. I know you never thought it would happen but i'm really gonna ressurect this dead son of a bitch. I got a flatbed scanner so i can scan all my new shit. And things have been real fucked for me for a while. Alicia completely destroyed everything good in my life. But everybody knows me, you can't keep me down. Oh, and if anybody else gets the notion to ask if i'm a Bi-sexual. Don't bother. I'm so not into guys. I don't where that started but i wish i could find the pussy bitch that started it. Pussies had to wait for me to drop out to start talking shit. Well, for those of you who don't know. I turned 17 today. i can now be tried as an adult in a court of law. Thats gonna suck. Hopefully i won't get arrested or anything. But anyway i put a few new picks in the pics area. And some new drawings are coming soon. I got to get a digital camera to put the big ones on here. Oh ya, and coming soon, the famous John Ball. (for those of you who don't know, he's only the greatest comic artist to attend Coffee High) John is currently a comic artist in Tampa Bay, Florida; getting his work to the world. Well, last but not least. I've been single way to long. So, if you feel you meet my pot smoking, mellow-ass standards e-mail me(see bottom). Well i'll catch you guys later.

hey everbody, HO HO HO Mother fuckers!!! its christmas, everybody be jolly! i know i am with my dope and my malboros. i'm really anticipating the arrival of an old friend of mine. i've missed her for a while. Hopefully i'll be allowed to show her the good time she deserves. well i'm out guys, stoned and don't really remember why exactly i resorted back to my page. peace.

Hey everybody, I'm sick as shit. It really sucks. But i'm still pretty good cause i know somebody loves me. You know who you are Cherry. And the cool thing is i love her back. I just wish i could have her here to cuddle up with and fall asleep with. But i'm all alone so i'll have to deal with it for now. I don't know if i'm going to school tomorrow yet. If i feel like this no. But i'll have to see. Well i'm outta stuff to say so i'll catch ya later...*cough*...*sniffle*

Sorry guys my page was dead but i'm getting a flatbed scanner from Smoo and thats all i really wanted to keep my intrest in this so now i can put everybodyies pictures up and ALL of my drawings theres about Forty so i'll be better soon. Just thought i'd let everyone know my page is alive is is regaining content and different things as i go. So bear with me.

heys guys listen i'm at school agian sitting in my 1st block class messing around again. Top Cow wrote me back about a job but they couldn't get my pics to open so i sent them here so they should be here soon. Whoo! Hoo! hopefully they'll like what they see. I also posted some of my work on TopCow's Message board. Its fun to see what kind of clitques and stuff i get from the professionals. Its funny though the only professional thinks i could draw professionaly but all the amatuer ones that suck think i do i mean damn. I really need a scanner and a set of Radipdiograph pens. that would make me so happy. But alas i have no money at the moment and both are really expensive. I guess i'll live for now. Well i'm out for now see ya.

Wel guys i haven't done a damn thing on here in a fucking age or two. But i guess i'll sart agian seeing as how i finally got a pc back in to my room. Everythings all wierd right now. I mean all my thoughts & feelings are like mixed up, and i got ahold of John (my long lost comic artist buddy) and i'm writing him & seeing if he can pull some strings to get me a contract to start making comics. That would be cool. I just wish Alicia wouldn't make everything i do seem like it sucks like my art & dancing & my friends. I mean i was at Prom and i was so scared to dance that i made alicia cry cause i wouldn't because shes messed with me so much about not being able to dance that i didn't even want to. And i don't even show her my drawings anymore cause thers always something thats wrong. When even though most are perfect in every way possible. But i'll get over it. I'm going to buy a scanner soon os i can get really pics of my art on here its missing like 20 drawings and the ones i do have a little and hard to make out so i'm gonna have big pretty ones eventaully. So everyone can admire my art at a larger size. Well theres not really anymore i want to say i'm just kinna lost in thought so i gues i'm gone for now see ya.