updated on an july 9
teen angst mope accusation
insanity lobotomy frustration
associate accusation
trapped in a love hating nation
we're all psychotic cartoons in a Disney animation
verse 2
shes nagging knocking on the door
of this morbidly comical
psychotic sanctuary
the world is a whore
and im burnt out at the core
updated on an april sunday.
*!!!one1one!!!*
morbidly comical
swallow it all
we all fall we all die
no escape.
((a grim reaper lullaby.))
feeling an ugliness grow
on my face
like a tumor like a rumor
of absolutely nothing its
automatic writing its stupid
shitty ranting its everything its
nothing and we all want something
???<2>???
she fucks with my head
she doesnt mean it
i cant blame her i cant hate her
shes so repaired its musical
were all so numb its comical
[[ we all fall and death is all.]]
i beg for a crumb and that is all.
!!!THRE3E!!!
[[sexual confusion that never resolves]]
when summer is in, depression is out.
no longer stylish, no longer anything
fuck me, fuck you, fuck them. nothing to do.
hands shaking we're all breaking
and every word that comes out of this head
is the excrement of life from the anus of society
were all disposable and we all will fall
we're all going to fucking die
were all going to die
but never again will we every cry
all dried up and hopeless.
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the secrets we hide
the parasites inside
eat away at our brains
our bite sized hearts
our emotional parts
then the dying starts
the crying stops forever
never starts again
no relief no escape no escape at all.
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i dont believe in the popular theory
that ill break down once
then theyll reconstruct me
nothing is simple
like the movies say it should be.
!!!!!!!!!!!!! 6six6 !!!!!!!!!!!!!
you see the sea is where we're free
where its warm without the tourists
with no more artificial sand
trucked in from the land
she said to me its where we're free
its home for us its where well be
someday the human race will walk
down to the shores all as one.
drowning peacefully
!!!sE7eN!!!1
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
the republican vampires suck on the earth
televangelist leeches giving birth
to a parody of mirth, to the death of anything worth
living for. the world is a sore
burnt out at the core
mother earth is a whore
gives head to CEOs
just to survive
just to survive
the shit below...i wrote a while ago.
- "when im alone at night i close my eyes,
- and i can see you again....
- though in reality
- there is no chance
- for you and me.
- there is no chance
- there is no chance
- there is no chance
- (you sit there with your broken eyes
- and again im telling lies)"
-- terminal choice
[[[[[one1one]]]]]
time is a black hole in outer space
and it swallows everything soon
the sky could explode any second
cant you feel this unreal tension
this grotesque suspension
some sort of fucked up sci-fi dimension
keep up with the machine, or 3 weeks suspension
bible studies. cant fit in.
i am pain incarnate. resurected sin.
when jesus fails you, Knife is God.
saints are tears of scarlet blood
[[[[[[[2two2]]]]]]]
it just keeps going
never ends
i dont exist
i am not here
this is not real
i am cliche
i am teen angst
i am the excrement of society
i am the toxic byproduct of the american dream.
soon will be buried in mountains in nevada
no longer radiate.
please sedate me.
!!!!!!!!#003!!!!!!!
the looking glass fuks with your head
your love of self is dead.
no escape from a crushing sky
no escape from "why"
( a narrative raw and badly written)
the music is all that keeps us breathing
moving moving. fill the vaccuum.
somehow fill the vaccuum please
(i begged God to kill me once)
i thought i heard him laughing.
(just a stupid little faggot)
(im just a STUPID LITTLE FAGGOT)
the music gas mask
keeps you breathing
industrial screaming
the bass the beat your pulse
all is inside
beating heart cut it out
love is a tumor
a love cancer grows
spreads through the body
fucks with your head
shes gone but shes still there
growing inside
she left a piece of her inside you
a clean dirty infection
sedate. create. amutape. hate.
i am an antiseptic boy. youth culture is a corporate fucktoy
"we are all made of stars"
stars and flowers and the exhaust from cars
republican superstars want to brainwashed out our sin
if they become money then they become sin
i am the grin grimace eyes like mace sprayed out like an inverted nightmare shout
if i dont kill time itll kill me
an absurd ugliness in the looking glass cant hear the birds the snowflakes scared them away
slow mo explosion inverse equation bloom like a black hole wilt like a greedy soul
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phantasmagoric.
tremors and pop music
stuck in your head.
morbid little samples
endless repeat
doesnt go away
" we are all made of stars
youth culture is as diverse as the youth. as is adult culture
thats what life is made of
grime and dust and dandelions in the wind
red sunsets and skyscrapers and heartbeats. if time is infinite, you contain stardust
if republicans looked god in the face they would become him.
our sin is what makes us real.""we are all made of stars., we are all progressing souls toward God. Some are very young, like people who are closed minded. some are very old souls. we are all of equal worth because we all have equal potential
DvGo: every soul is beautfiul and valuable, some are just in pain and some are blinded and some are confused but they are still too beautiful for words
--alice
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