[] desperately seeking sanity



:X entery 9

I went for a walk with Beau yesterday and he told me that Joe had a heart attack. Fucking drug addicts. God damned all my fucking friends are god damned crack heads. jessus I fucking hate drugs.

{Blond} Jake was telling me he's been talking to this guy from Tremper who's bi, and out. which I'm really very happy about, cause Jake should have a boy friend so he can start dressing like a gay man! he went to the ICP concert last night, and got supper smashed. shame on him

John was telling me about the ICP concert. he got punched in the head by Mar's singer or some shit for saying "YOU SUCK!" he thought it was hysterical.


:x entery 10

I just got back from Photo club not to long ago. it's very cool, well pretty cool, just me and matt thus far. we were messing with alot of different stuff today, and just chatting with struther and matt. also this kid who graduated last year named Adam or Chris or something along thoese lines. he works for the Kenosha news now, so that's cool. though he was bitching about it sucking today after school. :-P

hopefully someone will approach me about photo club cause we need members, i wanna have fun with this, not that just me and matt wouldn't just be really cool.

I have a Psych appointment Wednesday night, which is ok. cause this ones all me. I'm gonna prolly be talking about how much I hate my friends, how much I hate my family life, how much I hate myself, and Joe's heart attack.

hate to much. must be optimistic.

he he that's funny

latter
I just got back from Andy's with Adam and this guy he's friends with. very nice people. had lotsa fun, it was to god damned cold though. its all windy and shit. like a tornado or something.

dESpEratE