Yahoo! Messenger: Conference dark_conjurer-95122 started. Yahoo! Messenger: jhysmir96 has joined the conference. Yahoo! Messenger: itzabreeze12 has joined the conference. Yahoo! Messenger: nsyncqueen123 has joined the conference. dark_conjurer: *Simgar appears with a large sack over his shoulder, trying to appear cheerful* Well, I didn't expect you to be here... itzabreeze12: Why not? nsyncqueen123: *steps back cautiously* dark_conjurer: *Simgar looks at her, a hint of anger in his eyes* I..just didn't. nsyncqueen123: *clutches Shukuen tighter, swallowing heavily* jhysmir96: *looks nervously at Simgar* dark_conjurer: *drops the sack* Well, I got a few blankets in case anybody was cold.. dark_conjurer: You...look like something is wrong... Everybody fine? nsyncqueen123: *looks away, unable to answer* itzabreeze12: I wasn't sure when we arrived... jhysmir96: So, are we staying here again? dark_conjurer: *notices Shinketsu and walks back down the slope and yells* I'll be gathering wood...Can't have a fire without that! jhysmir96: *mumurs to Shinketsu* itzabreeze12: What happened to him? jhysmir96: Something is wrong with him, even more so than before... itzabreeze12: He's all happy, but he's not... nsyncqueen123: *drops slowly to her knees* I...don't know... itzabreeze12: You can talk to us dark_conjurer: *drops an armful of wood and returns back to gathering* jhysmir96: He hasn't hurt you too seriously, has he? nsyncqueen123: *looks up* I really don't know...It's...like the whole camper thing changed his entire attitude... nsyncqueen123: Physically, no... jhysmir96: Is there something you're not telling us? itzabreeze12: Emotionally? nsyncqueen123: Emotionally...He's hurt me more than I can say... jhysmir96: *sits down next to Shinketsu* dark_conjurer: *drops off some more wood and returns* itzabreeze12: Have you said anything to him? jhysmir96: Do you think its a good idea to still be here with him....? nsyncqueen123: *whispers* Later...I'll answer later... dark_conjurer: *climbs back up and drops the wood, looking at the group* dark_conjurer: You..don't look too happy. dark_conjurer: I"ll leave you be... dark_conjurer: *walks down the slope, moving into the forest dark_conjurer: *** nsyncqueen123: *looks up* Would it not be better for us to talk with him? itzabreeze12: Didn't I just ask if you'd said anything to him? jhysmir96: Shinketsu, it would help if you explained the problem more... nsyncqueen123: Yes, you did...I haven't really spoken with him... nsyncqueen123: And what do you need explained? itzabreeze12: It's between you and him... you both know it jhysmir96: How did he hurt you? jhysmir96: Is this something serious? nsyncqueen123: He's only hurt me in two places... nsyncqueen123: My hand...and my heart. itzabreeze12: You need to tell him jhysmir96: We probably do need to talk with him...but are you sure safe? jhysmir96: ***are you sure you're safe... itzabreeze12: It can't hurt to talk... you can always mist us away... nsyncqueen123: Go, if you wish...I don't care anymore... itzabreeze12: No... itzabreeze12: I mean if things get dangerous she can take all three of us away jhysmir96: We can't leave you if you're in danger though.. itzabreeze12: I'll go get him if you wish... nsyncqueen123: *looks down* Go ahead...Do what you think is best... itzabreeze12: *walks after Simgar* jhysmir96: Would you like me to build a fire? jhysmir96: Shinketsu? nsyncqueen123: Don't ask me such questions...I will only say, "Do what you think is best"... jhysmir96: *Looks worriedly at her, then begins to build the fire* jhysmir96: There... jhysmir96: Are you sure you're okay? nsyncqueen123: *mumbles* No, I'm not... jhysmir96: What is the matter? nsyncqueen123: *looks up, tears in her eyes* Can you not tell? jhysmir96: I know you're hurt, but, you won't talk and tell us enough to help... nsyncqueen123: What more is there to tell? jhysmir96: *sighs* dark_conjurer: *Simgar comes out of the forest, Naylith following* jhysmir96: If you don't want help, just say so... dark_conjurer: *walks up the slope slowly and sits down furthest from everyone dark_conjurer: *** nsyncqueen123: *looks from Simgar to Naylith, and back again* What now? itzabreeze12: *whispers to Simgar as she passes* Just remember how you feel about her... dark_conjurer: Why do you want me here...? nsyncqueen123: *quietly* I want this to be worked out... dark_conjurer: *sighs* I doubt that will happen..but let's get moving... dark_conjurer: *shivers slightly and moves closer to the fire* dark_conjurer: ..food, anybody? jhysmir96: um... itzabreeze12: No nsyncqueen123: *shakes her head* jhysmir96: I was just about to say, we're running out of supplies... dark_conjurer: *shrugs and moves over to the sack, grabbing a parcel and returning to his spot* jhysmir96: I could go get some more... itzabreeze12: I'll help... nsyncqueen123: If you wish... jhysmir96: Alright... dark_conjurer: *unwraps it and begins eating, after a few bites tossing it in the fire* itzabreeze12: I hope you two are happy by the time we get back... dark_conjurer: I brought food.. dark_conjurer: *sighs* Another thing you don't appreciate... itzabreeze12: *walks away with Cimorene* jhysmir96: *Encompasses herself and Naylith, then the two begin to disappear jhysmir96: {bye.} dark_conjurer: *stands up and moves closer to Shinketsu* I'm...sorry about what I did... dark_conjurer: I don't see how you can forgive me... dark_conjurer: ..I don't know if you can. nsyncqueen123: *silently stares down at a small insect crawling on the ground* Yahoo! Messenger: jhysmir96 has left the conference. dark_conjurer: *pulls his knife out of its sheath and slices his hand, the same manner than he did before, wincing slightly and sheathing it afterwards* dark_conjurer: *looks down at the gathering blood* itzabreeze12: {Should I leave?} dark_conjurer: What did I do wrong...? What do I need to do...? nsyncqueen123: *glances up at him* Why did you do that? nsyncqueen123: {Please...} dark_conjurer: I did that to you...I deserve the same and much more.. Yahoo! Messenger: itzabreeze12 has left the conference. nsyncqueen123: You hurt me more than you did just cutting my hand... dark_conjurer: *moves over to the springs and submerges his hand, taking it out after the blood washes away* nsyncqueen123: *turns around and places her hand upon her heart* You hurt me here, too... dark_conjurer: I know..that's why I deserve more than just that.. dark_conjurer: It's unforgiveable.. dark_conjurer: Everything I have done is.. nsyncqueen123: *looks away again* I thought I could trust you...I really did...And everything seemed to be going all right until the camper incident... nsyncqueen123: And then... dark_conjurer: I...just wanted to protect everyone...including you dark_conjurer: Everybody, even you..took it the wrong way... dark_conjurer: *puts his hand in the water again, and takes it out* nsyncqueen123: You could have explained better...Told us they weren't just campers, but actual thieves... dark_conjurer: Even when I did... dark_conjurer: You still took it the wrong way.. nsyncqueen123: We didn't believe you then! We thought you were simply trying to cover up for yourself... dark_conjurer: ..am I really that untrustful? That..you can't trust something I say..? nsyncqueen123: I try to trust you...but sometimes I think I'm just fooling myself. dark_conjurer: ...maybe you are nsyncqueen123: *closes her eyes* ...what are you going to do now? Kill me for alerting Cimorene and Naylith? dark_conjurer: ..no dark_conjurer: I can't kill you now... dark_conjurer: The look..in your eyes... dark_conjurer: I can't...not now...not any more.. nsyncqueen123: ...how can I trust you to keep to your word? dark_conjurer: ..I don't know if you can.. dark_conjurer: *puts his hand in the water, leaving it there this time* nsyncqueen123: *looks over, a slight appearance of worry in her eyes* Should I tend to that? I can apply ointment, if you wish... dark_conjurer: *looks at her* If you want to...do whatever you wish with it.. dark_conjurer: Cut it off, sever it more...I don't care nsyncqueen123: *looks away, then slowly rises and walks over to him, sitting down once again* If I may...what did Naylith say to you? dark_conjurer: She said that she can't stand to see either of us hurting and to come back... dark_conjurer: I didn't want to..I didn't see how you could possibly want me to go back.. dark_conjurer: But...she said that you would just...waste away if I didn't.. nsyncqueen123: *tenderly removes his hand from the water and begins to gently rub an herbal salve over the wound* ...I probably would... dark_conjurer: *winces slightly* nsyncqueen123: *looks up* Does it hurt? dark_conjurer: ..not much dark_conjurer: ..compared to what it should be.. nsyncqueen123: *looks away, wiping the salve off her hands* Why did you cut me...? dark_conjurer: I..wanted to see your eyes... dark_conjurer: To see what you felt.. dark_conjurer: To see if I could kill you..or couldn't nsyncqueen123: What would have made you kill me...? dark_conjurer: I...don't know dark_conjurer: I..don't know how I could have possibly done that to you... dark_conjurer: *pulls out his knife slowly* nsyncqueen123: *looks up* Simgar...? What are you doing? dark_conjurer: *moves it toward his other hand* dark_conjurer: I shouldn't have done that to you... dark_conjurer: I..hurt you in more than one way.. nsyncqueen123: *shakes her head, placing a hand on the knife* dark_conjurer: *releases his grip on the knife, letting her take it if she wished so* nsyncqueen123: *takes it and places it on the ground beside them* I...don't know what to do now... dark_conjurer: Live how you want to..if you don't want me here...there's a cliff not too far away.. nsyncqueen123: No, I want you to stay... dark_conjurer: I can't believe I did what I did to you.. dark_conjurer: I shouldn't have been so stupid.. nsyncqueen123: *notices the setting sun* Perhaps...we should sleep on it... dark_conjurer: ...why? nsyncqueen123: *looks at him* So my dreams can instruct me further. dark_conjurer: Well I"ll get my blankets and head off to my room then.. dark_conjurer: *stands up and goes over to the sack, bringing it over* nsyncqueen123: No...Stay with me... dark_conjurer: You...would put your trust with me again? nsyncqueen123: *nods slowly* ...I don't want to dream alone... dark_conjurer: Shinketsu..I'm so sorry about what I've done.. nsyncqueen123: *closes her eyes and turns her head* Apology...accepted... dark_conjurer: ...just like that? dark_conjurer: You..forgive me? nsyncqueen123: *looks up* Why not? Do I have any other purpose? dark_conjurer: ... ... ... dark_conjurer: *grabs one of the blankets from the sack and hands it to her* nsyncqueen123: *takes it and lies down slowly* ...Do you love me, Simgar? dark_conjurer: ..I want to say that I do...I don't know if I can... dark_conjurer: I'm just..so..involved with all of this..it's..hard for me to see anything the right way... nsyncqueen123: *looks up* But do you love me? dark_conjurer: ..I love you more than I don't dark_conjurer: I was willing to sacrifice myself for you.. dark_conjurer: Yes...I would say that I do nsyncqueen123: *smiles slightly, despite all of her emotions* dark_conjurer: *removes his cloak and sets it down, and lays down beside her, pulling some of the blanket over with him* nsyncqueen123: *gazes up into his eyes* Do you really think all this is worth it? dark_conjurer: All of what is worth it? nsyncqueen123: All of the hardships we've suffered through... dark_conjurer: ..If there is a way that I can make up for what I have done...then yes dark_conjurer: *looks back at her, longing and sadness in his eyes* ...good night, Shinketsu... nsyncqueen123: *moves closer to him, hesitates, and then nuzzles against his chest* I love you...but you'll have to give me time to heal for the full feeling to return... dark_conjurer: ..anything...anything to have it the way it was... dark_conjurer: Sleep well, Shinketsu...