Name: Csilla
Location: NYC
Birthdate: September 27
Eye Color: dark brown
Hair Color: black and red
Piercings and tats: 8 holes in ears, eyebrow ring, tongue ring...4 tattoes
Fav Song:The Fragile -Nine inch nails, Slept so long- qotd soundtrack"
Stats: 5'5, pleasantly plump =p, long hair, bright smile, slightly obsessive, always in love
TV: Queer as Folk, Buffy, xfiles, Angel, smallville, ER, friends, enterprise
Pets: 1 cat, 1 fish
hobbies: writing, art, photography, sex
Best friends: Josh, Andrea, Vito, Kinga
Bands: Flickerstick, Nine inch Nails, Korn, kidney thieves, skindive, Avril Levigne, Incubus, Sarah Mclachlan
Movies: ID4, Interview with a Vampire, Seven, American Beauty, My First Mister, Jurrasic Park, Playing by Heart, Playing God, Return to Me, Girl, IInterrupted.
Various me things
* I am goth
*I am bisexual
*I live in an apartment with my boyfriend Vito
*I used to go to school at University at Buffalo but i am taking a semester off
*i like black and white photography, and thats what i want to do for a living
*i used to be a vegetarian until i realized there were better ways to help animals
*My favorite color is black and blue...sometimes red
*my favorite number is 13
*i believe in UFO's, ghosts, Magick, Witches and Vampires
*I think James Marsters is one of the hottest guys in the world
*I can play a little guitar, violin and piano...and i sing
* guys in bands turn me on
*guys in makeup turn me on =)
* i like to paint abstract art
*my fav. junk food is twix and frosties from wendy's
* I am in love with Vito
Weirdness
+ I hate bugs and fire.
+ little kids really freak me out when they sing scary songs
+ I collect candles
+ I am obsessed with Queen of the damned even though it was sooo bad
+ sometimes i have way too low self-esteem
+ i listen to the same song over and over again when i am doing something creative
+ I sleep during the day and i'm up at night
+ I sometimes want to be a boy
+ spongebob is hot
+ i am infatuated with angelina jolie
+ hot pink is only allowed as nailpolish and eyeshadow, and only with black...=)
lets see...
I am a 20 year old girl who lives in NYC with my boyfriend Vito who ive been going out with for 11 months. We have an open relationship which sucks at times but is way worth it. Our apartment is small but cozy. I have a big bed hehe. We have a cat called Kelvin who is originally Vito's cat but now i think of him as mine too cause i love him. I met Vito at school...he was my math teacher...i know it sounds weird but its really not. plus hes hot...=)
I go to the university at buffalo. i am taking a semster off to get myself together. I might not go back, or i might, its kind of up in the air right now. i love buffalo but i love Vito more, and he is here in NYC. So maybe next year i will go to Hunter College.
I have depression, Social Anxiety, and various other problems that were really interfering with school and my life. so i have to do something about that before anything.I'll talk more about that on my depression page (which is currently under construction.)
I am pro-choice, i dont believe in the death penatly, and i am a strong believer in true love. I am not religious but i respect that other people are. It just doesnt work for me and the religion i was raised(catholic) goes against many of my personal beliefs. Lately i have been reading up on Pagan religions such as Wicca, and i find that this religion shares a lot of my beliefs. It doesnt seem like it, but the rituals are not as cultish as catholosism(sp?), which is one of my major peeves with the religion.
I am goth by my spirit, my soul, my music(sometimes hehe), and it makes me happy, and thats all that counts. I can also be seen running around in punkish kinda clothes...so tht would be goth/punk. yes thats me. =) I am also bisexual, which not many people know, but only because it doesnt really come up in conversation. i loooove being bisexual and sometimes i wonder why everyone doesnt want the best of both worlds hehe. i am open minded and support gay rights, gay marriage, and transexualism...if that is a correct way to express it...well you know what i mean.
I am in an open relationship...or a polyamorous relationship really. its kinda not the same. I was recently introduced to it. at first i thought if i just didnt think about it, it would go away, but now i have learned a lot about poly relationships and have decided that it is a good way of life. I love Vito very much and he will always be my one true love, but it is nice to have other people share that with us as well. as long as the rules are followed...
I think drugs are good when used responsibly and not out of control. That is the only way i believe in them. Ive done a few and only do them safely and with people i am comfortable with. But very occasionally. i have more to say on this subject but cant come up with the words right now.
I think music is one of the most important things people have in their lives. it expresses emotions that we may not be able to express otherwise. It helps us communicate with eachother, and share special things. Music is a beautiful thing. Without it, peoples lives would be so empty
hmm... what else to write about? i know there are other things i feel strongly about or want to tell about myself, but that will be left to next time!!
