Rusted Rose
The New BItcHeRy
Well, this should be interesting. A new way to Ramble. Oh yea.
I will start off with this new page and new design of rambling with the good old fashion style.... I fucking hate people
I will write this in a very well formed list.
1. I hate teenagers. I hate kids who from Jr to the high,
because you are all fucking dumb (with few acceptations... don't assume
you are this acceptation). Listen up you little fucking shits. Life isn't
always going to be handed to you on a fucking silver platter. You can't
always giggle and think that things wont last. For instance. Tattoos
(particularly ones that are easily seen) and piercing (particularly the
gages of say.... -10) will fuck you over. You won't always be able to
fucking do that shit. You will have no job, no money and no fucking life.
And guess what, NEITHER OF THOSE WILL GO AWAY YOU FUCKING IDIOT!!!! Also.
This really is the only time you can get your shit together, fuck up now
and expect to live in a shit hole. I think my biggest problem with this
age group is that you don't FUCKING THINK SHIT THROUGH. You don't go, hmm
wait. NO no, its all about looking cool.
2. religious fucking fanatics. You go to hell since your so sure of it, honestly. your so worried about me your forgot about you. great, I'm happy that church fixed YOUR problems, but you don't KNOW MY PROBLEMS, so don't think it will cure mine. some of our problems god is a very big part of. Like you, sitting here, telling me about god, and about how I should accept Jesus as my savior. I consider that a problem, because your wasting my time that I need to be using to do other, more important stuff like life. Or my job. Or my school work. I don't care about the "end days" in truth, I wish they would hurry up and fucking get here already so all you fucks would leave me alone about it. we all die. and not even you is sure of what awaits us after that point, and that's why your religious. cause your fucking scared.
3. Musicians. NO... not musicians. not the REAL artists. but you little bastards that decided to sing punk. shut up. shut the fuck up. you can't sing, can't write lyrics, and can't write YOUR own fucking music and no body really gives a shit about you cheating on your girlfriend and loosing your testies cause of some new fucking decease you picked up.. the only reason why any body buys your fucking album is because they are brainless sheep that were told to... besides, they are deaf and dumb with the base turned up too loud to really know what's going on
4. Government. as far as I am concerned, if you are involved in the government, are sitting on those seats. you, i will happily agree, are going to burn in hell. you know nothing.
5. everyone who believes in the fucking government. you will share the same fate, however i hoped to god it will be multiplied by a 100. cause you are really fucking brainless to believe that shit. hate to break it to you. to them your just the fucking cheap labor.
6. by this point i feel i have gotten just about everyone in the fucking world, but nay, this is far from truth. Drugies. It was cool in the hippie days, but now. come on. fucking grow up, get a fucking spine and face reality. It's cool to enjoy drugs every once in a fucking while. try something new. but you don't fucking need that shit, and dont tell me it only affects you. it affects everyone around you you dumb bitch. EVERYONE. ITs not fun, and its not fucking cute.
7. whoever made meth, coke, and stric-9 (acid strips). I hope the the devil himself will turn you over to me just so you can get the punishment you truly deserve.
I think I feel better now. :D
Alright so I did the bitching, so how about something funny..... go fuck yourself. hehe, see funny.
Alright, I'm sitting her in the coffee shop, headphones blocking out every other noise in the building... i think they can't hear much over it either. But at the moment I don't fucking care. But I did just hear some interesting news. Not only has utah destroyed are drinking. but now they are working on our smoking too. Like cali, we can't smoke indoors and restaurants. we also can't smoke until we are 19. but now they want to take it further. they want to keep smoking OUT OF THE BARS! i'm sorry, what? FUCKING KISS MY ASS. I go to the goth bar, smoke is apart of the LOOK, god damnit. Now i can understand that some people don't like the smoke. okay, understandable. but this is where i think people should remember their manners. no cigs on the dance floor when their are allot of other people dancing... or when we are listening to a concert cause thats really dumb to do. and second, ask those around you if its fucking OKAY with them if you light up, and if they have a problem, you move. okay, is that really so fucking hard!
Dec 14th 1:15 am.
Just saw the new Blade movie. Fucking terrible. Its worse then AVP. And that's pretty damn bad. B/f decides to drop me home, where I have NOTHING to do, and a fucking crack head sister down stairs, whom I do not want to deal with. But Let me go on about the "NOTHING to do". I have a gamecube with games I have already won that is connected to a TV that does not get a single channel on it... so no TV watching, and a computer with nothing new to offer. Yep. I'm bored. But hey nothing better to motivate my site update-tion.
Jake... you suck :P. Do I really have to remind you that you have a TV with cable connection, the x-box, the sony, the Sega, the Nintendo, oh yea.... and the gameboy games. I think you have my gameboy too. I would have called you to tell you all this, but you haven't turned your phone back on. So online it goes. Love ya, but damn. Leave me something! (wow, I just realized how mean that sounds. Sorry babe, don't mean to take it out on you, or blame you. You know I just fucking hate this place!.... What the hell do you see in me?----anyhow---)
Sigh, I guess I could go watch a movie... but I have my collection memorized. I have read all interesting fanfiction over the net--not really in a mood to read anyways, nothing new on elfwood, I'm not feeling very creative at the moment, and well.......at least my new kitty Lina is cute........... bored!!
Is being home supposed to be this depressing?
My room is trashed... my own fault, but hell. looking around at a half finished closet (its been under-construction for about a good 2 years ~__~), decoration none finished and allot of laundry, I have to ask what else this hell hole as to offer.
Moms and dads are asleep. my sister is downstairs passed out in the living-room/kitchen. So I can't go scrounge for something to eat, because as I said before. Don't want to deal with her. And that's it. yep. exciting.
I need a new life, new hobby, new interest, new something. But what the hell does Utah have to offer. Not decent coffee, nor park, nor mall, nor city. Just salt. And flat. Aw, but lets go over the chances of me getting out of here anytime soon. On a scale of 1 to 10, it would be in the negative. I have a good job, but not a great job, no money, no high-school degree (another one that I can only blame myself for.) and not much motivation to finish college. I'm not sure what I'm going to do with my life. I'd love to do Art... but honestly.... I suck. And coming from a personal view, the only other thing I'm decent at is playing video games. Now, some would argue that my art is pretty good. News flash, for the years I have been working at it, I should be BETTER. Much better. I know the techniques, the ideas, blah blah blah. I just can't quite pin it down. At my level, you really can't do it for a living. Now, I'm damn good at computer art. But their are so many in that field I hardly tip the scale. To be a successful artist you need something unique to offer-anyone can be a starving artist. So what else is left.
Oh right. I could become the corporate whore like I was BREED to be. Yea that sounds fun. I love cubicles. Wow, I really want to go bang my head against the wall. Hard. I suppose this is a common dilemma with people. Trying to figure out what they want to do. But, I know what I WANT to do, its being able to to DO it I'm having a problem with.
God, if being at home for close to an hour is making me this depressed, what the hell is a week and two days going to do?. I hate this house. I want to go to Canada. Yes, Canada. Or Japan. Or maybe Denney's so I can get some fries.
Please forgive the previous post, im on new pills, they make me a little loopy
Alright so I have come across this site (thanxs to Mike), and here it is.... http://www.jesus-is-lord.com/wicca.htm Once you have read it, then come back here....
done. Great. Okay. First I WISH
this person had their fucking e-mail address on this site because here is
what i would have to say
First off, in the original bible,
you know the Hebrew one, witch/wicca is not mentioned.
Second, Jesus HIMSELF walked up to
a pagan guard, and told him that HE was closer to GOD then MANY of his
followers.
Dont bitch about other religions if you don't know even your own!!!!
Whoo Hooo, it is December 30, 2004, and soon to be 2005. isn't this exciting. I'm bouncing around listening to some damn good music and drinking some Vine. MMMM-mmmm.... yea anyhow. thought I would update the bloody site. I like bloody, bloody-blood-blood-blood.
Anyhoo---really sorry about the site, I need to find a different host cause ADVERTISEMENTS SUCK! Any ideas, send me a line. tiffanyfurse@yahoo.com
Okay, so today I am going to give out my top 10 favorite movies of all time, GO:
1. Princess Mononoke by Hayao Miyazaki
2. The 5th
Element
3. Legend
4. Sleepy
Hollow (new one)
5. Tank Girl
6. Chicago
7. Run Lola
Run
8. The Moulin
Rouge
9. Nightmare
Before Christmas
10. Fight Club
Of course I have many others, but so far these are the ones I'm posting up so :P
Meow. Okay, so I am really fucking tired! REALLY really fucking tired. My cat decided to play with plastic allllllllll night long. ALRIGHTY THEN.
Alright I did my top 10 movies last time this time I will do my top 10 music.
1. NIN
2. Tool
3. Garbage
4. Jack Off Jill
5. Helium Vola
6. Scary Valentine
7. Marilyn Manson
8. Rammstein
9. VnV Nation
10. Paul Oakenfold (boy aint that
odd... TECHNO WITH GOTH!!!!)
