I've got to hide
I've got to run
I don't know what I need
but I'll take a gun
Now I need you
but I can't have you
the light you shine
the dark in which I hide
I am blinded
by the brightness
the darkness surrounds me
I am a void
life is nothing
hate is all
the world is ending
but I can't fall
I'll glimmer in the darkness now
a small point of light
a little nothing
to which you owe it all
I take the pain
I deal it out
I feel, I feel
I need to run away
No one loves me
but I do
It's all that matters
and I love you
To share is to split
I'll split in two
A piece for me
a memory for you
Don't forget me
I won't be gone long
I'll try to hurry
don't hide the gun
And I feel, I feel
I need to run away
to hide from the pain inside
to push the dark away
and live my tortured life
but I feel, I feel
I need to stay right here
to live the life I fear
to live with the pain inside
and be myself again
nothing can stop me now
I'll be myself again
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