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Fall

I have fallen
all is black
the deadly dark
upon me cracked
the world is lost
but I am found
a loser hiding underground
no one loves me
though I may love them
the truth is what you let it be
myself crawling through the shadows of misery
she says one thing
I can't say it back
I will fall and I will crack
I will lose battle and war
but I can't hold it in no more

to fall is what she wants of me
help is what she cannot be
I may fall and I may die
all the while I ask her why
I've done nothing but maybe that is bad
what could I do to get her back
the world is over and I am too
she laughs at me, I can't laugh too
I fall down on my knees and beg
she'll punish me across her leg
with her words she makes me fall
to hide, to lose, to lose it all
I cannot stand no more
I cannot win no more
a rusty halo on my head
bent and broken I was lead
down this path of reliance
only to find it's the end
She meant it all to me
but that's not enough
she wanted nothing from me
I barely have a voice
to cry with tears upon your knees
death you wish for it to please
destroy your mind, body, soul
drop you down the forbidden hole
into the place where you know you'll win
the cardinal vale of all sin
Her power there, cannot affect
but you still miss her intellect
her shining eyes, wondrous smile
beautiful face, pretty hair
all was lost and left unsaid
you lost long ago and are now dead
in the end you feel no pain
but an overwhelming feeling of mortal shame
nothing you do matters now
death or life
later, now
it's all ended
your life is gone
She's ignored you
made you whine
Nothing that happens
can hurt me now
but if it does
your mind still falls
the terrible feeling
of love now lost
the eternal remembrance
of what you've caused