[28.06.01]
Yes, I know it's been a very very long time since I've updated. I'm sorry for that. I've been working on other websites, and doing this and that and so on and things just got pushed out of mind!
So, what's went on? Well, Megan and I are still a very strong couple, if I do say so myself. Just a few days ago we went to the movies and we had our first sexual experience together. It didn't go as well as it could have, but it was a step in the right direction. For any interested, we hand our hands in eachother's pants for a bit during the movie. I had to stop because she said it kinda hurt, I'm thinking it was a combo of angle and her not being used to it. Anyway, neither of us "finished" but oh well. We also made out a bit, fun fun. We didn't do a whole lot because she didn't want to in her dad's car, I guess I understand but it was kinda a tease. Other than that I went and saw her at work, which was great, even though we couldn't do anything (it being a professional establishment and all). I think of her constantly, which can sometimes be a bad thing coz I end up missing her a lot, and I wish I was with her all the time, but she means a lot to me so I've got every reason in the world to want to see her.
I've been thinking a bit about premarital sex. As much as I really want to experiment and all, I kinda feel that maybe I really should wait. Not because of worrying about STDs, or having a baby, but because it'll give me something to look forward to on our wedding night. I know it probably sounds silly, but it's really something to think about. If we do everything now, then what is there to look forward to after we're married? I tell you, I've been extremely horny lately; to the point where if Megan wanted to do anything sexual, no matter how sick and twisted, perverted, wrong, or morally unacceptable I'd be up for it. All the way from oral to anal and everything in-between, all she'd have to do is say the word and I'd be all over her. I'm not really sure why this is, I haven't been doing anything differently, or anything, I just REALLY want to fool around lately... oh well, though, I'm sure I won't get the chance any time soon, but who knows.