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Pumping Beat

I need some good swing
Some good beat
Something that pumps the blood in my veins
Gets me to start moving when all I want to do
Is fall down and sleep
I need a fix, a basket case
Something to keep me awake
Anything, Jack, that fits my needs will do
I need a scar, a pain-driven license
That allows me to go anywhere trespassing is so apparent
Even on myself, my body
The one I exist in, the one that holds my mind
My thoughts, and my aspirations
I need a friend, a companion
A sexual partner and a lover all at the same time
Crossing the invisible line
Where sexuality used to be a border
But after so many generations
It just began to fade away
Leaving in front of it freedom of choice
Freedom to be with whoever you want to
No more labels, no more hardships
No more fearing for your life at three in the afternoon
Hiding, concealing unneccesary now
The moralists will tell you it's a bag thing
They will tell you everything's a bad thing
Except for religious ceremonies and good, clean fun
Is clean moving your feet to the beat of the drum man
Faster and faster as he challenged you to keep up
Spinning, being caught by your partner of choice
Skirt flying up just high enough to catch the glimpse of
More leg than can be justified in a public area
Is clean smoking cigarettes with your comrades on a Tuesday night
Over hot cups of coffee
Discussing religion, existence, 
Heroin and music,
The great writers of the twentieth century
Half of which you haven't even bothered to read yet
But you just know
Defying all conversational tactics you were brought up to learn
Swearing to emphasize the most logical points
The latte man next to your table finds you brilliant
But the lady with the bread money thinks otherwise
All in all, the music still continues
Searching for anything with a beat
Anything that will set your soul on fire
Make you dance until you've lost all breath
Lungs begging for a cigarette, you step aside and have another with friends
Laughing and crying
Half a glass of scotch in one hand
Passion in the other

10/21/01

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