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I miss my grandma
learning about TR
and her days
makes me want her back
so much I wanted to say
she would love me so
we'd get along famously
Daire lemonade + Chicken and Stars
the smell of More's
and the charred red carpet
puzzles and skull keys
I wish you could know me
I love you
Edith


Must I go?
come with me.
climb in my suitcase
and come acress the country.
I don't want to leave you.
I can't face another goodbye.
another salty tear
wasted on me.
Promise to be happy.
Do not frown.


In times of heated passion,
it is good to leave scars on backs.
don't forget me.


I saw the most amazing shooting star
and thought of you


Loving you 
brings beauty to my soul
and I
am beautiful
(we are)


I am overwhelmed
by the love you give
swept off the ground
into your heart
you make me warm
don't ever stop


I died
when you spoke
those damned words
driving to see you
ripped at me
but then we saw each other
and everything was 
O.K.


our goodbye
wrung my neck
and I choked
to leave 
you behind
uncanny
I will cry


endless 
thank yous
simple words
cannot touch
what you made me
feel
I'm in love with you


smile mischieviously
when I whisper my secret
into your ear
and brush away
the unfamiliar warmness
my breath leaves


you evaporate
and travel down my
sore throat
dissolve in my blood
and run through my veins
making my heart swell
and explode
upon your materialization


I'm glad that one
thing doesn't hold
more weight
than another
and we can be free


you show me so much when I leave
every move you make
tells me your passion is deeply embedded
and I burn inside
because I know exactly what you're feeling
you see
I feel it there, too.



I need you here 
so badly
that my throat swells
with a knot
and my eyes burn.


Being surrounded by similar souls
who also see through my eyes
and hearing her smooth words
flow into my ears
and solidify somewhere in the black-/pink-ness
moved me
to wet eyes
and I felt at home 
and hated to leave
when her voice ceased


looking through old pictures 
only confirmed 
my belief
that you're so right for me


It's in the morning
when the excitement flows
with the realization
that I'll see you soon

I can think of other things
but I choose to revel 
in you

I'd like to share coffee
early in the morning
while we're wearing our robes
and slippers.
And holding hands
over a calm tabletop

In times
when I occupy my bed solely
my brain becomes clouded
with thoughts of you

Your own voice
is always comforting
especially when you tell me
what I want to hear
(which is always)

6 cars with only 1 headlight
pass me
and I think of 
you naked
calling my name
and I'm crazy 
in your absense

I want to kiss you with uncontrollable passion
with pinback in the background
and feel your arms on me
I want to spring your hair
and watch you do that sexy thing
with your mysterious blue eyes
did I mention I miss you?

(un-i couldn't quite read this one...)
The atmosphere
me thinks of you.
The stars in your eyes
twinkle=a smile from you

tomorrow, if its not raining
I say
"let's go to the park and watch the fireworks"
by that I mean-
let's go to the top of the hill
and watch the fireflies
conduct their love-electricity-
and
let's make some of our own...