well, it's official. i am leaving in 6 hours for the
airport. i can't help but cry while i write this. i'm going to miss you so incredibly much. how do you find the words to express being away from the one
thing you care about most?? i know that its only a
week and i keep trying to tell myself that. but, you
know what? it don't help! just thinking about
leaving sucks. i'll visit your site everyday. no,
every minute! i'll probably call you. but, i don't
know. because if i call you, then we'll have to say goodbye at some point and that's no good. well, i'll
think of something. by the way, i have ims out there
so we can talk like that. um, i think that is all.
my tears have slowed now. i can't wait to hug you.
may jidetif prevail
holding undying love for you,
hilary
a love letter, if you will
I'm on the plane.
The cabin is dark but my light is on.
Its clear outside and I can see all the houses.
Or at least all the lights.
I looked for your house.
I didn't find it.
Oh god, I miss you.
I almost died when we said goodbye.
Your face is so beautiful when you cry.
I love you more and more with each tear
that falls from your thoughts of me.
My lips miss yours.
I adore you.
I cannot wait to hold you in my arms once again.
Know that I am always filled with thoughts of you.
I'm yours.
-On the plane to Oakland California
December 22, 2000
It smells of crackers and salami whille I write
a graceful poem
psychotically
¡me73!