hmmm...
o8.13.o1
come tomarrow, i'll be on my way back home-the get up kids.
alright. i'm updating...a few minor touches. i'm in a good mood...to find out why, read my fucking journal. skank ho. also, i changed the entrance picture er whatever. from mxpx, to THE YUMMIEST PIC OF TWO BOYS EVER! alright. i'm done. later. you suck.
o7.25.o1
cause i don't think i've got the stomach to stomach calling you today-saves the day
alright...i'm gonna use this page more of an update page...er something. i'm gonna write in my online journal a lot from now on. so go there. i'm updating hardcore tonite...so look at EVERYTHING. yeah. thanks.
o7.2o.o1||6:38 in the pm
cross out the eyes-thursday
yeah yeah yeah. check it out. i changed all the font to *typerwritter font* hehehehehe. rock. it looks better now. also...i put a pic on the first maybe page, but it doesn't want to fucking work...but sometimes it does, so i don't understand. ??? whatever. lucy's room is hot as hell, and where the fuck is josie? bowling still? what's up with that? hmmm...OH YEAH!!!!!
OKAY! i got a new journal, at livejournal.com...and i'm gonna be writting in that, proally more than this...so check that out...a lot. alright...i guess. i'll put a link up on this page...okay. bye.
o7.2o.o1
she's too cool to drink a slurpee - MIKE
allllright. "it's been a while"...haha! like the song that jillian does the face for. we hung out with *him*. it was aweful though. mmm. hotage. i talked to billy. it was amazing. i went to warped tour. i got the worst sunburn of my life. i got new pants at the thrift store. yeah. it's been fun. too fun for this damn "journal" ...alright. rock.
o7.13.o1
i saw a corpse! - jon. dammit. i've neaver heard of them... - me.
so are you ready for what happened??? okay...nothing. nothing. we stayed at anna's. woohoo!
o7.12.o1 || 3:28 in the pm
huh? - *him*
allllright. i'm at anna's. we just woke up. i'm tired. i need to shower. mmmm. yum. i think we're going to the mall today. la la la la la. alright...i'll tell you what "goes down".
o7.1o.o1
i don't know why i care so much - the ataris
christ. why DO i care so much??? i shouldn't but i can't help it. i see you online, and i think...what did we have anyway???? the whole gad damn "relationship" was online. well, atleast 9o%. is it that other 1o% that i care about? it has to be. we had to have had 'something' or else i wouldn't care so much. she's fifteen too. makes you wonder, right? 3 in a row. but i don't care. that doesn't matter. he could have at least wrote back. that's all. but i did talk to *him* today. *he* still sucks. i haven't changed my mind about *him*. the hottest ones are always the meanest. i can't think of any exceptions. i got the new saves the day cd. maybe that'll help...whatever. you suck.
o7.o9.o1
"i need a new bass!" -mark, then "you need a new face!" -tom
ugh. people are dumb. don't they know that they're being stupid? seriously SHUT UP ALREADY. i don't care. really, you may think i do, but i don't. my opinion, my advice, my view doesn't matter you to anyone, you're still gonna act the same as you did 1o minutes ago. i guess i'm a fuck because me getting mad at people for them being mad that they're mad at people (( stick with me )) is exactly the opposite of what i just said. i'm not going to let it bother me, in fact, because i just wrote that...i'm over it. so shut up already.
anyways, i saw BLINK 18FUCKING2 yesterday. yessssssssssssss!!! ...let me just say, it's about fucking time. i got screwed over by not going to see them at the riv, and all the other times i've seen them. so wow. thank you. it was awefuckingsome. ask me about it sometime. and tom pointed at ME. not you.
o7.o7.o1
well i could have guessed the day would come that you would consider me scum - mest
alllllright. today started out shitty with me crying because i'm a spoiled brat. but thennn, it was okay. i saw tsunami bomb, the eyeliners, the stryder, and uhh, dynamite boy at fireside. rock. christ, what a disappoiment. the stryder is nothing without john. he was the stryder. but whatever. they still rock. the best feeling is getting a new cd, and the exciment of listening to it for the FIRST TIME. there's a yearly/the rookie lot 7" ready to be played rock. uhhmmm...i had stuff to say, but fuck that. because i suck. so yeah. later.
o7.o5.o1
with the glasses! - me
where do i fucking start??? how about when anna and i were laying in my backyard talking, and then josie comes...we're just talking. then, i "broke down" and told them the dream. i'm glad i did. then "okay lindsey, we have something to tell you. billy has a XXGIRLFRIENDXX...since like school got out." what the fuckkkkkkkk???????? "it's not my place to tell you" says josie, okay. maybe you're right. but whyy did you wait sooo long??? if billy reads this, i hope you're fucking happy. thanks for telling me. love and four hour phone conversations - Lindsey.
o7.o3.o1
i'm all about the shut up already- me.
okay. i feel like shit. it's been two days now. what's wrong with me??? i don't even know. so don't ask. no anna i'm not pissed at you. no josie i'm not pissed at you. i'm pissed at uhh, my self??? no, i don't need to be pissed at anything. i'm lindsey, i'm just like everyone else (( sorta )), i can get pissed too. so shut up. maybe it's that damn dream that's been annoying me...i haven't told anyone. i don't want to. all they know is it's about billy. why can't i get over him??? ugh. there's a guarentee that i'll see him two more times. i used all my 11:11's on him. and why are all the other hot boys snobby??? ugh. even *he* isn't helping me get over the other one. whatever. what the hell am i talking about? i don't really talk about this. maybe the fact that josie gets up at 4 is annoying me. maybe the fact that anna takes me on 87478575 walks when i can barely walk is annoying me. i don't know. i know that *he* is snobby, i wish *he* wasn't. he's way to hot for my...uhh, whatever you want to call them. what business do i have talking to boys like that??? i clench my fists harder everytime i think about stuff like this, so before i fucking break something.....i'm gonna stop..askasdkfj;alskdfj;asldkfjl;asdjf;asldjf;asldjf;alsdjf;aslkdfj;alskdjf;aslkdfj;alskdjf
o7.o1.o1
alskdjf;alskdjfl;asdkfj- boy sets fire.
oh man, the creative jucies just aren't flowing tonite...i'm tired as hell. but i had fun today...rock.
o6.3o.o1
somebody in california loves me - my shirt.
yeah yeah yeah! i'm working!!! i made a new friend. mike is the coooooolest. uhhh, i sat around all day, so i'll stop writting because there's nothing to write.
o4.16.o1
Look who*s stuck here and thinking about you - Short Arm Trick
ick. day 5 of spring break, 6 more to go. aLL 5 have been super boring minus friday where anna eLise josie and i went 'uptown' and Later that nite i taLked to biLLy. josie*s in the dominican repubLic and there*s nothing for me to do. grrrrrr. i*m super bored. the mom bought me a saves the day cd today. hmmm..thanks mom. wehre*s biLLy??? i*Love*biLLy. arg. i*m super fustrated. whatever...maybe tomarrow wiLL be better.
*i Love biLLy*
o4.o2.o1
bus drivers have bLadders too! - Brittany
what was i thinking??????????? i don*t Like ryan. i*m sorry. i guess i was just caught up in the moment. i Love biLLy. honestLy. he*s greatest person ever.
o3.16.o1
i want to put a heart around friday :: draws a heart on the back of the seat of that boy*s car :: because it*s my favorite day. - Anna
ok. so here*s today..or yesterday..whatever. so, yesterday anna stays at my house. josie caLLs at about 11:3o and wants us to come meet her, so she can come over for a bit. so we teLL her, ok, we*LL Leave at 12. so, we Left at tweLve and waLked to josie*s. ducking behing bushes when we see a car, becuase we*re stoopid paraniod geeks (( good thing for the newport, huh? )). so we meet josie and waLk back to my house. we sit on my bed with the christmas Lights on and taLk about adam maes and eLise*s exboyfriend. we decide to go onLine, and do for Like 3 seconds. we get bored and i cook aLL of us sum *Ramen NoodLes* and we settLe down to watch sLc punk. we get to the part where steve*o and herion bob are at mark*s house, and mark*s teLLing steve*o how his famiLy dies in a pLane crash, and anna*s not Laughing. "HUH?" me and josie think, and up, anna*s sLeeping. josie and i drag the matress up stairs and anna passes out, josie waLks her ass home at 3 in the am, and gets scared by the red pick up truck. so that*s that night. anna wakes up and makes me a cand*e bead bracLet whiLe i*m stiLL sLeeping. i wake up and get pissed off because of the stoopid snow. anna and i make mouse pancakes and finish the rest of sLc punk. this time anna Laughs. we caLL josie and she*s pissed because she can*t find the freddie cruger shirt. i teLL her fuck it and come over. me and anna get ready and josie comes over. anna had sum stoopid mexican report she has to do, so we end up at a Libray at 5 on a friday night. gross. i*m aLergic to the stoopid Library. anna*s mom picks us up and takes us straight to the maLL. we waLk around, put our stuff in the Lockers by music re-cycLe-re, see mr. wintercorn working, get intimadates and waLk away. josie*s bitching about how hungry she is and of course we go to taco beLL. we decide to go oLd schooL and eat in "mongomery wards"..but nothing was there..so we waLk to "khoLs" and go upstaris on the eskaLator. woah. this was grreat. me and anna dedice to take the down stairs up. that*s fun. so, we*re keeping up with the moving stairs and running up...we finaLLy get to the top, out of breath and i say 'anna! how do we get off?' so, i just jump. woah woah woah. HAHAHA. i faLL. so there i am Laying in the middLe of this stoopid store Laughing my ass off. it was great. i got a big bruise on my Left hand and it*s stinging. i check out my Left knee, and it*s aLL scrapped up and bLoody. oh weLL. so we go and find a nice comfy bed and eat our taco beLL. a burrito and a nacho supreme. yum. josie and anna jump into the pit of stuffed animaLs and i put the excess garbage under the bed. we Leave that store, and waLk around. josie needs to get her New Found GLory/MovieLife ticket A.S.A.P. (( we say )) and go up to ticket master at carson*s. we get that, and i want a Street Sharks band*aid from the doLLor store. weLL, i never got my band*aid, but we go back to taco beLL for our free refiLLs on our ice fiLLed to the top moutain dew. and, what do you know? *RYAN*S* working. how nice. what a geek in his taco beLL uniform. rumor is, he*s got a nice crush on me. Lucky for me, he*s hot. so, we taLk to him for a bit, going back for refiLLs. now, aLL this time at the maLL, we*ve been Looking our for SCARHEAD! the security guard with the annymous stab wounds on his head. he yeLLed at us once earLer that day for sitting. woah. so, the game is keep away from SCARHEAD. we were winning with a bunch of points Lead. josie now wants a cinni*bon (( HUH? )) and gets on. we again wanted to kick it oLd skooL, but this time, up stair*s at carson*s in the big window in the 'materny ward' next to the bathing suited man-a-kins. the cinnabon gets sick, so we want to Leave. but not without our fun. so josie puLL the bathing suits down (( on the man-a-kins. )) HAHA. it Looked so funny. we Left the garbabe up there, duh. and as soon as we get back downstairs, peopLe are Laughing. HAHA. that was us we say. so then we Like waLked to taco beLL or sumthing and went back over by uhhmm..oppistie of Carpet CircLe..or sumthing? yeah, then we go to the record store and taLk to gina and sam (( HUH? )) we get bored and waLk away. UT OH! SCARHEAD! so josie, HAHAHAHA, without thinking SCREAMS out HEY SCARHEAD! i*M WALKiNG! woha. that was it. her initaLs were taKen off the score board. FUCK!!!! it*s aLL got deaLeted from this point on, weLL Let*s just say we got kiked out twice more, see < 3 RYAN < 3 a bunch a times, sat in a car with sum annymouse kids smoking weed bLah bLah bLah. i was DONE!!! grrrrrrr. it aLL deLeated. shit. if you want to know the rest, just ask. sorry. Lindsey Likes Ryan. he*s a geek.
o2.28.o1
today*s the Last day of february...have fun. - MichaeLene.
yep. but where was the fun? i had schooL today. that*s never fun. but i saw mike Lesh Like 8347575 times. how fun. but theeeen, i get to sixth period and mr. burnson comes up to me with a referaL and he*s Like 'when do you want to serve this' i*m Like 'when do you want to die?' ick. and what did i get a referaL for? TARDY. nice huh? gross. thennnnn, after schooL, softbaLL for 3 hours. mr. Lane is an ass. and josie skipped 2 cLasses with terrance. UGH! i*m jeaLous. but my program*s on tonite, and my mom burned her sock in the mircrowave yesterday. annnd, no schooL friday, or monday. yay. annnnd, uhm. nevermind. but yeah. who*s gonna read this anyway? aLright...Later...
