Shattered thoughts of imagination
Inside my mind, many things go on....and certain people are bent on destroying these inner workings of my mind. I don't know why, but it seems i am just a pawn in their chess game. Easily mocked and used to mock, sometimes being thrown in the line of danger only to be pulled back again for 'fun'. Once this all occurred to me, i realized that life is a game of sorts...where the winner is the one who destroys or prolongs my dreams the longest.

Ok....that was fun....and definately enough engst to hold me over for another month....i just needed to let some stuff off of my chest...anyway.....

My grades are slowly lowering cause im trying harder now, to fit in and get girls to like me more. It's working well....i'm making more friends of the opposite gender than ever before...but i dont know if i can keep up my grades, appearances, and have a job all at the same time....well, i only wrote this here because there are a small amount of people who read my statements of disassertion and somewhat angstful prolongings of my boredom.

And, as most of the time....i will leave you (all of the ppl who read this) with a thought.

"The next time you hit on a girl....think for a moment on whether or not she's hitting back....because a one fisted battle isnt exactly a step up from not having a girlfriend...."