The last tear.
It hit the cold, hard ground, with no sound.
Vincent closed his eyes, in an effort to supress the tears. He began to
remember.
"So, your nameīs Vincent, right?" Aeris asked.
"Yes..." He said. He was still accustoming to being out of the basement of
the Shinra
mansion, and he didnīt feel like talking with anyone.
"Iīm Aeris. Nice to meet you!" She said with a smile.
Vincent just nodded, to indicate he already knew that. The young man named
Cloud had
told him about the people in this strange group.
"So, why are you coming with us?" she asked.
"To pay for my sins..." he said, hoping that would be enough for the girl.
"Why? What could have you done while sleeping in a coffin? Snore?" she asked
with a grin.
"Before I went to sleep, I was... different. Many things happened because of
me."
"Cloud told me about Lucrecia and Sephiroth. And Hojo..." she muttered that
name with a
mix of fear and hate.
"Do you... know him?" Vincent asked, his curiousity picked.
"He killed my parents..." Aeris said.
"Iīm sorry."
"Itīs ok. Itīs not like it was your fault or anything like that."
Vincent didnīt hear her. Instead, he silently added another sin to the ones
he already had. Not
protecting Lucrecia and her child from Hojo. Not stopping Hojo when he had
the chance... and now,
the death of Aerisīs parents. If he had killed Hojo at the instant he put
Lucreciaīs life in danger,
her parents would be alive.
"What were their names?" he asked. He wanted to know who else had paid for
his sins.
"My motherīs name was Ifalna. My father was a scientist that worked for
Shinra, investigating the
Ancients. My mother was an Ancient, and, well... do I have to draw you a
map?" she said, with a
smile.
"A scientist interested in the Ancients..."
"Did you knew him?" Aeris asked, her eyes glittering with emotion.
"Maybe. There was a scientist called Gast in our team. He was interested in
the Ancients, and he
discovered one called Jenova."
"Jenova... My father discovered her?"
"Yes. He and... Hojo did research on the Ancient. Hojo wanted to experiment
on humans, but Gast opposed
him. Then, Gast was informed another Ancient had been discovered at the
northern area. He left,
and Hojo used this opportunity to... experiment on Lucrecia and her son.
They almost died."
"So, my father released Jenova into the world?" Aeris said.
"Cloud... told me about Sephiroth... and Jenova. It was not his fault. He
didnīt knew what would
happen." Vincent said, trying to comfort her.
"If my father hadnīt found Jenova... Then none of this would had
happened..."
She began to walk slower, then she halted. Vincent turned around to see her
with her
face turned to the ground.
"It was not his fault. Or yours." Vincent said.
"Does that come from "Mr. I have to pay my sins"? " Aeris said, trying to
smile. She ran to
catch up with the others. A strange girl, indeed, he thought.
Now, seeing her body sinking into the waters of the lake, he realizes this
is his fault too. If he
had stop Hojo, then Sephiroth...
"Itīs not your fault..."
Vincent opens his eyes, puzzzled. Has he finally become crazy because of the
weight of his sins?
"You couldnīt stop it. It was meant to be."
"Aeris...?"
"You may not comprehend yet, Vincent, but everything has a reason to be:
My death. The death
of my parents. And what happened to you and Lucrecia."
"The reason is... because itīs my fault..."
"NO! You must not blame you because of all those bad things. How could
you know?"
"I should..."
" "I should done this... or that..." Vincent, you may not see it now, but
for every tragedy
that happens in our lives, there is a reason. The reason for my death was to
make possible this
Planet to live..."
"And what happened to Lucrecia... and me?"
"There is a reason too. But if I told you know, you wouldnīt understand.
Trust me on this one,
Vincent."
"But..."
"Trust me."
"...always."
"Now, Vincent do me a favor. Stop punishing yourself. And do the one
thing I canīt do
anymore. Live, Vincent, live. Can you do me that favor?"
"Iīll try."
"See you later, Vincent."
As the group left to follow Sephiroth, Vincent turned around to say four
words.
"See you later... Aeris."