Well this is probly the last that you will hear from me for a while at least till I get my first active duty station and can get a computer at the house which I will probly work on getting before I get the infamous laptop...The closer that my reporting date gets the more scared and anxious that I get...I mean I will be changing EVERYTHING...except my persoanality of course...but I will be getting new friends which will never ever replace the ones I already have and of course I will try to keep in touch but everyone around me is moving and changing too...I mean my friend Jamie says he's going to college in-state...My boy Travis is finishing High school...My girlfriend, soon to be friend when I leave, is finishing school and then joing the Airforce like me...only I really wish that I can come home and see her kid grow up and to see her graduate, which I will be here for the actual graduation but what about everything in between and Travis I want to be here for his Senior year too...It is all so fuzzy to me and I have NO CLUE where the fuck I'm going...Everything is changing and I don't like it maybe I'm just getting old I don't know it just sucks...once again I finally get something I REALLY like (my life, my girlfriend, and my friends) and it all gets ripped away from me at a glance! And the only thing I can do is drop the Airforce only that isn't the smart thing to do now is it...well I just want to tell you guys I will miss you guys and you guys had better write me if I fucking write you or I will be very dissappointed when I come home...God I hope I come home...that would be soooooo nice! Well I'm tired and I got some other stuff on the site to fuck with so good night everyone and for real I will miss all my friends, my girlfriend, and my family...oh yeah and my girlfriends family too including little trey trey! Night. Oh yeah I added an aim.html page where I keep track of funny AIM conversations that I have with people...

posted by PJ @ 1:49am

Aight well the shit is complete for the most part all the major coding for he page is complete and now all I need to do is get so info from the people come to the site so go to the index.html page to sign the guest book and leave me with you input aight...ok well Holly comes back tomorrow maybe when she comes back I will scan some more pics on her scanner cause mine is non-existent. But the pictures will be on the pictures.html page so check it out...anyway I gotta bounce I might do some more behind the scene work and I will tell you guys what I do if I do anything peace...sign the guestbook!!!!!!

Well I think I am done for the most part so now you can go have fun with my site...I have a poll fashioned on the right of this page I have a guestbook on t