To My Angel in heaven
I made this web page in the memory of our little angel Gavin Blas Asil Saldana who is now in heaven. To also keep his memory alive so he knows that we have not forgot about him or never will. My son was born still on September 29, 2003 for reasons unknown. I do know that he left us all to soon, we waited 9 whole months for him to love him,hold him and care for him. Like a very special person in my life (my father) told me that god knew what he was doing he took my son from me cause he knows I loved being a mother and I was a good mother that he wanted me to be a mother forever. So that now when its my turn to go up to heaven and all my children are grown I will always have a baby to take care of and hold in my arms. Im sure there were things that could of been done to prevent this from happening but I will never know. Everyday I ask myself why this happened? how? why me? what if? If I keep asking myself those questions im going to make my self go crazy, and I need to be strong to keep his memory alive to do something for him. Right now im trying to find ways to Change the law in Texas for parents that have had still borns to receive a birth certificate. Right now in Texas where I am from we do not get a birth certificate only a death certificate. So if you can help me to try to change it please e-mail me or please let me help you. Gavin we all love you so much and wish you were here with us now. For the whole 9 months that you were in my tummy was heaven, I thank you and God for chosing me for your mommy. Daddy, Mommy, and your big brother Devon all love you, we think of you everyday.
