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March 1, 2002
Irony.
Fitting how this is my first rant, er, not really a rant but an entry or letter.
I would just like to take the time to tell you all that today I got a letter in the mail. A very special letter. (Everyone sit down) :)
As of the fall semester of 2002 I will be attending Oxford College of Emory University. I have waited for this day all my life. I have never cried like I did before in my life. Such warm and wholesome tears. I was a very self-fulfilling moment for me. Everything I've ever worked for is real now. It all has a purpose; it's all paid off.

March 2, 2002
See there's this thing. It's like almost 2AM and I have to work at 7AM TODAY. Yep. I should go to bed huh?
Know what really erks me? Really really? When people randomly pop in on you at home and then you're not even there. (Then gripe at you because you weren't there) They come up and they're like "Aren't you proud of me I took the effort to finally stop by your house and you weren't there." Well, If you had called. "Oh, I did call, you just didn't answer so I decided to drive by." Whatever! So after supposedly learning to call first, they precede to do it again. Stop by unannounced and hey, I'm not there again. Novel concept. This is working well for me. In proving my point. You'd think they'd learn. Nope. So I chew them from one side to the other first thing this morning. Call before you come over. Let the phone ring and someone answer and tell you it's okay to come over before you come over. If no one is allowed over with out calling first, you're no exception. DO NOT come over WITHOUT CALLING. (And me consenting.) So I tell them "Okay, I'll be home this afternoon. Call. I'm going out tonight. Afternoon is not night. 6:45PM is night. So without calling first, they come over. I'm gone. (Who would have guessed) Duh. Freaking call first! Gees!
Did I mention this same person wants me to save my luch money for a week so I can afford to go eat with them. They don't want me to eat for a week! Like 25in waist, 103lb me needs to go without food! Please.

March 9, 2002
Keith is upset with me because I have neglected to introduce "they" properly. My lack of distinguishment is unexcusably evasive. I'm debating...

March 13, 2002
The other day I told Suzanne (the aforementioned "they") about how my father and I are going to be moving back to our previous home. She responded with the very condescending remark of how "You [I] better not even expect me [her] to go out of my [her] way to drive all the way there to see you [me]. It's bad enough I [she] has to drive as far as I [she] does now." (As if she were ever asked to do so in the first place) How incredibly arrogant! Ughhhhhhh!

March 25, 2002
All through middle school I was tormented beyond belief. I had to be very close to God then becuase if thre were ever a time that I had wished to die, it was then. Yesterday I was with Justin at the mall. I saw one of the guys I knew from school and then another person I recognized. We kept walking and I was about to say something to Justin about him when he called his name. We walked over to the guy and started to talk to him. He remembered me. He remembered things that to this day make me sick to my stomach. All that hate and everything aweful about middle school spilled out like a tsunami. It was as though I were living it all again inside my mind. The names, the looks, the laughs.... I can't really put it into words. Justin understands...if you were there you understand. Well after all that I got real depressed and it's bugged me subconsciously all day and all last night. Well before J went to bed he told me the guy said I was hot and that he had done good at being with me. That made my evening. That made four years. I'm still thinking and remembering but that makes it alittle nore bearable now. People don't feel the same now about me as then. I'm not a loser outcast anymore.

08/08/02 2:39 AM

Why am I up so late you ask? My new hobby/obsession. EverQuest is GOD! Muahahaha!!!!!!!
It's been awhile since I posted. I graduated (I wore pink bunny ears...don't worry I'll post a pic).
Turned down Oxford at Emory. I'm going to ABAC.
Yesterday was my last day at work! I miss my job! All the cute and fuzzy aminals. :)
I went to the Warped Tour. God I LOVE NOFX. I also saw Lagwagon, Bad Religion and Anti-Flag.
I have new poems to post.

09-14-02 4:58PM,

So I'm 18 now. I'm in college at ABAC. I have a tattoo of a tribal sun on my back and my toung is pierced. I never thought that I could ever love anyone more than I loved Romeo, then by miracle chance I met Chris.

January 30, 2003

I hate the space bars for the computers in the student center. The keyboard is easy to type with. The buttons fit myfingers just right,but the space bar always stick. MAN! It's been a long time since I posted. Updates, updates...where do I begin? Hummm...well my first semester of college I made the Dean's List...I got a cute little certificate...I actually managed to make an "A" in Chemistry 1. I doubt I'll be that lucky with Chemistry 2 - I'll probably have to drop that class. We had our first test and I think I failed it.

January 31, 2003

Okay, where'd I leave off? Oh, school. I have the best luck with my teachers. All the professors I've had, last semester and this semester are wonderful; they are really nice and teach the material very well. Math is actually pretty easy to understand now. Thanks to that helpful point-slope equation and doing everything on the calculator. I have to take Honors Seminar 2- that's like a discussion class. I took Honors Seminar 1 last semester. Why? Because I want to graduation from ABAC with Honors. I also have to take one Honors core class a semester.
I don't live in the dorms anymore. Darn, what a pitty. It was actually kinda fun for a while but the cops on campus don't hesitate to harass you. Plus you can't be in a male dorm past 11PM on the weekdays and 1AM on the weekends. Considering I lived in the reclusive Honors dorms, you didn't have much to do late at night after all your homework was done. I just walked around campus in my fuzzy leopard slippers talking to my parents on the phone. Where do I live now? Well I live twenty minutes from school, I have my own place; it's small, but just big enough for Chris and I. We have a bunny named Butterscotch, a dog named Buffy and a cat named Homie (he was found at a Home Depot). We adopted the dog and the cat from the animal hopital we work at.
Chris' parents' kerrin terrier is pregnant. -You know the dog that looks like Toto in Wizard of Oz. We get a puppy. Her name will be Liza. After some of the NOFX songs.
I go to John Casablancas modeling school. I can already do bookings (jobs)to build my resume and experience, and photo shoots to build my portfolio. Once I graduate, I hope to work for MTM agency. The classes are neat but it's a long drive for me. It's live etiquette and finishing school. I wanna be a model so bad. I can do Pantene commercials, as well as Bridal and Prom tearsheets.

03-03-03
I have a photoshoot on the 8th. I can't wait.

March 5, 2003
I was sitting in Seminar thinking "I'd be so cool if Abby had her puppies today..." She did. YEEEEEEEEEEEEEY!!!! 2 boys and 1 girl. One of the boys are tan and the othersd are brendel like her. We get a boy...I guess I have to find a new puppy name now.

03-11-03
I have to send a formal letter to John Casablancas saying I have quit thier classes. They are crazy if they think I'm gonna pay for the one class I attended after I forked over $250. I guess it was well spent, I got 2 modeling books and a huge bag to put all my stuff in for shoots. Who needs them when I have OMP...and It's free! I had SO SO much fun on my shoot with Dewayne. We took 173 pictures and he showed my how to use Photoshop to edit them. I can be tan! :) He also GAVE me a Photoshop manual. Wow, huh? I love modeling; I have 3 shoot over spring break.
I have this term paper I am working on in Comp 2 and it sux; it's about partial birth abortion. I also have to read Streetcar AND Pride and Prejudice. I have to read this other book for Seminar too. Ugh.
My book is ready to be sent in for a copyright. I combined the two books. It's huge! It's so awesome. 8 years of work. I still have a few final touches then I'm gonna have it copied and binded and setn off. Come to me Publishers....Come to me.

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