My compassion is broken now. My
will is eroded,
and my desire stolen and it makes
me feel ugly.
I'm on my knees and burning.
My piss and moans are the fuel
that set my head on fire.
So smell my soul burning.
I'm broken, looking up to see the
enemy.
I have swallowed the poison you
feed me ...
but I survive on it ,
and it leaves me guilt fed, hatred
fed, weakness fed..
and I feel ugly, and dead inside.
Shit adds up at the bottom.
You've left me no choice but to
go inside and rebuild
what's broken.
Too much , too far , too late to
lie down now.
I must arm myself to fight you
by making weapons out of my imperfections.
It's all I have left.
There's no other choice.
I'm shameless, nameless, nothing,
and noone now.
But my soul must be iron for my
fear is naked.
I'm naked and fearless.
But I'm dead inside.
You see.. shit adds up, now I'm
dead inside.
Hatred, weakness, and guilt keep
me alive
at the bottom.