Qui-gon sat
in the cockpit of the Constunian ship, trying to remain focused. But
his mind kept wandering.
Once he realized what had happened, he
immediately went to the Constun Council and told them that there was an
emergency and he needed a ship. The treasurer was reluctant to loan
one of their scares number of ships to the Jedi Master. However, the
Prime Minister graciously allowed the use of the ship and anything else
that he needed in thanks for the help that the Jedi had shown
them.
When he entered the ship he sent a transmission to the Jedi
Council, which was answered almost this instantly by Yoda.
Qui-gon thought back to the conversation.
*****
“Felt it,
I have.” The holographic transmission of the old Jedi said. “certain
you are of who wields it?”
“Yes.” Qui-gon said grimly. “It is Jaron.
His touch of the Force is one that I could not forget.”
Yoda
nodded thoughtfully. “A bond as deep is not forgotten.” Yoda said,
catching Qui-gon’s eye. “Why this is, go you should not.”
Qui-gon
was about to open his mouth to protest but Yoda put up a quick hand to
silence him. “To strong are your emotions Qui-gon. Cloud your judgment
it will. Sending other Jedi am I. Those who did not hold the bonds you
held with him.”
As Yoda said this Qui-gon was shaking his head.
“That will take to long Master.” He countered. “And I will not leave
Obi-wan there.”
“Help your Padawan you will not by walking into a
trap. Know this you do.” Yoda remarked.
“Yes I know.” He replied.
“But it is me that Jaron is after. Thats why he took Obi-wan. If
another Jedi shows up Jaron will kill him.”
“Know this you do not
Qui-gon. Patience you must have, think of your Apprentice you must.”
Yoda said quickly.
“I am.” Qui-gon said softly. “This is the only
way Master Yoda.”
Yoda paused and looked away for a second. Then
he looked back up, once again caching Qui-gon’s gaze. “Go then.” he
said. “But the Jaron you face will not be the Jaron who you look back
to see. Remember this you must.”
Qui-gon seemed to look
distant, he only nodded in response.
“May the Force be with you.”
Yoda finished, then disconnected the transmission.
At that,
Qui-gon leaned over and set the cordenance for the Randon
system...
****
Qui-gon tried not to let the guilt pass
over him. But try as he might, he absorbed it more and more. Obi-wan
had nothing to do with this. He was not even a thought in the Force
when this happened. Yet Jaron was using him to make Qui-gon feel pain.
And what of the pain that Obi-wan may be feeling? Every time he had
tried to contact his Padawan through the Force, all he got in return
was the same darkness he had felt earlier.
Had he failed his
Padawan by not telling him about Jaron? Was he to tell his apprentice
of every former enemy? ‘No’ Qui-gon told himself. That was not the way.
He had no way of knowing that Jaron would come after him like this.
Even with the threats of revenge he made long ago. But perhaps,
because of the day, he should have seen something coming.
Master
Dundeen Hunen, Jaron’s former master, had been a great Jedi. And on
this very day, many years ago, he was killed.
This day had
always been a hard one for Qui-gon. He remembered the look on his
former friends face when he had refused to help in his attempt for
revenge. The sound of his voice when he spoke the words of a curse of
pain and suffering to the person he considered his last friend.
Qui-gon often thought of it, but it always seemed stronger on this
day.
As the years passed with no word from Jaron, he wondered
if the threat would ever be carried out. He had never thought it true.
He always believed that there was some good left somewhere in Jaron
and that he only needed help finding it. This was why he was so
unprepared for the unthinkable. But this was worse. Because it was
not his life in jeopardy, but Obi-wan’s. Would Jaron try to turn him
to the Dark Side? To lose him, as he had lost Jaron and Xanatose?
His heart wrenched at the thought.
A silent thought crossed deep
within his mind. ‘How many people must I lose?’ it said.
“Help
your Padawan it will not.” Yoda’s voice came into recollection. Qui-gon
held tight to that thought.
“Yoda is right, as usual.” He said
allowed. “My bond with Jaron is not what it once was. And the one I
hold with Obi-wan is far stronger.”
Qui-gon pushed his thoughts
of the past and of Obi-wan aside, and sat in meditation. Not knowing,
yet knowing in a way, what was to
come.
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Obi-wan sat in the pure black room; his eyes closed, breathing
heavily. It was only by sheer will that he didn’t fall clear on his
back and just sleep. If he did that then he new the darkness would
win. It would cover him completely, and take him away. He wouldn't
allow that to happen. He had fought this far. And even if the evil
still swirled in his mind, it hadn’t taken him.
Although he told
himself he was stronger than it, he wasn’t sure how much longer he
could withstand it. It had been so strong the first time, and when it
came back, it would be even stronger.
***
They were all
around him now. The people who he cared for the most, but he wasn’t
happy to see them.
One by one they were being cut down by
something he could not see...and could not fight.
He heard them
scream in pain. They were being tortured, and he was meant to watch.
There in the corner, it was Brant. He only heard her scream,
then the blood was on the floor. He tried to go to her, but the pain
in his head...he couldn’t stand. He pushed it aside and managed to get
to his feet. Then he felt things crawling on him, all over his body.
He felt the urge to brush them away, but there was nothing there.
They forced him back to his knees, and to watch another of his friends
die painfully.
“No.” he said softly. “This can’t be.” But the
worse was yet to come.
He saw a small figure before him. It was
Master Yoda. Yoda who had taught him, and who always seemed to
believe in him, who was the strongest Jedi Master, like the others,
was cut down right before him.
Obi-wan felt the fear in him
growing stronger. He had the wanted run and hide, but he could not
hide from this. It was everywhere. He then wanted to fight.
His thoughts were interrupted when a new figure came into view. It was
a tall man, with hair that went past his shoulders, and eyes the
color of a clear sky.
“Master?” Obi-wan said in horror. Knowing
what was to come. And his thoughts were correct. In the blink of an
eye, Qui-gon staggered back, pain was written on his face. Obi-wan
looked down and there was a large gash across his master’s midsection
from what looked like a lightsaber. Then, the person he considered
his father, fell dead.
“NO!” Obi-wan cried. The want to fight
suddenly because a ocean of rage that washed over him. The dark things
that griped him slowly let go, and he was on his feet.
His
teeth clenched, his body stiff, and with anger all around him, he
beckoned at the things that hurt the ones he loved.
“Come out and
face me!” he yelled into the black room, his anger only growing. Then
he felt it. The darkness seemed to be happy with his anger, urging
him to turn it to hate.
*yes* it told him, *give into your
anger, make it hate. You will become powerful and they will be
avenged.*
Obi-wan suddenly realized what was happening. Tears
formed in his eyes. This was not him he new. And what was happening
around him was not real. He would fight it like he fought any enemy,
with the Light Side of the Force.
He closed his eyes, blinking
back tears, and tiredly let his body relax as much as it would allow.
Then he concentrated on the Force, but he side he new. The side of
warmth, of goodness, and of hope. Then the vision of evil began to
fade, and he was alone in the room once more.
In that state of
mind he had almost enough strength to contact his master. But once
again the darkness crawled at him and, knowing he was weakened by his
struggles, brought him to his knees once more...
******
And
there he stayed. And although the darkness threatened to bring him
down he fought them with what little strength he had left. And he
would keep fighting until he were dead if it came to that. But he
would not give into the Dark Side.
He had come close to it
though. Even if it was only an image seeing his master fall dead was
more than he could bear. But then he remembered Jaron, and what he
had become. He understood now what Jaron had went though, and could
grasp what he had felt. But there was one thing that Jaron forgot when
it had happened; one very important thing. He forgot his master. All
of the teachings of his master, all the training, all the emotions
that he had felt for him. Jaron had gotten so caught up in himself and
his want for revenge, and he forgot it all.
‘But I will not
forget.’ Obi-wan thought silently. ‘I will never forget.’
Just then
the door opened, and Jaron strode in. He was standing over him.
Although Obi-wan didn’t look up, he could feel Jaron’s eyes piercing
through him.
“I see you have gained Qui-gon’s stubbornness as
well.” An amused Jaron said. “He never knew when to give up.”
Obi-wan looked up to where Jaron’s voice was coming. His eyes had
adjusted to the dark and he could make out the lines of the man’s face.
“I can sense your weariness, young Kanobi. Give into the dark
side. Save yourself the agony and just let go.” Jaron willed him.
Obi-wan pushed himself to his feet, his legs wavering. He shook his
head clear, ignoring the eerie things still pulling at his mind. He
once again stared at Jaron. “Never.” he said with as much confidence as
he could manage. “I will never give in. Not to the darkness...and not
to you.” Jaron looked as if he was going to speak, but before he could
his comlink buzzed.
“Yes?” he said clearly into the small
communicator.
“A ship has just landed sir.” The voice answered.
“Constunian Class.”
An ear to ear smile appeared on Jaron’s face.
“Excellent.” he replied, “Allow him to enter and have it so he finds his
way here. But captain tell the guards to be alert. We wouldn’t want
things to be to easy on him.”
Obi-wan listened in horror. Qui-gon
was being led into a trap and there wasn’t anything he could do about
it. He wouldn’t give up. Perhaps if he caught Jaron off guard. He
knew his effort would most likely be in vain, but he had to try.
*’Master don’t! Jaron...’* The pain again, in his head, stronger this
time. He instantly fell to his knees catching himself with his
hands.
“Save yourself some pain, Obi-wan.” He heard the voice say.
Obi-wan looked up at Jaron with blurred eyes.
“You can’t do this.”
Obi-wan croaked out.
“Oh yes I can. And I will.” He said
mockingly. “This is my time now young Padawan. All that is left to do
is
wait.”
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Qui-gon stepped off of the ship and started through the woods of
Randon. He could feel the point of darkness, all he needed was
follow it. He was lost in his own thoughts when he heard Obi-wan’s
voice in his mind sending him a warning. He message was cut short
though, followed by pain and darkness.
Qui-gon cringed at
Obi-wan’s pain. He managed a small smile. ‘Loyal Padawan.’ he thought
to the boy although knowing he could not hear him. ‘I know of the
dangers of which you speak. But his is the only way. The past has
caught up with me once again, and I must turn to face it.’
He
had reached his destination now. An old temple with high towers and
broken statues scattered about. The beautiful piece of ancient
architecturey was overflowing with darkness. What once might have been
a place of protection from evil, was now a pillar of evil itself.
The door was not guarded and Qui-gon casualty walked in. He
looked around as he entered, still nothing. ‘To easy.’ he thought to
himself. His senses were on full alert. All he had on his side now
was the Force.
In an instant his lightsaber was activated and
deflecting a blaster bolt that came out of the shadows. It was
followed by another, then another. But he deflected them all with
ease. From another corner came more firing. Qui-gon decided that he
best leave this place, but something pulled at his mind. He ignored
it for the time, the blaster fire becoming heavier.
He chose a
hallway and ran down it, his lightsaber still humming. He jumped back
when the Force warned him of danger, and more blaster fire came from
another hallway. He turned into another hall, yet the same thing
happened. A storm of blaster fire by the shimmery skinned Randonian’s,
and he was forced down another hallway.
‘They are driving me
somewhere.’ he knew. ‘Into the trap that Obi-wan warned of.’ Yet
wherever he was going he knew it would lead to Jaron, and Obi-wan.
Therefore he played into their game of cat and mouse. As he turned the
a corner again, he could feel the sense of doom growing.
He was
in a long corridor now, and the blaster fire was coming from behind
him. Then in a blink it was coming from ahead of him as well. He
noticed he was stopped in front of a door. It opened, and a flood of
darkness washed over him. The blaster fire becoming increasingly
heavy, he was forced inside. The door slammed shut, and there was
only darkness.
He remained calm, remembering the light.
Knowing that although the darkness was strong, he was stronger.
His lightsaber gave off a faint green glow in the darkness, but its
light wasn’t enough to see by. He stretched out with the Force to
search the room. A familiar voice pierce through the dark room.
“It is good to see you again my old friend. I have been expecting
you.”
“It has been a long time Jaron.” Qui-gon answered.
“Yes
Qui-gon.” Jaron replied amused. “A very long time.”