Darkness.....Always Darkness?

I'm in a dark room...and it's cold. I can't see anything. I just can hear the little voices. They are talking about something, but i'm too confused, and I can't hear what they are talking about...But I think, I don't know, that they are talking about me. Why? I don't have an answer to that question. And I think that i'll never know.
The thing is, that, the room is too dark, and the darkness makes me feel alone and sick. My heart is beating too slow...maybe it's the darkness...How can I stop the darkness? How can I stop something that is everywhere? I can't hide, you can't hide...I think that there's no door in this room. Or is there any door? If there's no door, what can I do, so I can see the light?
Maybe there is no light. Maybe is another trick. Now...I can feel the darkness going through my blood...then my heart will be pumping darkness through my whole body, even my brain. If the darkness thinks that my brain is a good place to stay...i'm lost. And no one, will know about it. No one will be able to help me...ever.

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