I am light but yet i am dark
I am sad but i feel no sorrow
My pain i have but a heart i no longer feel
Ripped! Torn! Wrenched from my body...
it's no longer there
I am cold yet i am hot.
I cry but my eyes will not shed any tears.
No tears stain my cheeks.
I am alone yet people always crowd me
Who are they??
I feel nothing but yet i have an ache in the place my heart use to be
I scream for help and no one hears me
Scars mark my body but no one can see them
I am both
one of the same thing
two pieces that don't fit together
Two unknowns but yet the same
I look in the mirror and see myself
Is that really me?? Or just another stranger??
 

"This is my manifesto....it probably makes no sense at all but i know what i'm saying or at least trying to say.  I've only ever met a few people that understand me and they know who they are so thank you."