My Page Dedicated To BryanI guess in a way, Bryan follows along well with the whole drug theme. He is like a drug to me. It's almost like a high for me just to be around him. He makes me feel good emotionally and I just really want to smile. I can only want more and more of him. I guess that you could say that I am addicted.We go way back. When I was only 12 and he 14, I was visiting my aunt, uncle, and 2 cousins. Bryan used to live accross the street from them. He just happened to be over visiting them. At one point in time, Bryan, my 2 cousins, and I were out in a little RV type vehicle my aunt and uncle were keeping in the front yard. Because of a dare, Bryan and I ended up kissing. And we kept on, just kissing (we were innocent then) for about 1/2 an hour, until my mom came in the RV and caught us. Boy did I get a lecture. Of course it was nothing but innocent kissing. But I still got in trouble. And that was the last I heard of him. Ten years later, my cousin, Chris, got married to Charice. My cousin Angela had just recently seen Bryan in Publix and had gotten him invited to the wedding reception. Of course the fact that Bryan and Chris used to be best friends when they lived accross the street from each other might have helped the invitation. At the reception, I walked around being bored and feeling sick. I didn't want to be involved with anyone ther because aside from my family, I relaly didn't know anyone. And then it happened. In walks this handsome (very good looking), clean cut guy. I kind of thought that he stuck out. He really didn't seem to fit in with the other guests. He had his hair cut nice and short. He was clean shaven. He was wearing a nice, blue, pressed shirt, a tie, and tan slacks, with dress shoes. I was rather interested, but I figured the feeling was not mutual. So, as I was putting food on Tyler's and my plate, Byran was on the other side getting his food and Angela was in front in of me. Angela decies that this momentarily the time to introduce me to him. So the conversation precedes like this: Angela: So, Erin, do you remember Bryan? (She had a big grin on her face the whole time) Me: Bryan? Bryan? Bryan!?! Oh....Bryan!! (This statement was made with a very red face.) Angela: *Giggle* *Giggle* *Giggle* Bryan: Should I know who you are? Me: *Very red in the face from embarassment* *All of us walk over to the table to sit down and eat* Me: *Still red in the face and embarassed* Bryan: *Beginning to turn red in the face from embarassment* Me: So, um, what have you been up to since I last saw you? Bryan: Um, I graduated from high school and have a job from UPS. Me: Wow! Bryan: Um, yeah! Me: Wow! Bryan: Yeah! Me: Um, so, how are you, um, doing? *Still red* Bryan: I'm ok! You? *Still red* Me: Um, ok! So, you get an idea of how our conversation went the rest of the reception. Of course I very much so semmed to notice that he couldn't keep his eyes off me. If he wasn't watching me, he was over talking to me. We really got picked on later about the whole thing. Especially since every time Bryan was on tape, he was with me. Well, at that point, we only exchanged email addresses. But being as slick as I was, I went and found his phone number on the internet and called him. He's come and seen me and I have to see him several times since then. And I can strongly say that we are in love. I would do anything for him. And I don't ever want to hurt him. I hope that he know that! I dedicate this page to him.
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