You said your life was over You said it had to end You said you had to kill yourself Because you didn't have a friend I told you I'd be there for you When you were feeling down But you didn't hear what I said to you You just looked at me with a frown I tried my best to stop you From taking that pill I told you it was dangerous I told you it would kill You didn't really seem to care You just wanted to leave You wanted to leave me all alone Leave me so I could grieve Now I'm alone without a friend Nobody I can turn to My life will never be the same Because I will never see you Useless What's the point Of living It's not like I'm wanted Or loved What's the point Of being alive It's not like anyone cares Or understands Everyday is worse Than the last The feeling that's around me Hate Nobody wants me around I'm invisible Unloved Useless Cutting my skin To see the blood Hoping my life Will end Would You Be Happy If I Was Gone? What has happened to my life When did it come crashing down When did it change from good to bad When did it make my whole world drown Why do you yell at me Make me feel small Why do you always take it out on me And make me feel two inches tall Why do you torture me Day after day Why do you make me feel ugly By the hurtful things you say What would you do if you woke up this morning And saw a gunshot in my head Would you be happy Knowing I was dead My Love For You Why do I always feel this way Day after endless day Why do I love you so Why can't I just let you go Is it because true love will last Or is it because it grows so fast I'll never know if it is wrong Or why my love for you has lasted this long I can't believe you've never known How much my love for you has grown I just wish I wasn't shy For I would tell you my love will never die Over And Over I Fall As I look down below The ground is spinning Flashing before my eyes I fall Tumbling Drowning Over and over I fall No light Just dark No smiles Just frowns Over And over I fall To my death Live The Life I don't Want to live Live the life I face everyday I don't Want to face Another day Alone Take me Away from this place Let me live my life With a different face Some day I will fly Away from my hell To a place up high I will never let me be Afraid to fly Afraid to cry Afraid to die Crying Out For You Time goes by so endlessly I feel like I could fly But when I think about you leaving me I just want to curl up and die I know I wont forget About the things you used to do But deep inside my soul My heart is crying out for you I always hear your voice But I can never see your face I try so hard to touch you But there's just an empty space I never want to let you go I don't want you to leave My heart is ripping up inside More than you could believe How could I live another day Without you by my side How could I face the world again Knowing you just died That Horrible Place Wandering deep in the forest Afraid and all alone Hearing noises all around My heart is turning to stone I'm almost afraid to turn around For fear of what I'll see Scared that I will be attacked And have the life sucked out of me Walking back the way I came Never turning around Drowning out the noises I hear Trying not to make a sound Finally made it out alive With a relieved smile on my face Promising myself to never go back To that horrible place |
