| Resignation I want to love you I want you to love me I need you to feel me Why do you ignore me? What's wrong with you? What's wrong with me? I don't know anything anymore You complicate things Why can't you love me? Why can't you feel me? Don't I matter to you? Why do I try? I give up | Penitence I'm sorry I cheat I'm sorry I lie I'm sorry I steal I'm sorry I can't be The friend you want me to be I'm sorry I can't share My secrets with you I'm sorry if you think I'm hiding something from you I'm sorry you're right I'm sorry I can't live this life | Letting Go If you could only see inside To see the part of us that's died You wouldn't have to wonder why I hold it back I only cry I know it's hard letting go But this is for the best I know You don't love me, you say you do But give it time and you'll see it's true There were too many times of doubt Too many times I was left without A shread of hope, a shread of love I could only pray to above Letting go is the hardest thing to do Letting go, I didn't want to hurt you Letting go, Maybe you will see Letting go is the best for you and me |
| My Letter to the world This is my letter to the world My voice My dream My thought When you fell, who picked you up? Not me? Ha, certainly not. I'm never there for you, is that so? Yeah, well, fuck you too. Stab me in the back, bitch I've come to expect it Your problems magically become mine Your voice Your dream Your thought Your self appreciating, pathological existence Eating me alive until I am Just a shell of my former self. Fuck the parasitic perseity that's gnawing At my very soul, my very life... Most importantly, my happiness. That green-eyed devil clawing out The windows to my soul, Annihilating any chance of delectation I may have possessed. Next time you fall, don't look my way After all, I'm never there for you, right? |
