My Online journal!!!

July 5th, 2002!

Hello hello hello, not much going on just came back from Kori's! I had a very very very happy 4th of july!!!!!!!!!Today I went to see MIB II with Kori,Max,Jostin,and Gabe!!!!!! Jostin yelled at us it was funny!!!I'm having car trouble hope it gets better so i can do something tomarrow! Nothing else to say exept I am so so so so so so so so so so HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!ARF!!!^_^

~SMURFY!!!!

July 6th, 2002!

HI everyone, just came back from Kara's suprise party.....it was fun fun fun!!!!!!!God i dont understand life......I hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!akkkkkk and im going crazy i miss him!!!!!!!!I better see people tomarrow!!!!!or i'll kill something!!!!weeeeeeee woooooooo!!!!!!! ahhhhh i feel so wonderfull,confused, overjoyed, and angry all at the same time.....I havent feelet this way about someone since adam!!!!ahhh sweet sweet sweet!!!!well nothing else to say...

~SMURFY!!!

July 7th, 2002

hey, not to much happened today, i went to see "hey arnold" the movie with max and gabe it was fun!!!!!!then i bought a phone(dont ask!)and we hung out in the entrey way of Dillards(again dont ask)and eat freeze- dryed ice cream it was very special(tee hee). i dont understand myself i never think when i do something stupid like i should, and when i do something that shouldent take much thought i sit a plan it all out. god i hate myself sometimes!

~SMURFY

July 8th, 2002(morring)

Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, me has to go to camp today!!!!!!!!!me not wannna go!!!!!!!ohh well i guess i must do my part and have my influce on all the little children so they can grow up to be as sick and twisted as me!or they will run home crying to there parents about how psycho one of the counclers is.........one of the two........welll i got to go get ready....wish me luck....or actually wish the campers good luck....

~SMURFY

July 8th, 2002,(later)

hello, well im back form camp.....it was ok....the kids are cool....yep yep....bye for now

~SMURFY

July 9th, 2002

hey everybody................................ok iv got a question why the hell did no one tell me it said june untell today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!oh well, well anyways camps going ok......the kids are cool i guess.and im about half-way done with the first week(wahoo!)hopefully i'll do something cool this weekend like go to cliffs!!!!^_^ and i really wanna meet kori's dad!but as fun as the little kids are i realllllly miss my friends and i cant wait to see them!!!!!!!!

~SMURFY

July 11, 2002

hello everyone...sorry i diden't write yesterday.....camp be going well(one more day WAHOO!!)today a lady came and talked to the kids about the gallpoges(?) islands, then we made animals, then we took the kids out-side for snack(no rain today so we could do more stuff outside)then the kids played slip-and-slide. just got back........ my most humble appoligezes to max and gabe....iam so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so(and so on) sorry!!!!!please guys next time i come up with a plan like that figure it well blow-up in my face cuz most all of them do, and MAKE me do it your ways!!!!!! well anyways hopefully i can do something after camp tomarrow(i'll plan it out your way)later dayz 4 now

~SMURFY

July 12, 2002

Hi everyone well today was the last day of camp....untill monday!oh well a whole week-end to do stuff with my friends!!!!(wahoo.....i guess if we actually did stuff!)well anyways just got back from the PPG movie with max,kori, gabe an hue...it was fun fun fun(it could have been funner but oh whell)We hung out after the movie at the mall and played with some 12 yearolds from the skate park and just diden't really do much....we really diden't do much....at all!!!!Koris dad picked us up.....(i finally got to meet the mysterious Mr.Mansfield!!!....ohh eery....lol)Its reallly creepy he looks NOTHING like kori AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!welll nothing else to report so later dayz 4 now....

~SMURFY

July 13,2002

Hey everyone well i hade a buisy day!!! first i got picked up by kori and her dad and went to James birthday party untill like 2:30 he is soooooo CUTE!!!!and haley was there hahahahahahha haley is soooooooo FUN!!!!!!then i went to Madrid and ate lunch and went to shops. then we went to the sski basing and hung out.........then kori and i went to the movies and ran around the mall.......all and all was an ok day.....tomarrow we be going to the zooo.......I LOVE THE ZOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~SMURFY

July 14,2002

Hey..............I had a GREAT day!!!!!!!!!!!it was wonderful!!!!first Max and Gabe came over this morring and then Kori and her dad picked us up to go the zoo.....so we went to the zoo and a first her dad follwed us around so we ran off and hid but he found us and got mad but somehow i reasoned with him(its really funny i cna reason with other peoples 'rents but not my own) and gabe, kori, max and i got to walk around alone....and we had fun...LOTS of fun!!!! then we went to a movie in abq lots more FUN!!!!(hehheheheheh)then came home it was a really HAPPY FUN JOYFULL daY!!!!!!!!!!

~SMURFY

July 16, 2002

Hey everyone whats up?me,... ahhhhhh i'm in heaven!!!!(uhh not really but its a nice thought!)well i had a wonderfully swell day it was just super!!!well at camp i got threatned by the children(yipps! it was SO scary)then Tashia came and visited me, that was fun it made me feel so special...then we went to Holly's party witch was a TON-O fun!!!Kori, Billy, Ben, Max(yah^_^), Gabe, Mallory, Ruth, Addison, Tashia, and of course Holly were there......I hade a really good time, but Max an Gabe hade to leave early *wimper* but i had fun with him whill he was there, LOTS of fun!!!! I dont know if it was overly happy cuz well obviously it was happy(yay!!!!!)or overly depressing cuz the fact that i'll have to wait 2 more weeks untell i get more*cry*:( ohh well it was great whill it lasted!!!

~SMURFY

July 18, 2002

hey, everyone, tomarrow i leave for da Grand Canyon with day Kori.....should be fun...and hopefully it will take my mind of missing max*wimper*well i'll tell you all about it when i get back..........nothing happened today went to work or as kori likes to call it volitary torcher(hehe^_^) Other than that nothing sept'my parent are being jackass's but what esle is new?

~SMURFY

July 19th, 2002

Hey everybody..................i be in gallup NM with kori heheheheehhehe...fun fun fun i guess!we be here tomarrow too then we go to the grand canyon!!!!!I HAVE A PRETTY FLASHY RED LIGHT.....IT MAKES ME HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*flashy flashy falshy flashy falshy...etc*

~SMURFY

July 23, 2002

Hey everyone....i be back home from the Grand Canyon....and boy oh boy did we have fun fun fun (dispite all the times kori tryed to kill me....tyring to throw me of the edge(several times) drowning me, hitting my head, bug spraying me and so on!)!!!!!!!!!!!weeeeeee^_^ but im back and glad to be home!!!!!!hehehehehhehe but then on sunday i leave for las vegas...oh joy(ya right)well its late i be on in the morring.....oh and one more thing I MISSS MAX WAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

~SMURFY

July 24, 2002

fun day fun day, or as the dreaded kori would say "good times good times"weeeeeeeeeeee^_^i went to the mall with Kori,Gbae and Lyle and saw "Stuert Little", then we went and played with Tashia and Kyle....fun fun fun!!!!!!!!I went to ABQ tonight and got pants(yay!)and some lemonaid that tasted kind of funny...hummm...i wonder.....oh well.Im very desturbed cuz the monter on my computer is broken so i cant talk to anyone!(im on my 'rents computer right now they dont have AIM!)well later dayz 4 now...

~SMURFY

July 25,2002

Hey everyone, not too much to say only updates are gatorchild had he kitties, thers 7 all black sept for one white(how the hell it got that color is beond me!!!)And I have my computer back YAY!!!!!!!nothing else...my life is pretty boring!!!

~SMURFY

July 27, 2002

Hey everyone.......im overlly depressed and i hate my parents!I have to go to stupid las vegas tomarrow on a "family trip" sounds like it will be a ton of fun considering the all are mad at me and i hate them!oh joy fun fun fun<--------------sarcasem!

~SMURFY

Aguest 3,2002

Hey everyone...well im finally back yay!!!!!!!it wasent that bad actually 'sept i miss you all soooooooooooooooooooooooo much!I saw my cousen from isrial and my aunt and her boyfriend. And i went on a very fun rollercoaster that was pretty cool and we stayed at the paris hotle whitch would have been relly cool if kori was there...(paris is our special special place hehe)but i got really sick on early friday morring and i was sick all day yesterday and i became abnormally weak and i fanted in the parking lot and hit my head...but its not the first time iv hit my head obviously hehehe!but i feel much better now....but i still can't go to kori's party...which totally sux oh well!theres always a next time i guess later dayz

~SMURFY

August 4,2002

well hello everyone, I had a pleasent day!yay!!!!!!I finally saw max after 2 and ahalf weeks YAY!!!!!!!!and kori and gabe too!!!!!!!!oh joy very happy!!!!!!!We went to go see "The Master of Disguise"....ask me how it was i would not know....not becuase i was having fun with max the whole time hehehheheh(although i did have fun with him)But anyways i feel asleep on his shoulder...i feelt really bad!oh well then i couldent walk......koris here YAY!

~SMURFY

August 6, 2002

well i'm overlly depressed and i have no idea why cuz i had a pretty good day. I went to the rec center with Kori, Tashia,Gabe and Max......it was fun...pretty much...then some spooky stalker guy came...he was odd...very odd...then we went in the rain oh god i love the rain soooooooooooo much!Yah that was pretty magical.......but nothing really explanes why im so down in the dumps...oh well maby i feel better tomarrow

~SMURFY

August 8th 2002,

Hey everyone well yesterday i feelt better untill i talked to gabe about some stuff and i became overlly overlly depressed.....but gladly all is a-ok now...*few*.....thank god it is...yesterday i went to see "country bears" with kori, max and gabe.....it was a very very happy movie!Today i hung out at home and hoped to have some dami-time, but my dad made me answer phoners for his buesness all i wanted to do was sleep!i should have gone to the movies with max.....damn me damn!....oh well tomarrow im going to the beach with him that should be a ton of fun!YAY!!!!!

~SMURFY

August 9, 2002

HEY hey hey everyone!!!!!!!!!!weeeeeeeeeeeee^_^ fun fun fun hehehheheh im all hyped up on frozen ice cream weeeeeeeeeeeeee^_^ hehehhehehhehehe i went to the Beach with max, lorenzo,kori, and tahisa.....lots and and lots of fun very very happy!!!!!!!!!!!Kori and Tashia are spending the night YAY!!!!!!!hahahhahahahahahahhahahah fun fun fun!!!!!!!!!!!hahahahhahahah im going to get more ice cream now hehehehheheh so ii'll talk to you later.....

~SMURFY

August 10, 2002

Hello 'ello, well today i went to go see "xXx" with Max,Tashia, and Kori(yes i know i said i'd never see that movie and that it looked like the WORST movie ever)but it was pretty ok....a littel korny but pretty ok.In generl im pretty ok too.......I had a lot of fun with tashia and kori last night fun fun fun......but then max got me sad...cuz somethings wrong with him he wont tale me why....grrrrr...i cant stand not knowing things like that!well im going to go now i guess later...

~SMURFY

August 11,2002

Hello everyone....well another day lerks by bringing us closer and closer tell the first day of school....damn!.....well today i went to the rec center with Max and Erica*growl* oh well it was fun for the most part...it was pretty funny watching Max continue to "jokingly" destroy erica in the water.teehee*_*.Tomarrow i regester for school i wanna go early so i can see max.......i think as kori would say it, that "im in heat" or something cuz im hornyer than usuall yes i know im always horny....i mean i wouldent be dami if i wasent horny it just who i am....but right now I want nothing more than to act on my urges...and make sweet passionate monkey love to max right now.....wow im getting kind of creepy.....it will probly have worn off by tomarrow and i'll be back to my normal horny self and i'll keep my sick and twisted thoughts to myself.....growlllll

~SMURFY

August 12th, 2002

Well today was school regestration, only 7 days...wow...its really sneaking up on us!It went by ok 'sept we went at 9 and relized that we forgot my birth certefict so we had to come back and get then we went at 10 and they never even asked us for it!*growl* Well i was there all morring, but i got to see a lot of people like Max(like i never see him hehehe)Jesusita,Neil,Nick,Scott,James,Deanne, Seth, Andrew,Ben,Kerian(?)im soooooo happy iv missed him soooo much!,Even,Skyler, and some other people too....oh Tashia's stalker too......ewwwwwwwww!poor poor kori with have to deal with him...ewwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!so so gross!!!!!!then the rest of today i just hung out! I really really wanted to go downtown for some reason...but i diden't oh well...

~SMURFY

August 14 2002

Happy happy happy day! Very fun!First I went downtown with Max and Tashia....There was some crappy Elvis epersonator sining and i really wanted to guy play with him, but Max wouldent let me!:(And then i found a Mint in a random park....i was SO happy!but Max wouldent let me eat it cuz I found it, and it was sticky and slimy..he thew it over a fence so i couldent get it!*wahhhhhhhh*Then i found some yellow=lemon candy thingy on the ground and i ate it before max could stop me....but i dont think it was such i good idea...cuzz it tasted really funny...huummmm...then i got some lemonaid that burned, it was funky.Then my mommy came for me and took me home...where i played ping-pong with my brother,Clair, and Becca...fun fun!Then my brother took me too the mall and i played airhocky with him..he beat me...crap....i think i'll go kill myself now....but 3 of the points i knocked the puck in myself so he dident win cuz of his skills!Then i went to go see "My big fat greek wedding" with Max and Tashia....(please oh please dont kill me kori!)...it made me abnormall happy...untill it ended at 9 and i saw perry...*growll!*...Then I played airhocky with Max..beat him!...yes!...he better as hell not have let me win!!!....i dont think he did....then Tashia's mom came for us and took me and max home.......and here i am now......all and all a very very happy day!!!Only one day tell school!*wimper*This saturday im doing everything and i mean everything...it will be a great day.....hopfully a perfect ending to a perfect summer...

~SMURFY

August 15,2002

sigh.......my last day of freedom...sigh.....and you know how i spent it?I read a freaken book.....now dont get me wrong it was a really good book, and i enjoyed it a lot....but i mean on my last day of summer youd think id do something exiting, fun, and dangerious.....oh well...i guess i have sunday to live life to me fullest!tomarrow night im spendint the night at Jessica Wood's....should be a ton of fun then Saturday im going school shoping in Abq with kori....so untill then later dayz

~SMURFY

August 17,2002

awwwww folled again...well not really folled just not able to go to W21,but this time it wasent cuz my plan failed its just that i had the chose of going downtown today then going home with Tashia so then id be able to go to W21, or going school shoping with in Abq with kori..well since i REALLY needed shirts i went to ABQ...oh well at least i have some clothes to wear to school now...speaking of school...i guess i'll tell you about my "jump-start"day....well it was really cool cuz i got to see everyone iv missed all summer and a few people from 6th grade....but i was and still am SO lost!I have no idea how the hell i will survive at that school...i am lost very very very lost!And to make matters worse, on monday there will be upper-classman there out for my destruction whill im wondering the school searching for my class!I am sooooooooooooooooooooo not going to leave to see Tuesday!ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!1*wimper**wimper*....well on a more joyess leavel last night i spent the night at Jessica Woods for an all girl cook-out, and kara and kori, and tall Jessica were ther it was SUPER SUPER fun!Then today was fun in Abq today too, but i was pretty tiered.well tomarrow be my last freeday...my last day of freedom!!!!!!!noooooooooooooooooo!!!!

~SMURFY

August 18,2002

ahhhhhhhhh cant breath....im so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so scared!!!!!!!!!!!im not going to make it tomarrows my first day of school...i wont survive!!!!!!!!!!i will not live to see tuesday!!!!!!!!*wimper*

~SMURFY

August 19,2002

well you guys i survived i acyually made it threw the day!Im so proud of myself!yay!And suprisingly my day was pretty ok i guesss

~SMURFY

August 20,2002

Hey everyone at the time im confused and I dont really know what is what in my life this song pretty much explains how i feel........i guess:

I don't want you to give it all up

and leave your own life collecting dust

and I don't want you to feel sorry for me

you never gave us a chance to be

And I don't need you to be by my side

and tell me that everything's all right

I just wanted you to tell me the truth

you know I'd do that for you

So why are you running away?

why are you running away?

I did enough to show you that I

was willing to give and sacrifice

and I was the one who was lifting you up

when you thought your life had had enough

and when I get close you turn away,

there's nothing that I can do or say

so now I need you to tell me the truth

you know I'd do that for you

So why are you running away?

why are you running away?

Is it me? Is it you?

nothing that I can do

to make you change your mind

Is it me? Is it you?

nothing that I can do

is it a waste of time?

Is it me? Is it you?

nothing that I can do

to make you change your mind

So why are you running away?

why are you running away?

(what is it I have to say?)

so why are you running away?

(to make you admit you're afraid)

why are you running away?

~SMURFY

august 22,2002

hey, schools ok...no ones got me yet...but its only the first week...they'll get me yet they'll get me!!!!!!luckly iv made some friends im sooooo proud of myself...oh and iv got some good news and some bad neww....good news is my parents are letting me have the labor day party i wanted...bad news is...ther inviting all the parents too!!!!!ahhhh my life is trash!I feel really horribal right now....this world would be such a happyer place with out me!Everyone would be a hell of a lot better with me gone!

~SMURFY

August 24,2002

Hello everyone....well i had a pretty good day i went too go see "blue crush" with Max Gabe and Tashia!Fun fun fun!!!!!!teeeheee.Oh and i saw mrs.Runyan YAY!!!

~SMURFY

August 27,2002

My life is trash! First of all my parents arnt letting me go to the 3eb concert like i was supossed....i was looking soooooooooooo forword to it!and i also cant have my party but i guess thats ok!Then to make my life worse my best friend kori is pissed at me she says i spend too much time with max and i never do anyhting with her anymore!well iv got news for you kori....i try i try ALL the time to do stuff with you oyur always too buesy or some other excuse!id LOVE to do more stuff with you, but i dont see you trying to set something up!And the whole ant thing you and i have been friends for over 4 1/2 years you know i can't stand ANYONE(including max in which i have gotten mad at before for THREATING to hurt an ant)Hurting animals of any kind.....you know that kori!

~SMURFY

September 2,2002

well once again all things are a-ok in my life.....kori and i worked things out...so were fine.What else is new is that my brother left for college so i no longer have him around to piss me off he left on wednesday along with my dad, but my dad came back yesterday, also i got my ear perced i know i too thought i would never do it but i did on one side at the top a dark blue ring.And also this weekend i went to the "movies" with max and gabe and kori.....lots and lots of F-U-N in woods!!!!!EEEP exept for the chain-saw murder who tryed to come for us!!!!!!!!!!Then Kori spent the night, and yesterday we went to the "rec center" with Max and Gabe once again we had more F-U-N!!!!Only under a bridge this time at that park near the GC3.....humm i like it down there! he he he.....today i just hung out at home....sleepet mostly.....hummm ME WANTS GO FIND MORE BRIDGES!!!....oh and oh ya happy labor day to all!

~SMURFY

September 4,2002

2 months...wahoo!!!thats about the only happy thing thats happened to me today!Well i can no longer go to Zozobra.....my parent want to ruin my life completly dont they?Im so so so so sick of it!!!!!!!!I hate it I hate it I hate it!!!!!Why do they do this to me???'_!

~SMURFY

September 6, 2002

Hey hey, well whille everyone was out having fun at zozbra last night, i was stuck here at home weeding *sigh* yes it sucked, but i supossed it could have been worse........today i went to school then went downtown with da max...and later gabe joined us.......lots of fun fun.....tomarrow im going downtown at like 10 or so then probly hanging most of the day......if anyone wants to join me call me @ 982-6690 tonight(im up pretty late) or before 9:30 tomarrow....we do something.

~SMURFY

September 7,2002

What a great day i had!It ALMOST(well not really but oh well) made up for not being able to go to zozobra.First i went downtown at 10 this morring and watched the pet parade with my 'rents...then at 11 i met up with tashia and we hung out for a bit and bought silly string.Then we went and found Max and Gabe and ambushed them with it.....it was sooooooooo fucking sweet!We got them really good too!Then we hide from the cuz we figured they would try to get revenge but they found us and we were fine....so we just hung out downtown with them for awhile and i saw a shit-load of people i know......'Zo,Zoe,Bridget,Matt,Alisha,Gina,Jesusita(hehe they're wiping me!),peter,Edwin,Lauren,Leslie and Amanda(bleh!),Catie,Holly Smith,Dara,Jake,Dannial,cj,Sophie,Serena,Mia,and alot others.Then after that about 2:30 we took the bus to the college of santa fe to go see a free concert of dead-man jaquin and some other band....but the first band really sucked and they hurt max's ears so we left and went to the new skate-park...which was pretty boaring for me and tashia but we talked to some guy for a bit....then we went to a gas station and got some ice-cream....and me and max made-out in a public restroom(YES!!!!!)then we took the bus to the mall and hung out tell my 'rents came for me.......and i left a note for kori...i hope she got...i really missed you today...i hope you hade fun too...luv ya always kori!

~SMURFY

September 9,2002

Hey everyone.....im just feeling so so, right now......i hate all these stupid mood swings im constintly going threw...one minute im as happy as a shrub next im overlly depressed....like now!I just feel so worthless sometimes, like i do more bad than good!I hate this feeling!Then today i was overlly horny...well i was just as horny as ever i just diden't keep it to myself today...Why am i always like this?I know im not ready to do anything...but i dont get why i want to sooooooooo bad though!But i supossed if i really want it that bad then its probly worth waiting for.And im glad iv got such good friends who look out for me.........you guys are all the best ever!!!!!thanx

~SMURFY

September 10,2002

Well i guess theres not much to report.....pleasent day cuz it rained!I love the rain sooooo much!I had lots of fun in it!Other than that school went....well school is school so im guessing you can guess how school went.And right now iv become overlly obssed with musicals....hummm oddish i guess..."Reproduction, reproduction! Baby, give it to me now. Reproduction, reproduction! Is that all you think about? Reproduction! Come on baby show me that you really love me so! Ohhh, I think I'm gonna throw up! Where does the pollen go?"

~SMURFY

September 29,2002

Sorry its been so long i got in trouble........im depressed constintly i hate myself nothing else is new.

~SMURFY

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