Falling in the dark
I'm walking in the dark, amongst the shadows
The shadows of my thoughts, my dreams, my memories
All which are dark, scary, unhappy, sad
I walk through this alone, unarmed
Apon every though, I stumbble
Apon every dream, I fall
Apon every memory, I hit
I hit the ground
Just like I always have
No one there to back me up and catch me
No on there to pick me up, and tell me its ok
No one to kiss and hold me, and make the pain go away
I just get back up
More slowly each time
Each time hurting more, crying more, bleeding more
Until one day, I won't want to get up
I'll just lay there
With the horribles shadows
The shadows of my thoughts, my dreams, my memories
All which now indulege me
I can't close my eyes, for they are everywhere
Like a mirror, when I look at myself
I see the hurt
I see the tears
I see the blood
Maybe i'll die of the hurt, which is so unbearble
Maybe i'll die of drowning, which the tears flood
Maybe i'll die of bleeding, of the razor that cuts
Maybe... we will never know, till that day happens
But for now, I get up
More slowly than the last
More hurt than the last
But I do get up
by Sara Stebbeds
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