Someone once told me that I知 a bitch. And although I can be a bitch, I知 not a bitch. I知 not a happy person, but I知 not un-happy. I知 in the equilibrium between the two. There are parts in my life that are nice and happy, and there are parts that I hate and wish had never happened. Mainly there are bad parts. Someone once told me I have a very gloomy out-look on life. And I acknowledge that I do. I dont find my life happy. Yes, there are nice and happy moments, but they are just that. Moments do not last a life-time, and although you can always look back and recall them, they last for maybe minutes and then you snap back into reality and realize that life sucks.
And I remember when I wrote that, but those were days that are long past, life is a little easier now. My familys changed, but I have more ppl in it now too. And now life is better, I have a better outlook. I am thankful for my friends. I値l start with the people that go to my school.
i think one of the most imp. ppl in my life is Brian. He's been there for me through it all, even when I didnt want him there or I pushed him away. he always makes me feel so beautiful. Like the world is really simple, not confusing like I thought it was. he makes me so happy, even when i'm mad at him, he makes me laugh. I can never really stay mad at him too long, he's too cute. lol. And even all the stupid things i've done, the really stupid mistake I made over the summer, he stuck by me. And I saw how much he cared, that maybe Brian is one guy who won't desert me. He's my little puppy, I just love it when he hugs me, I feel so happy. Lol i'm gonna stop bein all mushy. ROFL.
My chem crew if you will call them that, mufasa/My wife, fifi/My lover or bitch, tinkerbell and pumpa/Iago/My husband and I laugh mostly all period, even if we are doing something in class. We also laugh at Pumba/Iago and whenever Mr. Lopez does his dance to the period tables and back to the board someone whispers somethin and we usually crack up. There are so many inside jokes I probably couldnt pick a favorite but it would have to be between Ape Shiticus and Britney dancing naked on the throne naked during ceremonys. hehehehe LOL! Remember guys- physics is called a penis! rofl
In theology fifi and I used get bored and make fun of Mr. Madar and his dinners with his mommy! Lol. Unfortunetely fifi left so now im bored and curly is usually fallin asleep so im left all alone. Mufasa and how he undresses everyone with his eyes! Curly, well we just pretty much at everything our retarded teacher does.
Drama was kool cause we all made asses of ourselves and had fun doing it. We had babys in the class, including the guys! LOL (inside joke ofcourse!) and my mummy (hehehe) is in the class and so is Natalie and we all laugh about how retarded the school is and just plainly crack on guys in general. Drama ended so now we just bother ms. Anderson after school and in the morning before school. Brian and I finally made everyone happy by finally getting together! so sorry it took so long guys! we can thank the midsummer night's dream set! rofl.
Outside of school, yes I do have a life, my friends and I make asses of ourselves in public. Icky Bicky likes to have us yell the craziest things in public and im just waitin until we go to rehab together for 28 days, our parents think it will be very soon. And we remember the x-mas dinners when a simple lil plastic barrel could entertain us for hours! Lol (inside joke again). Farmer Bob trips a lot, hehehe (remember Dadeland when we went x-mas shoppin!!!! lol), and we like to remember her birthday party and how we made her wear the crown! Lol that was a fun time. Ranger Joe likes to fall and grab guys privates ROFL (inside joke about ice skatin hehehe). We all have fun and sorry guys if these things are embarrasin but their hilarious.
My boys and I go out and play football in the mud and like to roll around in it. (that was directed to Scooby, lol) We havent all gone out in awhile but we will soon. And we will come home w/ bruises the size of our heads and exhausted but well be laughin so hard. And don稚 worry guys- you are all still my booty partners! LOL.
I really dont know what else to say, im not very interestin and I hope you guys like readin a lil bout me. I dont wanna write about my life and shit like that. I am although going to leave you with a few quotes:
-pain is the doorway to life
-your path in life is lived how you make it out to be
-you must love yourself before you love another. By accepting yourself and fully being you, your simple presence can make others happy.
-happiness cannot come from without, it must come from within.
-love is not abuse
-real men dont rape
-never try to avoid the consquences of a situation because you may miss the good outcome and the people that could result from it.
And my favorite- there is a great deal of pain in life and perhaps the only pain that can be avoided is the pain from trying to avoid pain.
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