PATHES

slight misrepresentations in my mind
not understanding the right path to take
each path is blurred with shadows and lies
my final choice is lost in oblivion

trying to find my way
threw these contorted images
trying to find my way
but my struggle continues

not knowing which way to go
i stick to the one less traveled
the path which no one takes
the path in which no one follows

trying to find my way
threw these contorted images
trying to find my way
but my struggle continues

i find myself all alone
with no one to fall back on
no other path to take (or) *no other choice to make*
the wrong choice has been made

trying to find my way
threw these contorted images
trying to find my way
but my struggle coninutes
trying to find my way
but my death is where it ends


DEATH

worry no more
for soon i will be dead
the preasures of every day life
have overcrowded my head

soon i will be dying
having no fears to overcome
i will be free from this
not worried about what's to come

you will think i'm sleeping
but cold i will be
unaware of my surroundings
nowhere else to flee

it will be joyful to me
everything cleared from my head
no more tomorrow
for soon i will be dead


DIE!

i'm still yours?
where the hell have you been?
we've been brokeup for months
can you not see this?

i don't love you anymore
get away from me!
we aren't together!
now i am free

free from you
and all your limitations
free to do my own thing
without the stipulations

we didn't have any love
all we had was sex
sex i have no more
our relations was to complex

we weren't meant to be together
i hate you i cannot lie
go find yourself another
and hang yourself to die


CARPENTER MAN

poor innocent halluciantions
making you think you're larger then life
brought up on the teachings of god
making you think you're someones christ

immaculate conceptions and immaculate lies
going round like you're gonna save us all
you got caught beaten and scorned
and they beleive you will rise after the fall

teach what you beleive if you must
say what you feel is all true
but for you trying to convertus all
why the fuck should we worship you?

just because you think you're god's son
just because you have good morals in a book
just because you say you walk on water
why couldn't anyone take a closer look?

the only reason i bother is small
but i don't want to offend the majority
blessed are the skeptics, i say
eventhough i'm the minority

so all the believing ones out there
keep seeing your man in everything you can
and maybe you'll realize one day
you're watching your steps to meet a carpenter man

BUT WHY?

now she wants to be my friend
but i really don't need her
she wasnts us to be together
but why?

why do you want me now?
you could have had me years ago
but now i've found another love
and it's not you

as much as i try not to let it hurt
i still remember how it all felt
the pain that you had placed inside
but why?

why do you want me now?
you could have had me years ago
but now i've found another love
and it's not you

i still see your face
everywhere i look around
the feeling that your following me
but why?

why do you want me now?
you could have hd me years ago
but now i've found another love
and it's not you


THE FEELING OF REJECTION

how can rejection hurt a person so much?
rejection... just a 9 letter word.  rejection...
something no person wants. you would never want to be
alone.  no one around... its the fear that all peole
have.  but why do we fear being alone?  is it the fact
of having no one around for suppot?  the fact of
people not liking you?  everybody is afraid of being
rejected.  it is the number 1 gear in the world.
REJECTION.  its somthing people should face.
they should know that everybody is rejected at
one point in their life.  its soemthing people go
through as a whole.  not just one individual person.