2.
How
do you think about this world in the year 2305 ?
"If still being lucky, this world will exist.
I feel like humans now are forced by some stimulation that happens in each
one's mind, which can lead to catastrophe that you can't know. Therefore,
if they haven't changed themself, this world may be broken down, and what
humans have now will start from zero again, won't they ? I think something
will start if it's decreed by fate. Currently, the condition of the world
is getting close to be over soon. I think, without the World War II, populations
in this world might have been over 10 billion. Food wouldn't be enough
although there're high technologies now. War might seem to be bad
thing, but if there's no bad thing happening, I think a human is only a
cell which has meaningless."
3.
If
you get a chance to be a film director, how will your film be ? However,
there's a condition that members of MM must be lead actors.
"Characters in my film may be not humans. I'd like it to be a silent
film. If there're dialogues, nobody can act. I'm talking about the film,
not history or causal relations(laughs). Do you know cartoon "Gon" ? It's
about Dinosaur, no dialogue. The story went on by pictures. When you read
the introduction of this cartoon, you'll be moved that "Is there this kind
of cartoon ?" Actually, there're some movies like this cartoon, but not
good. About character setting, I'd like everybody acts as spirit. The title
will be "Malice Mizer and funny friends" or "Nice Middle and funny friends"(laughs).
There will be a joke in a serious matter. When the movie ends, you will
see ones who are laughing, and ones who sigh, or ones who don't leave their
seats. I think this kind of movie is quite good. Mr.Taro said, "Hard acting
is comedy acting." I agree because, if you have an experience
of crying or being sad, you can play. On the other hand, acting to make
audiences laugh is very hard. If I produce a movie, I'd like to put
a joke in a serious matter. I don't think music is everything of mine.
I'd like to try on doing other things. I think singing for the good of
the world is very good, but acting is very good as well. Therefore, I also
would like to be an actor because I'm greedy."
4.
Your
idea about homosexual.
"Idea of people about homosexual that 'it is not good to have a lot of
these things in this world', it's quite true. However, I don't care.
Actually, being a woman or a man is not important. The important
thing is 'one has got respectation or not'. If my lover is a man, body
relation will be impossible because of being the same sex. But if you can
clear about it, there's no problem, and then you'll think it's good. For
me, my boyfriends around me are only who haven't had body relation with
me, but about feeling, it's the same as I give to a woman. I think the
feeling that will become love, it's not about sex. But of course, there
must be liking. Long hair has no meaning(laughs). But if you have long
hair, there's no problem. I think making a friend is not about being a
woman or a man. If someone think I'm bi-sexual because of this interview,
go ahead."
5.
The
necessary things for sex, in terms of stimulation.
"Being 'two of a kind'(or not) is feeling. And it's important. Otherwise,
how good techniques you have, it doesn't work. I think 'sex' communicates
the part that is unable to speak. If you can put something contains
your feeling into another one's body, and that one does either, it will
be a wonderful feeling. I mean mentality, not body. Saying 'good' or 'expert',
I think it's wrong. I have close friends who are female more than male.
I had been thinking 'Why ?'. Now, I can understand. It's because I have
no body relation with my boyfriends. On the other hand, if compare to a
woman, body relation seems to be natural. We can communicate by feeling,
not words. About boyfriends, I took much times to understand our feeling.
So, feeling between me and girlfriends can be understood quickly. Until
now, I don't have any disconnection or bad relation with any girlfriends.
In my opinion, intergrating of understanding in feeling is more important
than sex."
6.
In
your opinion, what is the necessary things for human ?
"Time, money and close friends. If you had them all, it would be good.
If you have something you want to do, you can do if you have money. Money
may seems to be nonsense, but if you are tied by this nonsense, I think
it's nonsense and burden even more. So, there's enough money for living,
it's the best. About close friends, when I say, "I want to go...." and
there's someone can go with me, without concerning with time and money,
it's much better than going alone. When I have these 3 things, my happiness
may start. However, I don't have these 3 things now. Some friends of mine
have both money and time which I don't have. So, I felt guilty when my
friends wanted me to do something, but I said, "I'm sorry, I don't have
time at all." I think it's loneliness. Or saying, "I can't because I have
no money.", it's loneliness even more. If I have these 3 things, it will
be happiness, and my new happiness will start too."
7.
The
final destination.
"How will I do ?", "Will I die ?", "Can I relinguish ?" I would like to
be linger when I'm going to leave somewhere, but not wanting claps. I'd
like to make time when I'm going to leave a stage be more important than
time when I appear on a stage. I think a human does this kind of thing
again and again, but finally, how can you make other people linger on you
after you died ? However, I won't think in negative way surely. I always
think how I can do to be alive continually. Even about the death, if you
think you should know about the death and birth, I think you can't understand
surely because death and birth is "One appear". Moreover, we can't see
our birth and death by ourself. And if you want to see only 'death',
you'll become a mysterious person, won't you ?(laughs) I think continuing
our life is an important thing. So, my idea about death is very positive.
I'm not optimistic, but I'm hopeful. Life may face trouble. Someone may
think 'Why am I painful like this ?', but who can realize the benefit of
living will think he's not much painful like that. If you can understand
the benefit of happiness, you'll think it's interesting."
8.
Joyful
memory in your childhood.
"I can't remember, I have no memory. If I say about my happy time, I can
remember only when I lighted a fire. fuu! I like living what
I like. When I was young, I was very happy. I went to see a river all day,
or, in a sunshine day, I went to throw stone blocks at riverside. It's
always like that. For me, going to school in a fine day was my big problem.
I liked English subject, so I would make my decision that 'Go to earthern
ridge.' or 'Today, go to river.' At there, I spent my time for reading
books even more to studying at school. I didn't hate studying, but I didn't
like some teachers. So, if he/she was my favorite teacher, I often went
to study. And when I studied, I felt like something go into my body. I
liked it. Besides, I like night view. When I was young, my grandfather,
at Okinawa Navy Base, took me to a little hill for seeing view of crowded
area. At there, I could see the light from roads that were very beautiful.
There made me feel good. I like night view since then. Later, I often went
to my grandfather's house because there's the sea in front of the house.
I could watch the sea all day. I watched it about 8 hours a day, so I felt
the sea become the living thing. Wherever I went, I would often light a
fire, and be alone, and many hours a time. Who came with me would feel
torment because of sitting without doing anything.(laughs)"
9.
Talk
about a person who has an influence over you.
"I met that person when I was about 18-19 years old. I was negative abnormally
since I was young. However, when I met him, I had changed myself at all.
For other people, when someone pours out his grievances, they often say,
'Is that so ?' to make the conversation continue smoothly. So, finally,
it will be only a consolation. To that person, when I poured out my grievances,
he bursted out laughing, and said "Nonsense!..., you think like that because
you have your point of view like that. You should think like this." He
changed my view. He's very positive. He has an influence on me so
much. I, at that time, often thought only about the death. The more I stayed
with him, the more my view had been postived. I can say I know the meaning
of existence, it's not exaggerated. He is older than me about 10 years,
but for me, he is greater than me many many years. When I stayed with him,
I was very enjoyed. Many stories he told me were very new to me. And I
got some influences of those stories too. His movement was great. At that
time, I rarely laughed, but he could make me laugh. Therefore, I think
if there were many people as him in this world, this world would be better
to us for living.
10.
Leave
a message to women in this world.
"If I could see you all, I'd like to do. Because of limited time of my
life, I'd like to see many people. To simply compare, this world has 5
billion people, 2,500 million are women. I'd like to see you all. As I
say seeing many people is good, it's my belief which has no cause. I think
it's great. However, there's less chance to see many people. I think seeing
another person is wonderful. I am happy with many things I've seen. Thank
you very much. From now on, I'd like to see the important thing that is
'love' more."