Cry baby?
Mood:  energetic
Now Playing: Raphael Saadiq - Keep Marchin'
Topic: Everyday life
It's weird. How ever much you complain about your job etc you still feel proud and happy when you actually get things done, or do something you didn't think you could do. Like today, I managed to get the stubborn new printer to work. Not a big deal for some people, but for me, who knows absolutely nothing about those things and who is afraid to touch any settings on the computer unless a male friend tells me it's ok, it is a big deal.

Day...
Mood:  smelly
Topic: Everyday life
Another long day. Meeting in the morning, other stuff to do in the afternoon (a billion sandwiches). But at least there was a present waiting for me when I got home. Thanks M!

Snowball fight
Mood:  lazy
Topic: Everyday life
A long day even though it was a slow start. I went down to the house, spent the day there as usual. Tried to have a late lunch with B, but apparently they've closed the place. Went to another place and then back to the office. Had a snowball fight with E, which made a lot of the old people frown...even though we were'nt even near them. Had some hot chocolate and went home.

Damnit!
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Gwen Stefani - The great escape
Topic: Everyday life
Can I please return the new year? I'm not diggin' it! My aunt called and told me that my grandpa's in the hospital, some kind of heart attack or something like that. Apparently that happened a couple of days ago. I talked to C, which relaxed me a little and headed to my neighbour's for dinner. I spent about three hours stuffing my face with strange treats before I managed to escape since I had to go and mett up with T.

No Comment
Mood:  d'oh
Now Playing: Amy Winehouse
Topic: Bad News
I spent the day in the big building again, and talked to A. Apparently, he's at it again. Dammit!

Friggin' happy new year
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: U2
Topic: Bad News

I found out this morning that some damn kids had trashed the place last night, which ment that I had to spend the entire New Years Day cleaning up. Just what I wanted to do, yay! I've never seen anything like it, and they didn't seem to have learnt their lesson either. Their dad was the one cleaning up.

At least mum made me pie. Yay mum! :)

Happy New Year!
Mood:  celebratory
Topic: Good News
Happy New Year everyone!

New Year's
Mood:  party time!
Topic: Everyday life
I felt a bit guilty for leaving mum alone on New Year's, but I did. We had had really nice time at B's. We made dinner, and played games. Then some other people showed up, and I decided that it was time to take a long walk home to mum's. I made it there just in time for the new year to arrive.

Resolutions
Mood:  quizzical
Topic: Everyday life
I'm not going to do any resolutions this year, more like hopes for the future. I'm gonna think before I speak. I'm going to try not to think so much. I'm going to fit into my clothes again. I'm going to establish some goals for myself, and then follow through. I'm gonna steal U's cat. I'm going to get some new friends, my friends live so far away and I have to stop pretending that LC and Whitney are my friends. I'm going to find some kind of inner peace, patience. I'm going to find some hobbies and spend time doing that. I have to become independent, and not be relying on other people's stupid opinions. I have to stop sleeping with the special pillow in one hand and the mobile phone in the other. I have to get more money. I want to spend more money on things I like. I have to learn how to use my iPod before it's outdated. 

Mood:  hug me
Topic: Everyday life
I finally got enough time to notice that my stupid knee is yellow, I wonder when that happened..? It's been a while since I felt like this. I need a friend with some distance from my life. An outsider. But I guess I've only got myself to blame for my life.