Mood:  don't ask
Topic: Bad News
I think every single part of my body's hurting this morning. And my DVD's still not working. I should be going to the vaccum bag store, but I just can't move.

Mood:  don't ask
Topic: Bad News

I went over to the House anyway, and put on a brave face. I think I pulled it off...except for when I pushed "Pot of coffee" instead of "Cup of coffee". Coffee everywhere. Then got a ride to my friend's house. The driver was completely silent the entire way even though I tried to strike up a conversation. Fine. Suited me fine. I was still happy to see my friends even though I felt like shit. I haven't seen them in ages. And needed to have a "proper" conversation. Until the very drunk girls arrived with a dildo between their legs, and started to sing karaoke. That was more than my head could handle so I put on my two pair of extra socks and three sweaters and left. Thanks to A for making sure I got home in one piece :)

Happy birthday!
Mood:  celebratory
Topic: Good News

 

Mood:  cheeky
Topic: Everyday life

 

Fed up!
Mood:  don't ask
Topic: Bad News

I'm so goddamn fed up with cranky complaining people right now! The people I'm around and the idiots I meet online. They're taking all my energy and time from the people I actually like and want to see. I promise I'll try harder my friends!

L - We'll have coffee (and sushi) soon I promise!

CeCe - I really feel like I need to be there! I'll come and check out your pad, I promise!

E - Coffee, soon? :)

U - Yes, I want to party. And go on road trips. And work out.

Cousins - I'll stop by soon, I promise!

Em - Sushi. Any day now!

Man on the bus - I'll pet your dog next time. I promise!

JenJen - Time 4 tequila?

Mia - We'll play with your camera...soon. I prom... :/

A - It's time for a visit. Soon.

S - Time for Fasching?

 

And the threatning letters about applying for pizza place jobs 1000 kilometers from here doesn't exactly help either...

 

 

Happy birthday dad!
Mood:  celebratory
Topic: Good News

 

Hanging with the neighbour
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: Kylie Minouge
Topic: Everyday life

I started out by yelling at the handy men (which they apparently didn't listen to since they didn't lock my neighbour's door either...). But then the day picked up a little. Had a sushi lunch with my neighbour. Apparently chick peas is a part of miso soup these days.

Then ran into an old co-worker from this summer that I haven't seen since...then.

Then hit the stores with the neighbout until I couldn't feel my feet any longer.

Back home to gift wrap my dad's birthday present, and then I went over there. Got to see my new little niece for the first time.

Home. Got rid of some stuff laying around and felt a bit guilty for not having enough time for my friends.

Mood:  happy
Topic: On tour

 

Tuesday
Mood:  happy
Topic: On tour
Even though the weather was terrible, I enjoyed the train ride. Just to listen to music and let your mind drift. It's just what I need.

Big city tour
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: Ray Montagne (or something like that)
Topic: On tour
I just followed some young boys who brought all the way to the crossing path thingy...where I met a girl in hotpants. In the snow. Weird place. Walked through the "hood", past stores with names like "Yuppienallen" and "Hemlyx" (an entire shop filled with Buddha's and porcelain dragons). Found the gallery and stepped inside. Had just about time to have a look at the guest book when a man showed up and interrupted me and just had to shake hands (very firm handshake) and discuss my name (Very pretty. He named his daughter the same.)  Had a look around at the colourful paintings (mother, daughter and...psycho bunny?) and then headed for the door when he was distracted by another man. Followed the crowd while smiling all the way. Walked passed some sort of castle and a church. I was happy just to see a Pressbyrå and an O'Leary's. Looked at some clothes and let my heels be loud as I walked down the street. Happy to be there. Happy to have seen the paintings. Happy to alone and to be me. No one around to tell me what to do or what to think or feel. For once. Ended up in an art's and craft's store where I bought a lot of expensive, unnesseccary crap. But I didn't care. For a minute I was an arts and crafts girl. Finally I went back to the train station (without getting lost a single time) and bought an overpriced sandwich and a really overpriced juice of some sort. Then happily got on the train and sat there smiling (until we had to stop in the middle of that garbage smell).