Unloved
Caught up in my dayze
living life with no praise
knowing everyone for their doing must pay
How much do I owe, if N-E who's say?
For problems are to mazes out there's a way
And if the layrynth still binds
you in your problems you'll
stay
So now I stay
And wonder why
I chose the path
that the exit don't lie
When I tell you
The truth
You call me a lyer
Regardless who's right
You remain the justifier
Guilty until innocent
That's how you control
Abd wgeb U soeak from my heart
You think I'm trying to be bold
It's not that I'm getting smart
You just stay stupid
And as hard as I work
You still make me feel useless
I've only been here 2 years
And he says to you "Thank god."
Like I'm someone so bad
But my pride remains unrobbed
Calling me lazy
Yet I work like a slave
10 times the consequences
For everyone praise
Now the days still go on
As I gaze out my window unfited
Trying to clear my mind
of Emotions that are endlessly mixed
My visions start to become
clear as the river
I make with my tears
crying out for what I need.
Yet who really cares?
Sometimes I wonder why
I chose not to gowould say,"I told you so."
Inside she'd be proud that
I'd come crawling back
But I just can't let it
go down like that
For I am still soul searching
I'm yet to be found
Thoug hI gets harder when I walked on
Like part of the ground
Sometimes I just need
Someone to help get me
through
No mom
No mom
So I chose to tell you
You seem like you're listening
Yet do you hear what I'm really saing?
Each day I go on with my consistance of praying!
Can we just stop the delaying!
The sad thing is that I
could die tomorrow and
You won't miss my face,
The checks will keep
on coming once you'd get,br>me replaced.
All this money sent for
Me
Yet It never gets seen
How much longer do I have to wear the same ashey
jeans?,br>Forget material things
what bothers me the
most is you don't see why
I cry
And since I'm not yours
Of course to me it's easily to be denied
I can also tell when I look in your eyes
I'm not asking you to say it
But its' not even implied
So now that I'm finished
Can I just ask you why?
It's all seen from above no
matter what someone does
So why do I deserve to keep living unloved?

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