Chapter 4:

 

5 years later, the girls turned 21 and their careers were still going strong. Juli sat on her hotel bed in Los Angeles, the Grammy's were being held again and as tradition goes, they showed up for publicity and hopes to sweep another award. She sat on her stomach, scribbling something furiously into her journal. Whereas Heather grew into a blossoming woman, Juli remained her tomboyish self. Both have come out to the public who just embraced it.

 

Heather burst in, waving a piece of paper in the air. "Juli! Juli! Juli! Juli! Juli!" she squealed as she jumped up and down on the bed. Juli quickly shoved her journal away. "Juli, guess what?!"

 

Juli smiled and caught hold of her friend. "Calm down, for one. What?" she asked.

 

"We’re. Performing. At. The. Grammy’s." Heather squealed with delight.

 

Juli shook her head. "What's the difference between showing up and performing?"

 

"We're performing as Most Respected of the Year. Only Madonna had been able to do that." Heather smiled. Juli's eyes widened as they both jumped up and down. "What song are we going to sing?"

 

Juli's eyes showed a hint of sadness before saying, "Don't worry, girl, leave it up to me. But right now, we got a rehearsal to get to." she laughed as she dragged Heather out the door.

 

Grammy night rolled around. Mr. Drake, William Buxton, and Heather waited outside Juli's door. Mr. Buxton knocked on it. "Are you all right in there, pumpkin?" he asked in his English accent. "We're leaving for the Grammy's right now."

 

"Ok!" Juli called back. The door was thrown open as she stepped into the hallway with a duffel bag and a smile.

 

"I say, are you planning to move out on us?" Mr. Buxton joked.

 

"You got it, Daddykins." Juli affectionately replied.

 

They arrived backstage as the fathers take their seats. "Ok, Juli, you have Dressing room #9 and Heather, you have dressing room #7. By the way, my son is a BIG fan of you." the backstage director laughed.

 

The girls laughed. "Ok, we'll have autographs for him after the show, ok?" asked Juli. Heather nodded and they both went into their respected rooms.

 

Juli turned off all of the lights in her room and turned on only one lamp on the desk. She shrugged off her duffel bag and opened her journal, while taking out a pen. Juli cried as she started to scribble into her worn out journal. A bottle of pills sat next to her hand as well as a picture of the two of them, their first time in Paris...where they shared their first kiss. She held the picture close to her chest as she remembered that day.

 

*~Paris, France~*

"Isn't the view just beautiful, Juli?" asked Heather. She wrapped her arms around the dark haired woman. "So romantic."

 

"It's absolutely breathtaking." Juli breathed as she turned towards Heather. The winds of the city whipped around them as they stared into each other's eyes. "Feather, I..."

 

"Shh..." Heather whispered. Their faces closed in and their lips gently touched for the first time.

 

*~Grammy's~*

She laid out the journal open to the last entry before getting dressed in her outfit. The tight, green shirt sparkled in the low light, matching the dark denim, low ride jeans and black boots. She walked over to the orange couch, carrying a few sheets of music. She propped her guitar against the couch and laid down with her bottle of pills.

 

Heather excitedly knocked on Juli's door for their pre-show talk. She dressed in her dark blue shirt with the same jeans and the same boots. Her hair was partly tied back to reveal her beautiful face. "Juli!" When she heard no response, she walked in only to be greeted by silence. "Juli?" she asked the dark room. "Ju--Aaah!" she screamed when she saw the lifeless body on the orange couch. Papers were resting on her chest while a bottle of pills were on the ground near her hand, empty. "Juli..." she cried, sinking to the floor. She looked up and saw the journal.

 

Pulling herself up, she read through the last entry:

Dearest Feather,

Finally, I am able to explain all of my strange behavior without fear that Maya’s boyfriend will hunt me down. You see, Feather, he is a control freak, meaning he likes it his way.

He would beat Maya and me all the time, scaring the shit out of me. I didn’t know if I would make it out alive but I guess I did. See, he killed Maya after she said that she absolutely will not share the money with him. So, he killed her. Lucky for him, he got away with it.

Meanwhile, that day that I came home a bit late. (I’m sure Officer Rameirez filled you in on that) That was him too. He got arrested for beating, rape, and murder. I thought I would get a peace of mind when he was gone. Then I was afraid for you. what will happen when he gets out of jail?

If anything, I did the right thing…I’m protecting you. If I still lived, I would only bring you harm and I want you to live the life you deserve. You’re beautiful, talented, and well mannered. I know you will be able to succeed in this world.

And always, I will watch over you…

Love,

                             Juliette Angel Buxton-Saunders

 

Heather sat numbly in her chair and began to read the other entries in the worn out book. A few hours later, she heard the knock of the stage manager. “One minute for Hi-Jacked!” he shouted.

 

Heather grabbed the guitar and ran her fingers over the worn metal strings. She stood up and took the music out of Juli’s limp arms. A small, yellow stickie caught her attention. “Feather, sing this song for me. I wanna rise to heaven (or fall to hell) hearing your beautiful voice one last time…”

 

She walked out to the empty stage where only a stool, music stand, and microphone sat. A spotlight fixated on her and glimmering tear-streaks were visible. “This new song is called “the Juli Project” written by Juli.”

 

She began to play the soft and emotional song. The Grammy audience both of its Alumni and new contenders were spellbound by the power of her voice.

 

A few weeks later, a funeral was held for Juli. Fans wept at home while close friends and family wept at the gravesite. Paparazzi crowded at the gates, making up juicy stories so that people would buy their magazine. After a cold glare from Heather, they stopped and departed.

 

The tombstone had an angel sitting leisurely on it with Adidas sneakers. Below, the writing said,

“Daughter, Friend, Performer, Lover. You’re always with us, for now and forever.”

 

Heather didn’t cry. She cried enough nights before. Rain dripped off her black hat. Everyone left for mourning at home. Heather walked up to the casket and amidst all the black flowers, she placed a blue-white rose. She kissed two fingers and pressed them onto the coffin. She stood up and left behind the greatest woman she had ever known.

 

She performed the moving song again a few nights later, bringing tears to their fans’ eyes. An awed hush fell over the crowd as Heather looked up and saw Juli’s spirit above the audience with wings and a soft, golden ring…Only one name uttered from her mouth, “Juli…”

 

End.