Without You

It runs without you,
it grew feet of it's own.
it doesn't hate you,
and yet there is no love.

passion was never there,
only you thought that there
was.
A pulse for you,
what you felt was your own.

That smile was a grimace.
That hold was almost
Like a choke hold.
That shiver was a shiver
Of loathing,
Not of lust.

IT has feet to walk
Without you.