Where I once stood there are only blank spaces. I left nothing in my place.. No clothing, no note. I ran the last mile, jumped the last river bank, ended a life that had ended long before. My heart just wasn't into it anymore. I couldn't even cry, I had become cold. I watched as people stood staring into the the distance.. I knew what they were thinking.. Would she resurface? Would she come up for another breath of air? How were they to know I had weights that would carry me down to the depths of the river. How could they know the troubles in my mind? So tired of hiding... SO tired. My spirit walked away into darkness, leaving it all behind. The darkness...with the worries still clouded in my mind.