That Feeling

There's something missing.. Could it be that smile I used To see... Could it be the eyes that Sparkled...   Could it be..... I showered you with Kisses, I showered you with Laughter... I showered you with Love... I sighed as I left A single rose On your doorstep.. I wanted to be different.. Your grave gray and Cold.. I etched your name On a piece of parchment. I cried and then I cried some more. That feeling of Numbness... I surrendered To it once more.