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Restless in is night,
When you are afraid to
Go to sleep and dream.
What you think about
In the day,
Becomes ten times worse.
I close my eyes to see
A snarling smile.
I cry and hold my eyes
Open wide.
Once I thought I was afraid,
Now I live in fear.
I can't contend with
What happened in the past.
All I can do now is
Accept, move on.
The best thing to do is,
Leave it all behind.
I tell myself all this,
And yet....
I have to find a way to
Survive the night.