Scattered Footsteps

 

 

scattered to and fro
I am here
I am there
Footsteps go on forever
In directions that lead
Me to nowhere..

Confusion is nothing
new..
I lost control long ago
I wrecked today...
yesterday and
several weeks before.

I turned around to
See myself standing
There..always standing there
Staring off into space..
I pushed,
I pulled,
And yet I stood never budging
>From that one spot.

I breathe, longing for
what?