Odd Cravings

i pray each night and day,
With every breath i take
That you will fail.
You win the game
more often than not.
I'm tired of seeing you
Smile,
When all I want to do
is scream.

Any chance to hold you
Back would be my
Justice.
To see you kick and
Scream will bring
Me joy.

My only wish is to see
you wallow in pain.
I'm tired of you with
Your high society friends.
I gather my friend
And take aim with
Words.

I want you to weaken and
Surrender your soul.
I want you to fail,
It's something I crave.